Me... Have been on MC for 2days. All thanks to my super sensitive eyes. Ever since the previous eye infection, I have been super careful nt to wear my contact lens for too long but still kanna. Now my eyes all red and swollen. Not pretty le. =(
Wah lau... so mafan leh. Every hr gotta put eye drops. Some more the eye drop must be kept in the fridge de. And hor, each time after I put eye drops a while later when I swallow saliva, damn bitter sia. I think is the eye drop flow down to the mouth area. Wah lau. Damn er xin ah.
Doc advise me stay at home, cause might be infectious. Today is the 2nd day of MC le, but my eyes still as swollen leh. Doc say hor, if one week still like tat must go back see him le. Oh god! Please let me eyes recover. I wan to be Swee Swee. Lolx!
Ok ok... Stop here le. Cannot blog le... My eyes a bit pain after staring at the screen.... haiz... on my poor eyes.....
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Friday, March 03, 2006
We were supposed to have a purple-themed lunch 2day at Sketches. But it seems like everyone had played Ms Janice out. She was the only one all decked-out in the royal colour of purple. Wah Lau! Even her undies was the same shade of purple as the dress she’s wearing. Well, she showed it to us…. Haha! Erm… Me? I had on my new purple mascara and purple Jwest heels. Sinta very the 勉强的 produce her small purple purse. And well, dear Joei forgot all about the theme and she appeared in black. Haha!
Had a nice pasta lunch. Been having pasta for the past 2 days (kenny rogers, pasta mania) ... Gonna fat die me le. But hor... nice lah... Pasta is one of my fav food.
Joei hor... she so troublesome leh. Eat beef steak, too cook cannot cause no blood, too raw oso cannot cause too bloody. The waiter change a total of 3 steaks for her ah. The waiter so nice hor, cause i think he interested in Joei. Haha! He came over when we finish our meal to ask for number on the pretense that his friend want it. Lolx! We never give lah.
However, Me and Janice concluded later that the waiter wanted Joei's number so that he can haunt her in the middle of the night to take revenge for making things so difficult for them. Haha! Joei ah Joei, next time be more careful when u go eat there ah. They might just poison you. Next time, request to cook the steak urself. Like tat no need mafan others.
Hmm.... Sunday's plan has been cancelled or rather postponed to the following week. Haiz... had been looking forward to it. Oh well.... good things are worth waiting for. haha.
Had a nice pasta lunch. Been having pasta for the past 2 days (kenny rogers, pasta mania) ... Gonna fat die me le. But hor... nice lah... Pasta is one of my fav food.
Joei hor... she so troublesome leh. Eat beef steak, too cook cannot cause no blood, too raw oso cannot cause too bloody. The waiter change a total of 3 steaks for her ah. The waiter so nice hor, cause i think he interested in Joei. Haha! He came over when we finish our meal to ask for number on the pretense that his friend want it. Lolx! We never give lah.
However, Me and Janice concluded later that the waiter wanted Joei's number so that he can haunt her in the middle of the night to take revenge for making things so difficult for them. Haha! Joei ah Joei, next time be more careful when u go eat there ah. They might just poison you. Next time, request to cook the steak urself. Like tat no need mafan others.
Hmm.... Sunday's plan has been cancelled or rather postponed to the following week. Haiz... had been looking forward to it. Oh well.... good things are worth waiting for. haha.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Mouse Story
A simple story to share with all who reads my blog.....
A Mouse Story
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall tosee the farmer and his wife open a package.What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered.
He was devastated to discover it was a mouse trap.
Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimedthe warning.There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mouse trap in the house!"The chicken clucked and scratched, raised herhead and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me.I cannot be bothered by it."
The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "Thereis a mouse trap in the house! There is a mouse trap in the house!"The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers."
The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mouse trap in the house! There is a mouse trap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose."
So, the mouse returned to the house, head downand dejected, to face the farmer's mousetrap alone. That very night a sound was heard throughout the house -- like the sound of a mousetrap catching its prey.The farmer's wife rushed to see what was caught. In the darkness, she did not see it was a venomous snake whose tail the trap had caught. The snake bit the farmer's wife.
The farmer rushed her to the hospital, and she returned home with a fever. Everyone knows you treat a fever with fresh chicken soup, so the farmer took his hatchet to the farmyard for the soup's main ingredient. But his wife's sickness continued, so friends and neighbors came to sit with her around the clock. To feed them, the farmer butchered the pig.The farmer's wife did not get well, she died.
So many people came for her funeral, the farmer had the cow slaughtered to provide enough meat for all of them.
The mouse looked upon it all from his crack in the wall with great sadness. So, the next time you hear someone is facing aproblem and think it doesn't concern you, remember --when one of us is threatened, we are all at risk.We are all involved in this journey called life.We must keep an eye out for one another and make anextra effort to encourage one another.
A Mouse Story
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall tosee the farmer and his wife open a package.What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered.
He was devastated to discover it was a mouse trap.
Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimedthe warning.There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mouse trap in the house!"The chicken clucked and scratched, raised herhead and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me.I cannot be bothered by it."
The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "Thereis a mouse trap in the house! There is a mouse trap in the house!"The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers."
The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mouse trap in the house! There is a mouse trap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose."
So, the mouse returned to the house, head downand dejected, to face the farmer's mousetrap alone. That very night a sound was heard throughout the house -- like the sound of a mousetrap catching its prey.The farmer's wife rushed to see what was caught. In the darkness, she did not see it was a venomous snake whose tail the trap had caught. The snake bit the farmer's wife.
The farmer rushed her to the hospital, and she returned home with a fever. Everyone knows you treat a fever with fresh chicken soup, so the farmer took his hatchet to the farmyard for the soup's main ingredient. But his wife's sickness continued, so friends and neighbors came to sit with her around the clock. To feed them, the farmer butchered the pig.The farmer's wife did not get well, she died.
So many people came for her funeral, the farmer had the cow slaughtered to provide enough meat for all of them.
The mouse looked upon it all from his crack in the wall with great sadness. So, the next time you hear someone is facing aproblem and think it doesn't concern you, remember --when one of us is threatened, we are all at risk.We are all involved in this journey called life.We must keep an eye out for one another and make anextra effort to encourage one another.
When everything comes to a bottle-neck, everything seems to be at a stagnant stage and complicated. This is so stiffling. It's so suffocating.
When he said "no point rushing into it".... I caught the underlying meaning....
Maybe he's right... No point rushing into something we both are nt sure about. Yet my heart aches.....
Maybe it is just one of those kinda moods I'm feeling....
When he said "no point rushing into it".... I caught the underlying meaning....
Maybe he's right... No point rushing into something we both are nt sure about. Yet my heart aches.....
Maybe it is just one of those kinda moods I'm feeling....
