On a sentimental nite

你曾经说过的一切我想我都了解

你没说过的那句话我也能体会

无法让你爱我一定是我的不对 我当然无言以对

应该要走的留不住不如把手一挥

应该要来的躲不开就勇敢面对

无法亲手擦去 你为我流的泪

我感到万分惭愧

有人说失去了失去了才懂什么叫做后悔

我想说不能留住你是我不够完美

想起你为了我为了我流的每一滴伤心泪

我只能说一声感谢

是否能够在你离去那一刻 接受我最后的恳求

请为了我找个比我好的恋人

让我可以下台阶 让我看破这一切

有人说得不到得不到的爱往往比较美

我想说只要你幸福 我就无怨无悔

如果我离开你离开你可以让你不再伤悲

让我不再为你憔悴

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I believe the lyrics of the song sang the thoughts of many who have been in a relationship. Most of us do not appreciate what we have, till we lost them completely. Turning back is too late. Yet it is only after we have lost, then we know how to treasure.... treasure memories and most importantly treasure what we now have.....

My friends used to tell me.... "Nobody marries the one they love most" And I use to thrash that saying. But having been in and out of a few relationships and going thru some horrible past... I can't help but think that way. Because people always feel that they love what they have lost more than what they have now.

For now... I'm working hard... Working hard so that there will be a day, i get to marry to the guy i love most. I've met him... and i hope he's the one.

Getting sentimental all of a sudden. What's wif me? Maybe it's the effect of a nice quiet nite where i am nt bothered by anything else. Maybe it's the memories....

Melbourne Melbourne

Meiye and I were talking about the days we spent in Melbourne and come to think of it I really missed it. We had so much fun staying together at the cool but spooky apartment. So i posted some nice pics we took there, jus for old time's sake.

Meiye & me at the Crown Casino. She likes to gamble so she drags me there almost everynite. (We stay very near it)Haha! Jus kidding. She's nt like that. =P

Meiye and Peter - The cute couple. Got couple look? Hehe!

From left to right: Meiye, Roc, Joei (back row)

Jenny, Me, Janice, Iris (Front row)

All the pretty girls

Nice Autumn View huh?

Charlie's Angel - At Sofitel Hotel

I wanted to put up more pics but somehow it doesn't work. So frustrating... Dun know y oso.... *humph*

To Meiye: I'll try put more pics of Mel when i got the chance k?

Speaking on Melbourne, loved that place. Nice weather, nice pple and nice scenery. Everyday there was like tai tai life. Hehe! Everydau dress nice nice, go shopping (so bimbotic.... i know but who cares. I enjoyed it). And manage to get so many cheap deals makes it even more exciting.

But what i miss most is the times spent in the apartment together. There was lots of jokes and everyone felt like one big family. Janice is such a good cook. She'll make a good housewife and mummy in time to come. Haha! Dave is lucky to have her. Thanks to Janice, all of us learnt some erotic dance moves and while practicing it, i bet those guys in the opposite building had a good time watching it. Haha! Hope they din film it on videocam.

I dun think it's likely there's ever any chance we can get together like in Melbourne. So those are really precious moments. Thanks to all these friends, they made my life in SIM more memorable.

Janice, Joei, Roc, Meiye, Jenny, Iris, Peter, Elaine and Fang.... if you guys see this, i wanna say a big "THANK YOU" to you guys.

Hope we can still keep in touch after we graduate!

Superman was feeling bored after a long bout of crime fighting and wanted to go out and party. He called Batman to ask if he wanted to go to a club and pick up some girls. Batman said Robin was ill & he had to look after him. A little disappointed, Superman called Spiderman to see if he fancied a few beers but Spiderman said he had a date with Catwoman. As a last resort, Superman flew over to Wonderwoman's apartment to see if she was free.... As he landed on her balcony, he saw Wonderwoman naked on the bed with her legs open. Superman thought to himself, "I'm faster than a speeding bullet! I can be in there, have sex & out again before she knew what happened." So Superman did his super thing a split second & flies off happily.

Meanwhile on the bed, Wonderwoman said, "Did you hear something?" And Invisible Man replied, "No, but my ass hurts like hell!"

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Lolx

Got that joke in my email. Damn cute. I wonder who are the smart aleck that manage to think of such a plot for a joke. Maybe they can put the scenario into a porn movie. Haha!