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Can't Stand Senseless Remarks
There have been so much talks about the NYP girl recently and it seems to have created a big hoo-ha, even in the "blogosphere". I've seen the video and as the curiostity got the better of me, I did a search on the internet to see what others have been commenting about. I was shocked how some people can talk bad about people.
What disgusted me the most was this comment by some crazy guy. He said he has seen the girl a few times before (the video got circulated) somewhere (I suppose in sch) and had found her cute. Now that he has seen the video, the next time he sees her, he wants to ask how much she charges for a nite. I was like, "WTF!!!!" Jus because you know she is having sex with her bf, you assume u can approach her as if she is prostitute????? Wah lau! Use your brain lah! This is so ridiculous!
So what happens if this idiotic guy has a good friend who happens to be a female whereby he knows is having sex with her bf? Would he ask his female friend the same thing? Wau lau.... think can. Such a senseless comment and it's nt even funny.
Actually I kinda pity the girl lah.... Being exposed and all.... 吃亏了still must let people say this say that. I dun see any wrong on her part ah.... The only wrong thing she did was probably keeping the video in her hp. Aiya.... film already, ownself watch le delete mah. Still keep.... Doesn't she know that she might jus lose it anytime or even stolen? And see? This is the consequence. I guess it's her own stupidity that brought her down....
But hor... why does the spotlight have to be on the girl? Her bf's face oso on video mah. So how come no one interested in who he is? Why must focus all attention on the girl? So unfair! I guess this is Singaporean's conservative culture lah.
Oh well... watever tat has been done has been done... Sooner or later, this will become just another piece of old news. People will start to forget about it and talk about something else.
Still... give the girl a break!
What disgusted me the most was this comment by some crazy guy. He said he has seen the girl a few times before (the video got circulated) somewhere (I suppose in sch) and had found her cute. Now that he has seen the video, the next time he sees her, he wants to ask how much she charges for a nite. I was like, "WTF!!!!" Jus because you know she is having sex with her bf, you assume u can approach her as if she is prostitute????? Wah lau! Use your brain lah! This is so ridiculous!
So what happens if this idiotic guy has a good friend who happens to be a female whereby he knows is having sex with her bf? Would he ask his female friend the same thing? Wau lau.... think can. Such a senseless comment and it's nt even funny.
Actually I kinda pity the girl lah.... Being exposed and all.... 吃亏了still must let people say this say that. I dun see any wrong on her part ah.... The only wrong thing she did was probably keeping the video in her hp. Aiya.... film already, ownself watch le delete mah. Still keep.... Doesn't she know that she might jus lose it anytime or even stolen? And see? This is the consequence. I guess it's her own stupidity that brought her down....
But hor... why does the spotlight have to be on the girl? Her bf's face oso on video mah. So how come no one interested in who he is? Why must focus all attention on the girl? So unfair! I guess this is Singaporean's conservative culture lah.
Oh well... watever tat has been done has been done... Sooner or later, this will become just another piece of old news. People will start to forget about it and talk about something else.
Still... give the girl a break!
Monday, February 27, 2006
A Very Spicy Lunch
Jus came back from lunch with Janice at Tiong Bahru Plaza. We had ramen at 别府。 It's the one where u can choose the spiciness of the soup - ranges from 1 chilli being the mildest to 8 chilli being the most most spicy.
I heard that Sinta had the one with 8 chilli last week when they went for lunch and even had an extra bowl of soup, so I gladly assume that it can't be realli tat spicy.... But i din hv the courage to order 8 chilli de, so i opt for half tat amt instead - 4 chilli. Wah Lau!!!!! Then I realise what a freak Sinta is. Cause hor, 4 chilli is already damn hot lor. Now my lips feels like 2 sausages on fire! The spiciness is so overwhelming until my head was spinning as I was eating it ah! First time in my life I ever ate something so hot. Phew! Sinta, 你真行!!! 8 chilli... imagine how very the spicy it is.....
I tried Janice's soup with 2 chilli and it is in fact rather hot le.... But overall, the ramen is nice lah.... I must go have it again. This time like Janice, I'm gonna jus take with 2 chilli. Haha! Scareded le..... lolx
As I am writing this entry. I wonder if Ms Janice has manage to got back to office. Cause hor, being the blur blur sotong, she actually took the wrong side of the train to go back office. Instead of heading back to Tanjong Pagar, she ended up at Redhill. Still can sms me and tell me it's nt her first time and probably might nt be the last. *faintz*
Please, I make an appeal to the public. Anyone who sees Ms Janice wandering at the MRT station, please step forward and ask her where she going and help guide her on the right train before she ends up somewhere else again. OMG... Janice, when will u ever learn? Lolx!
I heard that Sinta had the one with 8 chilli last week when they went for lunch and even had an extra bowl of soup, so I gladly assume that it can't be realli tat spicy.... But i din hv the courage to order 8 chilli de, so i opt for half tat amt instead - 4 chilli. Wah Lau!!!!! Then I realise what a freak Sinta is. Cause hor, 4 chilli is already damn hot lor. Now my lips feels like 2 sausages on fire! The spiciness is so overwhelming until my head was spinning as I was eating it ah! First time in my life I ever ate something so hot. Phew! Sinta, 你真行!!! 8 chilli... imagine how very the spicy it is.....
I tried Janice's soup with 2 chilli and it is in fact rather hot le.... But overall, the ramen is nice lah.... I must go have it again. This time like Janice, I'm gonna jus take with 2 chilli. Haha! Scareded le..... lolx
As I am writing this entry. I wonder if Ms Janice has manage to got back to office. Cause hor, being the blur blur sotong, she actually took the wrong side of the train to go back office. Instead of heading back to Tanjong Pagar, she ended up at Redhill. Still can sms me and tell me it's nt her first time and probably might nt be the last. *faintz*
Please, I make an appeal to the public. Anyone who sees Ms Janice wandering at the MRT station, please step forward and ask her where she going and help guide her on the right train before she ends up somewhere else again. OMG... Janice, when will u ever learn? Lolx!
Friday, February 24, 2006
Lunch at Sketches
Went for lunch with my dear Janice and Sinta just now.... Aiyo... Finally after so many arrangements. Somehow, whenever we try to arrange lunch together, I always cannot make it de. However, today's lunch still lack of one person and tat is... "Big Foot Joei"! Haha!
Haven seen her for a long long time le... Yet she din join us for lunch today. So bad.... :(
Now I'm so super full with the delicious pasta all piled up in my stomach. Hmm..... In front of the comp now I feel like dozing off to sleep. zzzzzzzz....
Looking forward to next Sunday where me and Janice will be going over to Sinta's place for a relaxing Sunday. We've made plans to swim, laze around, drink wine and teach Janice to play mahjong (hehe! hopefully can win a bit of shopping money from her).
Sinta reminded tat we must lock all precious belongings in her room before we allow Janice to drink, in case she walks away with any one of our bags again. Haha! This time maybe I shld pretend to be drink and walk out of Sinta's hse with a carton of her branded bags! hahahaha!
Eh... Janice... maybe we can collaborate? hahahhahaha! So exciting!
Haven seen her for a long long time le... Yet she din join us for lunch today. So bad.... :(
Now I'm so super full with the delicious pasta all piled up in my stomach. Hmm..... In front of the comp now I feel like dozing off to sleep. zzzzzzzz....
Looking forward to next Sunday where me and Janice will be going over to Sinta's place for a relaxing Sunday. We've made plans to swim, laze around, drink wine and teach Janice to play mahjong (hehe! hopefully can win a bit of shopping money from her).
Sinta reminded tat we must lock all precious belongings in her room before we allow Janice to drink, in case she walks away with any one of our bags again. Haha! This time maybe I shld pretend to be drink and walk out of Sinta's hse with a carton of her branded bags! hahahaha!
Eh... Janice... maybe we can collaborate? hahahhahaha! So exciting!
爱
是不是爱情一旦久了，就会慢慢的消失？满满的淡化， 成了只有感情的存在？那当年的甜蜜和情感都去了哪里呢？
我一直以来很执著的相信， 爱情是会有天长地久的，是能够维持，能够像酒一样，过越久，就会越浓。但是， 在这世上活得越久，随着年龄的增加，渐渐的体会到了人生的残酷。很多事不是我想象中的那么完美无缺。。。一段感情不会有天长地久，夫妻不会白头到老，这些都显示了人生的无奈。
我在爱情方面，一直寻找完美， 要求完美，其实是很过分也是很勉强的要求。但，如果不这么做，不就等于没有努力的尝试过吗？这样的话，将来不是会后悔吗？
其实啊，爱情吗，不一定要爱得你死我活，轰轰烈烈的。只要两个人，心里有数，知道彼此真的爱过对方，那也应该就够了。与其一直担心未来会社怎样的，不如把握现在所拥有的一切， 真心地对待彼此。接下来的事，就顺其自然吧。。。
俗语说，“不在乎天长地久，只在乎 。。。。”
我一直以来很执著的相信， 爱情是会有天长地久的，是能够维持，能够像酒一样，过越久，就会越浓。但是， 在这世上活得越久，随着年龄的增加，渐渐的体会到了人生的残酷。很多事不是我想象中的那么完美无缺。。。一段感情不会有天长地久，夫妻不会白头到老，这些都显示了人生的无奈。
我在爱情方面，一直寻找完美， 要求完美，其实是很过分也是很勉强的要求。但，如果不这么做，不就等于没有努力的尝试过吗？这样的话，将来不是会后悔吗？
其实啊，爱情吗，不一定要爱得你死我活，轰轰烈烈的。只要两个人，心里有数，知道彼此真的爱过对方，那也应该就够了。与其一直担心未来会社怎样的，不如把握现在所拥有的一切， 真心地对待彼此。接下来的事，就顺其自然吧。。。
俗语说，“不在乎天长地久，只在乎 。。。。”
Sunday, February 19, 2006
A Blissful Weekend
Was supposed to go for a drink on Fri. But end up at the very very last min, one of them not going, so well... plans cancelled.
For a long long time since dunno when, I din play mahjong on a Fri. Jas came to pick me up from office at bout 9plus then we went for dinner, hang around for a while before he went fishing. I din wanna tag along with him so I went back home to watch VCDs. It's so nice to spend an evening with Jas taking our own sweet time to have dinner, chat and basically jus enjoy each other's comapny without having to rush off to anywhere else after that. It's been a long long time.....
Jas and I went shopping on Sat to get what I've been wanting.... The Gucci card holder that I wanted.... the one tat I saw when I went shopping with Kel the other day. It comes with a nice trinklet... so cute. =)
For a long long time since dunno when, I din play mahjong on a Fri. Jas came to pick me up from office at bout 9plus then we went for dinner, hang around for a while before he went fishing. I din wanna tag along with him so I went back home to watch VCDs. It's so nice to spend an evening with Jas taking our own sweet time to have dinner, chat and basically jus enjoy each other's comapny without having to rush off to anywhere else after that. It's been a long long time.....
Jas and I went shopping on Sat to get what I've been wanting.... The Gucci card holder that I wanted.... the one tat I saw when I went shopping with Kel the other day. It comes with a nice trinklet... so cute. =)
To make up for Valentine's Day, in a way, Jas bought it for me. So I declare this as my Valentine's Day present for 2006. Lolx!
Sometimes he is really so super sweet.....
Was supposed to meet Sinta and Hoon for dinner de before going over to their place for a social mahjong session. However, they forgot that they have an dinner appointment. So me and Jas settled our own dinner instead. We ate at Pepper Lunch. It's nice leh... but not cheap. "Pay so much still gotta cook ur own food" was what my dad complained about the previous time we ate there. Still, I enjoyed it....
Haven't played mahjong with Sinta and Hoon for quite long le, but geez... Sinta's luck is still so good. Wah! Almost every time she gets lots and lots of "flowers" de... and she gets to win. Me leh? Down on luck, get "flowers" but never game de. Some more got one time, realise short of cards. haha! Then Hoon even worse, he realise he short of 2 cards.... Lolx! So end up Sinta wins again. Hey Hoon.... Next time we ought to remind each other more huh.....
So there.... it was my weekend! A weekend well spent.... A very enjoyable one indeed....
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Some people can be so brainless
I was at one of those chinese dinner for temple de... those outdoor kind de... Saw a very tiny bird. Very cute..... It looks like those kinda fake bird tat are put as decoration on Ying Liu tree during CNY, The size is also exactly the same as those. It was hopping around on the crowded floor...
My dad was afraid tat someone would step on it, so he carried it and put in near a grass patch. The bird stayed there throughout almost the whole dinner. My dad intended to bring it home after the dinner and rear it, just in case it gets pounced on by cats in the open. Halfway through the dinner, the bird flew and landed on our table. It seems to know that my dad had the kind intention and hopped right in front of my dad. It was so so very cute..... 超可爱.
But all of a sudden, it flew to the ground again and by tat time, a crowd had gathered around it. This waitress...then walked over and picked the bird up and walk away with it. After a while, my mum went up to her and ask her where is the bird. She say the "tang kee"m say cannot keep. Must 放生, so she brought the bird to a junction and let it fly.
Wah lau!!!! The bird super tiny and cannot fly high de. Everyone saw the bird cannot fly high, she bring to a traffic junction and 放生. Stupid or what?! Some more still very 得以 telling her friend about it like she so 伟大.
My mum was worried. So she walk to the junction to find the bird hoping it's still alive.... but sad to say, it was dead already. Its body was lying near the divided flat....
I was rather traumatized cause one min it was still alive, flying around and hopping in front of me and the next, it's dead. We almost had the chance to bring it home so that we can keep it away from the dangers of the open such as cats and cars. Yet that stupid woman stupidly brought it to a traffic junction and there it died. 笨死了!!!!!