I think I'm not thinking straight. After editing a report of 7000 words and having to reduce it to 5000 words, my brain is not exactly functioning well. It's finally done. *phew* I wish and wish that this week would pass quickly. Next week too. Then i would be free from projects.

Samuel call me jus now, asking me out for a drink on Fri with Gen and Eddy as well. Probably going to Harry's at Esplanade. It's a nice place. However, there are butterflies in my stomach when i think of meetin them. I dunno. Jus feel kinda wierd to be seeing Eddy again after what happen the last time. Shld i go or nt? It always nice to meet up with old friends reminiscing the past. Hehe! But with Eddy it's different. After all he was the 1st guy that i was totally serious with and morevoer it was a 4yrs relationship. We went thru so much together..... Haiz... See how it goes ba.... Who knows it might be fun?

Gonna take my shower and have a nice dinner with Jas later. Hopefully he is not too tired to eat out. I've stayed home the whole day and i nd a walk outside......

Wat Goes in Comes Right Out

The saying goes.... "What goes in has to come out". And this is exactly the way my bank acct is. I jus got my pay and in less than 10 mins, after paying of debts and bills, I only hv half the amount left. *sobz sobz* Which means no shopping for me this month. Haiz... This is the most tormenting situation. I was still trying to save for my thailand trip in nov. Jas says wanna give me 200 bucks, but nt sure enought nt. Hate it! On a vacation but gotta watch my spending.... so sianz.... But nvm, at least to get to shop. *wink wink* hehe

Saw Meiye in sch 2day. She's still so cute. Think she and Peter are doing well together. Always see the both of them in each other's company. Soon they'll b an official couple. Haha! They look so adorable when together. She told me that she feel it's worth giving it a try for the relationship. Way to go Peter! *woot woot* Wish them all the best.... Bai nian hao her! wahahhahaha!

Finally tonight I can slp early. Cause no sch tml, so my assignments can wait till tml to do it. But it's still a lot of work. Till tml....

Super Duper Tired..... ZZZ....

Slept only 2hrs last nite and woke up late for sch.... Took a cab to sch as usual. All these money i'm spending on cabs, it's horrible. If I can save them up I think i could pay for a Vios downpayment? Haha! Felt like a zombie in sch and i think i did terrible in the presentation. Anyway it's over....

Waiting for Jas to pick me up. We are goinna go get Mao's food. She finishes it so fast.... We gotta keep buying. Lucky Pat helps to buy once in a while. She still skinny. Dunno y.... Can see her ribs rather clearly. Poor Mao.... Robin says she might have tick fever. Not sure wat's tat. Gotta check it out. If this situation carries on... I better bring her to the vet.

That's the Cute Mao. So Lady like crossing her hand

Been sitting in front of this damn comp for the past hr.... shld hv started on my assignment then. Yet till now, not a single word typed out yet. As usual.... I always hv to dilly dally before i start on it. If only i had use the time to blog to do it, i might have finised it. Haha!

Nvm.... Fuk it.... Jas is reaching soon. Might as well get it done when I come back later in the night. So there goes my beauty slp again.... ARGH!

What a Busy Sunday

Rushing thru projects is wat i hate most... and worst of all.... i feel 24hrs a day is nt sufficient. I had so many things to do! After finishing wat i had to do, still have to correct others report. What a drag.....

Can't wait for this semester to end quickly. But then again, i dread it. Finishing the semester means I gotta start looking for a job and the only thing I look forward to about it is the salary. Frankly i think it's gonna be hard finding a job I really want. Nowadays those cheapskate employers would most likely wanna hire diploma grads then degree grads jus so they can pay then lower. Y oh Y did i went back to study? Was it a wrong decision? Ah... fuk it... Watever it is, i have already gone thru 2yrs. So no point harping over it....

It's already 3plus in the morning and here i am still blogging. I gotta get up at 5.30am to go sch later. i jus can't slp. Argh! All these late nites and all are killing my complexion. Nt tat I have a nice one to begin with. Haha! Don't I sound bimbo? Yeah... i think i do. Lolx!

There's a presentation later at 9.30. Think I better go get some rest.... Hopefully i get a nice sweet dream... I jus love to dream and I get all the funny dreams. it would be interesting if I can write them all into an adventure book. Lolx! Me and my wierd ideas...