My mum was quite pissed, so she walk up to that dumb woman and told her the bird is dead. She pretended not to hear and carrying on bragging to her friends.
I think she super brainless.... cause hor, we were in the middle of a field (the dinner was under a tentage on a field) and yet instead of 放生 at the field, she had to walk to the traffic junction. Kowz! Isn't she plain dumb, stupid, brainless? And wat's worse is tat she seems indifferent to the fact tat the bird died.
Damn it! So angry with her!!!!!! After all, a bird is a living thing...... Sadz..... Wat a brainless bitch!
My dad was afraid tat someone would step on it, so he carried it and put in near a grass patch. The bird stayed there throughout almost the whole dinner. My dad intended to bring it home after the dinner and rear it, just in case it gets pounced on by cats in the open. Halfway through the dinner, the bird flew and landed on our table. It seems to know that my dad had the kind intention and hopped right in front of my dad. It was so so very cute..... 超可爱.
But all of a sudden, it flew to the ground again and by tat time, a crowd had gathered around it. This waitress...then walked over and picked the bird up and walk away with it. After a while, my mum went up to her and ask her where is the bird. She say the "tang kee"m say cannot keep. Must 放生, so she brought the bird to a junction and let it fly.
Wah lau!!!! The bird super tiny and cannot fly high de. Everyone saw the bird cannot fly high, she bring to a traffic junction and 放生. Stupid or what?! Some more still very 得以 telling her friend about it like she so 伟大.
My mum was worried. So she walk to the junction to find the bird hoping it's still alive.... but sad to say, it was dead already. Its body was lying near the divided flat....
I was rather traumatized cause one min it was still alive, flying around and hopping in front of me and the next, it's dead. We almost had the chance to bring it home so that we can keep it away from the dangers of the open such as cats and cars. Yet that stupid woman stupidly brought it to a traffic junction and there it died. 笨死了!!!!!
My mum was quite pissed, so she walk up to that dumb woman and told her the bird is dead. She pretended not to hear and carrying on bragging to her friends.
I think she super brainless.... cause hor, we were in the middle of a field (the dinner was under a tentage on a field) and yet instead of 放生 at the field, she had to walk to the traffic junction. Kowz! Isn't she plain dumb, stupid, brainless? And wat's worse is tat she seems indifferent to the fact tat the bird died.
Damn it! So angry with her!!!!!! After all, a bird is a living thing...... Sadz..... Wat a brainless bitch!
Friday, February 10, 2006
时间的对错
在对的时间，遇到对的人，是一生幸福
在对的时间，遇到错的人， 是一场心痛
在错的时间，遇到错的人，是一段荒谬
在错的时间，遇到对的人，是一生遗憾
Saw this is Sam Kor's blog... 对最后一句特别有感觉。在错的时间遇到对的人， 真的是会有遗憾的。。。
不过可能有了遗憾，才算是体会了人生吧。经过了遗憾人总会变得更会珍惜。但为何我还是不会呢？一次的教训还不够吗？
Things I really dun Understand
Jus came back from lunch with Janice. Good to see a good friend again after so long.... It's amazing how well friendship can develop from a simple "hi" at the beginning. =) And it's only thru the passage of time that one knows who are the 靠得住 friends. Janice... u shld know wat i mean or rather... who I mean hor... Aiyo... So bad.
Anyway.... I was asking Janice to relate her part of the story about The Joker, The Silly Sinta and The Gucci Bag. There's a lot of things I cannot and will never understand why it's like tat.
Firstly, how can somone jus walk away with 2 bags and not realising it.
Then, the same person, can go home with it, cause she's too lazy to walk back.
Thirdly, this same person can last thru the whole night with a hp ringing korean tune which is nt from her hp and slept thru it (this one still nt so bad... cause drunk le, then half awake half asleep so dreaming tat she is starring in a korean show. Haha!)
Nonetheless probably, this is how one is really is when drunk..... So this serves as a warning for all who goes clubbing and drinks. Either dun drink to prevent this from happening to urself, or stay away from people who's drunk to prevent ending up homeless for the night.
Anyway.... I was asking Janice to relate her part of the story about The Joker, The Silly Sinta and The Gucci Bag. There's a lot of things I cannot and will never understand why it's like tat.
Firstly, how can somone jus walk away with 2 bags and not realising it.
Then, the same person, can go home with it, cause she's too lazy to walk back.
Thirdly, this same person can last thru the whole night with a hp ringing korean tune which is nt from her hp and slept thru it (this one still nt so bad... cause drunk le, then half awake half asleep so dreaming tat she is starring in a korean show. Haha!)
Nonetheless probably, this is how one is really is when drunk..... So this serves as a warning for all who goes clubbing and drinks. Either dun drink to prevent this from happening to urself, or stay away from people who's drunk to prevent ending up homeless for the night.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
After a long long relationship
Was browsing thru friendster.... Saw Min has her profile stating she's single. I presume she and L has broken up. Haiz... After so long.... they din make it. I guess they have been together for about 5 or 6yrs ba.... maybe even 7yrs. 真的是很可惜。。。 在一起这么久了， 结果还是这样。
I'm nt implying tat having been together long le cannot break up, jus tat I feel it's a pity. Having spent like 6, 7 yrs with each other only to realise both are not suitable? Or was it an initiated breakup on the impulse by one party.... jus like what i did so many years ago? I dunno... And I guess I will never know. Cause ever since, me and him broke up, I've lost contact with this group of friends. Afterall, they were his friends...
Haiz... Wat are the basis of a relationship. Does 2 person really have to take such a long time before they realise they can't be together? The more possible answer might be tat having been together for a long time le, either side got tired of the relationship le. Isn't tat sad?
不知道要怎样形容我现在的想法。只是觉得有一种很难过的感受。我也不知道为何。。。。也许是又想起了一些藏了很久的回忆。
I wish I can tell Min and L to reconsider their decision. Take into accounts the feeling you once had for each other. Maybe the decision might be different......
I'm nt implying tat having been together long le cannot break up, jus tat I feel it's a pity. Having spent like 6, 7 yrs with each other only to realise both are not suitable? Or was it an initiated breakup on the impulse by one party.... jus like what i did so many years ago? I dunno... And I guess I will never know. Cause ever since, me and him broke up, I've lost contact with this group of friends. Afterall, they were his friends...
Haiz... Wat are the basis of a relationship. Does 2 person really have to take such a long time before they realise they can't be together? The more possible answer might be tat having been together for a long time le, either side got tired of the relationship le. Isn't tat sad?
不知道要怎样形容我现在的想法。只是觉得有一种很难过的感受。我也不知道为何。。。。也许是又想起了一些藏了很久的回忆。
I wish I can tell Min and L to reconsider their decision. Take into accounts the feeling you once had for each other. Maybe the decision might be different......
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Giving Presents
Jas is on leave today... He is going to settle his car loan thingy. So... I ask him send me to work. He huh... seldom will be so willing to wake up so early in the morning and fetch me to work de. For today... he has a big motivation waking him. Lolx!
Too bad I got lots to complete at work today. If nt I can take leave to accompany him. Afterall, he's nt on leave very often. Oh well.... Jus too bad. Haiz....
Saw a Gucci card holder while shopping with Kel the other day. Think it's their new collection. I like I like.... but hor... but hor.... no money buy for this month..... =( Haiz... Gotta wait lor... Next month ba...
Vday coming le... After having went thru so many Vdays, I'm starting to see it as a commercial event. Everything is so expensive on tat day. Set dinners... Flowers... everything..... Think all the commercial people are leveraging on Vday to make as much profit as possible. Dunno since how long ago, I stopped celebrating on the actual day. Either that or no elaborate celebration. The cliche saying goes, "Everyday is Vday when 2 person are in love." Haha!
Haven got Jas any decent gift for Vday for the past 2yrs (since I stop working full time and went back to study), so when I went past Lee Hwa yesterday, 心血来潮，went to choose a gift for him. I settled on a Starke bracelet. I think he ever mention before tat he likes the Starke collection... so bought it for him lor. Wanted to keep till Vday then give de, but cannot contain my own excitment so give him yesterday le. =) 他好喜欢。还没弄短九先带了。
Me hor... when I buy presents hor, I very excited one leh. Will wanna give the person immediately. Dunno why oso. Maybe I enjoy seeing the recipients expression when receiving the gift ba. It's like this moment of suspense where you will see either disappointment or 喜悦 on receiving a present. Of course I enjoy more of the happinesss shown on the face....
So now... Who wants to buy me a present to see my expression on receiving it? Lolx!
Too bad I got lots to complete at work today. If nt I can take leave to accompany him. Afterall, he's nt on leave very often. Oh well.... Jus too bad. Haiz....
Saw a Gucci card holder while shopping with Kel the other day. Think it's their new collection. I like I like.... but hor... but hor.... no money buy for this month..... =( Haiz... Gotta wait lor... Next month ba...
Vday coming le... After having went thru so many Vdays, I'm starting to see it as a commercial event. Everything is so expensive on tat day. Set dinners... Flowers... everything..... Think all the commercial people are leveraging on Vday to make as much profit as possible. Dunno since how long ago, I stopped celebrating on the actual day. Either that or no elaborate celebration. The cliche saying goes, "Everyday is Vday when 2 person are in love." Haha!
Haven got Jas any decent gift for Vday for the past 2yrs (since I stop working full time and went back to study), so when I went past Lee Hwa yesterday, 心血来潮，went to choose a gift for him. I settled on a Starke bracelet. I think he ever mention before tat he likes the Starke collection... so bought it for him lor. Wanted to keep till Vday then give de, but cannot contain my own excitment so give him yesterday le. =) 他好喜欢。还没弄短九先带了。
Me hor... when I buy presents hor, I very excited one leh. Will wanna give the person immediately. Dunno why oso. Maybe I enjoy seeing the recipients expression when receiving the gift ba. It's like this moment of suspense where you will see either disappointment or 喜悦 on receiving a present. Of course I enjoy more of the happinesss shown on the face....
So now... Who wants to buy me a present to see my expression on receiving it? Lolx!
Monday, February 06, 2006
Contradictions and Expectations
Sometimes I wonder why am I so full of contradictions and expectations. And it's always due to this tat I end up being unhappy, wilful and hurting the people I love. I really hate this.
He loved it and wanted so much to have it. I love him so much that I want him to have it just so that he will be delighted, but I just cannot overcome my own expectations to accept the idea of getting it. End up I get frustrated with myself, with him, with everything...... I decides at the moment of folly I want to jump out of the situation. It's just me and my stupid character.
Why is it I never learn? Always so 任性.....
Lucky for me, he's ever so patient with me. Bearing my temper and nonsense, explaining the entire situation to me.
Feeling very tired now... Too much emotions stirring in me. Need to sleep to settle it down....
He loved it and wanted so much to have it. I love him so much that I want him to have it just so that he will be delighted, but I just cannot overcome my own expectations to accept the idea of getting it. End up I get frustrated with myself, with him, with everything...... I decides at the moment of folly I want to jump out of the situation. It's just me and my stupid character.
Why is it I never learn? Always so 任性.....
Lucky for me, he's ever so patient with me. Bearing my temper and nonsense, explaining the entire situation to me.
Feeling very tired now... Too much emotions stirring in me. Need to sleep to settle it down....
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Straight Hair No More
For the first time in my life.... I permed my hair.....
All along, I've had the preference for straight long hair. Somehow I didn't think that curls would suit me cause I had thick hair and tat perming it would only make it look bombastic. When rebonding was available, I felt it was like the greatest invention for girls tat needed straight hair....
Finally.... yesterday.... I had the courage to try what I've been tempted to try..... SPA PERM!!! Lolx! So many people have caught up in the fad and me too also wanna try something different for once. Struggle so hard to resist the urge to cut my hair jus so that I can try perming it. Alas! I did it. =)
All along, I've had the preference for straight long hair. Somehow I didn't think that curls would suit me cause I had thick hair and tat perming it would only make it look bombastic. When rebonding was available, I felt it was like the greatest invention for girls tat needed straight hair....
Finally.... yesterday.... I had the courage to try what I've been tempted to try..... SPA PERM!!! Lolx! So many people have caught up in the fad and me too also wanna try something different for once. Struggle so hard to resist the urge to cut my hair jus so that I can try perming it. Alas! I did it. =)
Yippee! My new hairstyle! I sat 7hrs in the salon doing this. Can you believe it?
So far I got pretty good comments bout it. Even Jas who always thought that curls are auntie say I look not bad in it. I guess it makes me look my age ba.... Since people always thought I look younger than my age before this hairstyle.
I'm still getting use to it cause now, it's no longer as easy as a "wash and go" thingy. Needs a bit of time and patience to style it each time after I washes my hair..... Hope the curls to last though. Anyway.... I love this. Lolx!
Friday, February 03, 2006
好贵的螃蟹
You know those gigantic crab we always see in advertisements of seafood restaurants? Those that look so many times bigger than a normal crab?
Well... I finally had the chance to eat one today.
My boss brought us to a Cantonese restaurant today to have our Lo Hei lunch and we ordered lobster and crab. The head waitress recommended the Alaskan Crab and my boss decided to give it a try. We knew it was expensive but din know it would be THAT expensive.
Before they kill the crab to cook it, the waitress actually brought in the crab to show us. A pity we din take any pictures of it... We should have.... Cause it cost my boss a freaking $400. Yes! $400 for tat Alaskan Crab. The most expensive crab that I hv ever eaten in my god damn life. It was really good though. They cook the crab in 3 ways..... Steam the body, the legs were cooked in black pepper and the roe cooked with asparagus. Delicious.... and the price that came with it, makes it even more delicious.
We had lobster also and it isn't cheap either. Total bill came up to $800+ for 6 pax. Wah! My boss was in total shock to see the bill..... Lolx!
In case anyone's interested in where that restaurant is, it's call Imperial Treasure at Great World City.
I think a $400 crab is really worth a blog entry in here.... Lolx! Jus too bad... No photos to show how it looks like. Oh well....
Well... I finally had the chance to eat one today.
My boss brought us to a Cantonese restaurant today to have our Lo Hei lunch and we ordered lobster and crab. The head waitress recommended the Alaskan Crab and my boss decided to give it a try. We knew it was expensive but din know it would be THAT expensive.
Before they kill the crab to cook it, the waitress actually brought in the crab to show us. A pity we din take any pictures of it... We should have.... Cause it cost my boss a freaking $400. Yes! $400 for tat Alaskan Crab. The most expensive crab that I hv ever eaten in my god damn life. It was really good though. They cook the crab in 3 ways..... Steam the body, the legs were cooked in black pepper and the roe cooked with asparagus. Delicious.... and the price that came with it, makes it even more delicious.
We had lobster also and it isn't cheap either. Total bill came up to $800+ for 6 pax. Wah! My boss was in total shock to see the bill..... Lolx!
In case anyone's interested in where that restaurant is, it's call Imperial Treasure at Great World City.
I think a $400 crab is really worth a blog entry in here.... Lolx! Jus too bad... No photos to show how it looks like. Oh well....
Haiz.... Sometimes I feel my social life is getting more and more boring. WHY???
Seems like a lot of my friends (of my age) are having lots of fun going to clubs, hanging out and lots of activities. Why is it that I seems to be stuck in a rut?
Work from Mon to Fri, dinners in the evening, Fri night mahjong, Sat hang around at home with Jas (once in a while mahjong), Sun stay home... dinner with parents. And there! That's my week. Haiz...... So boring!
Can't something more interesting happen? Once in a while, I feel like going out drink, drunk and be wild. Hmm... miss those times man.... Why? Is it as we age, there is nothing more we can do other than mahjong? Not tat I dun like mahjong, love the game to death but hor.... I feel deprive of a more upbeat social life. 有时候觉得好像没有朋友，真可怜！
Talking about age. I feel very contradicting. 有时候觉得很年轻，有时候又觉得老了， 老了.... So 到底是怎样。Sianz Sianz Sianz......
Seems like a lot of my friends (of my age) are having lots of fun going to clubs, hanging out and lots of activities. Why is it that I seems to be stuck in a rut?
Work from Mon to Fri, dinners in the evening, Fri night mahjong, Sat hang around at home with Jas (once in a while mahjong), Sun stay home... dinner with parents. And there! That's my week. Haiz...... So boring!
Can't something more interesting happen? Once in a while, I feel like going out drink, drunk and be wild. Hmm... miss those times man.... Why? Is it as we age, there is nothing more we can do other than mahjong? Not tat I dun like mahjong, love the game to death but hor.... I feel deprive of a more upbeat social life. 有时候觉得好像没有朋友，真可怜！
Talking about age. I feel very contradicting. 有时候觉得很年轻，有时候又觉得老了， 老了.... So 到底是怎样。Sianz Sianz Sianz......
Thursday, February 02, 2006
世界第二幸福
Saw this scene in a show....
A couple getting married in a chapel.... The male lead said, "我要你做世界上第二幸福的人" so the female lead asked, "为什么不是第一个？"
I could guess the answer.....
It's a very corny statement but yet I found it one of the most romantic one. It shows that the man is so very in love with the lady that he feels he's the most happy to be with her. I think most people feel most happy with the one he/she loves..... tat's why although the statement is simple and corny, it expresses very well one's innermost feeling.
I too... wan the guy who marry me to feel he's the happiest in the world. I wouldn't mind being the 2nd happiest. Haiz.... or maybe tat only happens in show.... Not in reality....
A couple getting married in a chapel.... The male lead said, "我要你做世界上第二幸福的人" so the female lead asked, "为什么不是第一个？"
I could guess the answer.....
It's a very corny statement but yet I found it one of the most romantic one. It shows that the man is so very in love with the lady that he feels he's the most happy to be with her. I think most people feel most happy with the one he/she loves..... tat's why although the statement is simple and corny, it expresses very well one's innermost feeling.
I too... wan the guy who marry me to feel he's the happiest in the world. I wouldn't mind being the 2nd happiest. Haiz.... or maybe tat only happens in show.... Not in reality....
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
End of CNY Holidays
So that's the end of the CNY holidays. Although, new year is normally for 15days but for most people who are working, it ends when they start going back to the office. Some so shiok, only start work on 6Feb... Me? Back to my desk on thurs. Should have been Wed but was on MC.... haiz... this whole CNY, sick all the way no recover de. So sian... Still, I took pictures to humour myself. Lolx!
Outside Jas place. He couldn't wake on on the 1st day of CNY. He was suppose to go house visting with me. While waiting for him, nothing to do, so act cute lor. Lolx!
1st day of CNY, as usual, go house visiting lor. Then evening time went to Eug hse for "gambling session" Play mahjong de play mahjong, play cards de play cards. My ang bao yearly get lesser and lesser le. So boring!
This year is oso the 1st time I brought bf along. I think Jas made a pretty good impression on all my auntie and uncles ba. =)
2nd Day of CNY
Went for Tim Sum with Dad, Mum and Sis. It's our tradition to have Tim Sum on 初二 since dunno how long ago. We use to eat at the Northen Palace at Colombo court till it move and close down. Ever since, we had the yearly Tim Sum at the chinese restaurant at SRC.
After the meal, we went to take a walk at the 春到河畔 see see look look. Take some pictures and off I went to meet Jas. Went his aunt place. The most amazing thing is that, we both fell asleep on the sofa there and slept for 2 hrs. A CNY day spent like tat.
Taken at the prata shop where we had dinner (think tat's the only food available other than fast food on CNY ba.) Edited the photo with my N70. Nice nice leh....
After that, it was off to Jac's place for more mahjong. We had 2 tables.... I think her neighbour must be hopping mad le. But who cares? It's CNY!!!!
3rd day....
In Jas van... waiting for Zhihao to come down.
Downstairs Kel house waiting for him. He huh... always very slow de.
We went to watch movie. Jac sick le.... so she din join us for the movie. I went with Jas, Kel, Tan and Zhihao.... watch 霍元甲. Not bad leh.... His last Kung Fu show le. He look old in the movie le.
So well.... tat was CNY for me.... :)
Friday, January 27, 2006
My own piece of Lavender Farm
See the nice field of lavender? Lolx! There's where I wanna live in.... Went to one of the Lavender farm at Melbourne and OMG! It's so nice.... Everywhere you can smell the light scent of the lavender and it really is a pleasing sight with the lilac colour all over.
And just like the lady owner of the farm, I'll have 2 Borderline Collie to accompany me on the farm. Everyday, I'll take time to manage the farm, take long walks among the fields of lavender.... Make my own lavender products.... Ah.... how blissful it sounds (of course I must live there will my love....) When can this dream of mine be fufilled... Hmmm.....
Yeah! Today is Fri which means the long long weekend is almost here..... Lolx! Went shopping with Pat yesterday during lunch (she wanted to buy new year dress), but guess what? Me ended up the who returning back to office with a nice dress. Lolx!
Well, the story goes.... She say this pretty dress hanging in this shop but dun have her size left and she turned to me and say, "Eh, you go try leh, 你穿应该很好看。Go lah!" I wasn't interested in the dress cause it's too 女人, not my style lah. Still I went ahead to try for the fun of it, wanting to just show Pat how the dress looks. End up... I think everyone knows the story... Haha! I fell in love with the dress and bought it. Yeah! So exciting! Now I got clothes from 初一 till 初三. Lolx!
So.... 1st day of CNY, I'll wear the dress, next day wear the capri with my yellow top and the third, my new jeans with the peach colour top (that was in my previous post) and all these outfit will go with my lovely royal purple jwest heels *woot* Damn hyper! (Erm... I think I sound so vain and bimboish)
Aiya... me so happy cause almost no more sick le oso mah..... plus today is FRIDAY!!!! Lolx!
Jas is going fishing tonight. Looks like I cannot watch my Memoir of a Geisha le. See how lor... Maybe during the holidays in the next few days ba. Actually hor dunno wanna watch or not leh. Some say nice, some say not nice.... I read the book before and it's was really good so haiz... if the movie end up 不到水准 hor, very disappointing de leh. Well... c how lor... Got time then watch, no time skip it lor.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Of Dogs and Humans
Blogging from office now....
Been leaving my office like 8pm or 9pm everyday. Dunno why oso.... Sometimes, I really like working late cause when all is quiet and still in the office, I can concentrate better. Maybe I feel more relaxed, tat's why.
Jus now, I was in a cab listening to a talkshow. The topic for the day was on pets that were given as gifts. Some people are against giving of pets as presents cause some people after receiving it, might nt know how to take care and end up abandoning them. Quite true lor.
I remember seeing a cocker spaniel of 3yrs old in a pet shop. The owner was selling it and the dog looked damn sad in the cage. At tat point of time, I was thinking how cruel of the owner to sell the dog when it's 3 yrs old. For all you know, the dog has been with the owner for 3yrs and have grown attached to him/her and then the owner is selling it away. How sad the dog must be feeling..... and wat more, the dog still has to go thru a period of transition to get use to a new owner.
Some people might say that dogs are easily adaptable. Give them good food and they will forget about the previous owners. However, I feel dogs are just like the many kinds of human. Some humans can be heartless and fall towards people who gives them benefit. Yet there are also some humans who knows how to love people who loves them. So I guess it is the same for dogs as well......
I supposed there are always a bit of animal instinct in humans and likewise a little of human in dogs.....
Been leaving my office like 8pm or 9pm everyday. Dunno why oso.... Sometimes, I really like working late cause when all is quiet and still in the office, I can concentrate better. Maybe I feel more relaxed, tat's why.
Jus now, I was in a cab listening to a talkshow. The topic for the day was on pets that were given as gifts. Some people are against giving of pets as presents cause some people after receiving it, might nt know how to take care and end up abandoning them. Quite true lor.
I remember seeing a cocker spaniel of 3yrs old in a pet shop. The owner was selling it and the dog looked damn sad in the cage. At tat point of time, I was thinking how cruel of the owner to sell the dog when it's 3 yrs old. For all you know, the dog has been with the owner for 3yrs and have grown attached to him/her and then the owner is selling it away. How sad the dog must be feeling..... and wat more, the dog still has to go thru a period of transition to get use to a new owner.
Some people might say that dogs are easily adaptable. Give them good food and they will forget about the previous owners. However, I feel dogs are just like the many kinds of human. Some humans can be heartless and fall towards people who gives them benefit. Yet there are also some humans who knows how to love people who loves them. So I guess it is the same for dogs as well......
I supposed there are always a bit of animal instinct in humans and likewise a little of human in dogs.....
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Monday, January 23, 2006
A date with a Green Eye Jiang Shi
Me with my Aqua coloured contact lens. Hmm... Found it wierd when i first wear it. But after a while, got use to it and ok lah.... not too bad. Maybe I should get one more pair in another colour. Thinking of getting the violet or the hazel colour....
Got my top from Elaine on Sun. It's so nice..... Love it man... So there. It ends my hunt for "The Top". The chain belt is really nice. Think I should be able to use it for my other clothes. Looking forward to the new year. Cause many days of holidays mah. And of course it means more mahjong. Haha! Think Adrian they all are gonna play higher stakes and tat means if I play I probably might get heart attack. Haha! I think my hands will shake like hell if I am playing 5 tai and waiting for the last card to game. Scary sia....
Well, still, I am looking forward to it. =)
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Chinese New Year Top!!!
Elaine jus send me this pic and say she is starting an online shop and will be ordering this top from HK. Asked me if I want one, very cheap can wear for new year! Lolx! I ordered the peach colour for CNY. Like tat no nd go shopping le lor. Wahahahaha! So excited until must blog about it immediately. But wait, if I cannot wear then jia lat le. Keep fingers cross....
Zombie
Feeling like a zombie....
After a night of mahjong, I'm spacing out at work.... Was suppose to be a fast game, but dunno how come ended so late. So not enough sleep! =(
Eyes a bit swollen but dunno is it due to lack of sleep or from 20hrs continuous wear of contact lens. Was thinking of trying my new Aqua coloured contacts lens today de, but thought probably shld give it a miss just in case my eye infection recurs. Oh well, save it for CNY maybe. Hopefully can go with my yellow top. Hmm....
So much on my "to-do list" (imaginery de. I never have a physical To-do List cause in the end I never stick to it. Lolx!) yet dunno where to start. Sianz... Wat's worse it that I have absolutely no motivation to do it. Like that how?
Actually hor... very looking forward to playing mj again leh. But dunno tml got play not. Haiz... Adrian really wanna study huh.... erm... weekend leh. Lolx!
I think I siao one. Been losing and losing but still wanna carry on playing. The game is really addictive sia. Win or lose dun matter lah.... Aiya, suddenly thought of something. Still lack of one top for new year. Dunno wat to buy. So far haven seen any really nice top to go with my jeans. Maybe can go shop around this Sat? I wonder if Jas is in the mood for that or not....
I think I am jus rambling in the blog. Tat's the after effect of a night of mahjong and only 3hrs of sleep, plus bored at work......
After a night of mahjong, I'm spacing out at work.... Was suppose to be a fast game, but dunno how come ended so late. So not enough sleep! =(
Eyes a bit swollen but dunno is it due to lack of sleep or from 20hrs continuous wear of contact lens. Was thinking of trying my new Aqua coloured contacts lens today de, but thought probably shld give it a miss just in case my eye infection recurs. Oh well, save it for CNY maybe. Hopefully can go with my yellow top. Hmm....
So much on my "to-do list" (imaginery de. I never have a physical To-do List cause in the end I never stick to it. Lolx!) yet dunno where to start. Sianz... Wat's worse it that I have absolutely no motivation to do it. Like that how?
Actually hor... very looking forward to playing mj again leh. But dunno tml got play not. Haiz... Adrian really wanna study huh.... erm... weekend leh. Lolx!
I think I siao one. Been losing and losing but still wanna carry on playing. The game is really addictive sia. Win or lose dun matter lah.... Aiya, suddenly thought of something. Still lack of one top for new year. Dunno wat to buy. So far haven seen any really nice top to go with my jeans. Maybe can go shop around this Sat? I wonder if Jas is in the mood for that or not....
I think I am jus rambling in the blog. Tat's the after effect of a night of mahjong and only 3hrs of sleep, plus bored at work......
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Thursday, January 12, 2006
When a blog is no longer just a blog
Was just browsing thru a few blogs of a few famous "bloggers" and it seems like there is a war going on. To a certain group of people, it seems to have become an avenue to get publicity and to get famous. Personally, I dun see any prob with tat. However, it seems to have created too much of a hoo-ha over such a trvial matter. People are writing in their own blogs as a manner of attacking one another personally.
Why is it so? Isn't a blog just meant to be a place to document thoughts and feelings for one's perusal?
Well maybe tat is the price one pays for being famous or in another way, infamous.
From the look of it, seems like a storm might be coming to what they call the "BLOGOSPHERE".
Why is it so? Isn't a blog just meant to be a place to document thoughts and feelings for one's perusal?
Well maybe tat is the price one pays for being famous or in another way, infamous.
From the look of it, seems like a storm might be coming to what they call the "BLOGOSPHERE".
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
White Chocolate I am
I'M A WHITE CHOCOLATE
You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated
I'm hooked on all these funny test. hehe! I'm a white chocolate which in fact is my least fav kind of chocolate. I prefer dark bitter chocolate. Nice to have whenever I feel blue. So What chocolate are you?
Monday, January 09, 2006
How In Love am I?
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
Another test I found somewhere. Go here if u wanna check out how in love you are. I think, the sentence "When you fall, you fall hard" is especially true. Hmm....
Choice
My head is heavy with lots of thoughts... or is it from the medicine that I am taking? I wonder...
Had a dream last night that makes me wake up full of question marks. In the dream, I was all alone in a room... the decor was all white. I received a phonecall. From Eddy.
He told me he is in the hospital and dying. He wishes to see me. I was crying and told him I'll be there. As soon as I hang with the line, my phone rang again. This time it was Jas. He says he needs to see me urgently but without stating the reason. He only mentioned that if I'm not gonna come, I won't be able to see him anymore and with that he hung up the phone.
I stood in the middle of the stark white room.... lost... Two strings seems to be pulling me at both different directions and I couldn't decided where to go and who to see. To make matters worse, the oxygen level in the room seems to be depleting at a very fast rate. I had to decide soon where exactly I wanna be. And then I woke up in my room in total darkness.
Was that a reflection of how I feel in reality?
However, in reality I dun have a choice. I'm nt given a choice. So why do I have to make a decision in my dream? Was is a sign of something else that I'm not aware of? Or maybe, it was just a dream afterall. Nothing else....
Had a dream last night that makes me wake up full of question marks. In the dream, I was all alone in a room... the decor was all white. I received a phonecall. From Eddy.
He told me he is in the hospital and dying. He wishes to see me. I was crying and told him I'll be there. As soon as I hang with the line, my phone rang again. This time it was Jas. He says he needs to see me urgently but without stating the reason. He only mentioned that if I'm not gonna come, I won't be able to see him anymore and with that he hung up the phone.
I stood in the middle of the stark white room.... lost... Two strings seems to be pulling me at both different directions and I couldn't decided where to go and who to see. To make matters worse, the oxygen level in the room seems to be depleting at a very fast rate. I had to decide soon where exactly I wanna be. And then I woke up in my room in total darkness.
Was that a reflection of how I feel in reality?
However, in reality I dun have a choice. I'm nt given a choice. So why do I have to make a decision in my dream? Was is a sign of something else that I'm not aware of? Or maybe, it was just a dream afterall. Nothing else....
She can't rid the past,
She can't embrace the present.
Future.
Do not even seems to exists.
Behind her beautiful facade,
She is just a wretched soul.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Win money from Mahjong. Lolx
Jus home from yet another mahjong session....
Feeling super guilty tat I let Jas spend the weekend alone. Nvm... Will make it up to him somehow next weekend.
Nothing much I wanna blog about. Just feel like adding another entry to my blog tat's all. Lolx! Super bo liao... Anyway... ya... tat's about it.... =)
Feeling super guilty tat I let Jas spend the weekend alone. Nvm... Will make it up to him somehow next weekend.
Nothing much I wanna blog about. Just feel like adding another entry to my blog tat's all. Lolx! Super bo liao... Anyway... ya... tat's about it.... =)
Thursday, January 05, 2006
I'm a Cheer Bear!!!
This test is soooo cute.... Got it from Inoka's blog. Well, it seems quite accurate cause indeed I like it when everyone is happy and no one's left out. To me, that is a form of happiness tat's valuable in life.
New Year Resolution
I know New Year's day has passed and it's funny that I only thought about New Year resolution only now but still here's mine:-
1. I want to go on a diet!
In order to acheive that, I'll make myself walk out to the interchange every morning to take bus to work instead of taking the feeder bus. I'll also nd to be more conscious of the food I eat and try to avoid food that makes me fat. Eat much more lighter meals. Probably will eat more meals but lesser food.
2. I will save money!
No more spending like there's no tml, even though I dun do that very often. Lol. Apart from the amount that me and Jas has agreed to keep aside each, I'll put $1 in my piggy bank daily. Though $1 is nt much but, it's amazing how much it can go up to after some time. Hehe! Still it's saving money mah.....
3. I will stop buying small small items and clothes which is presumed to be not expensive.
But in fact, all these little little amount can add up to quite a lot! I would then use the amount of money I save of such things to buy more quality items like LV? Gucci? Haha!
4. I will try to make myself happier.
Easier said than done but I really wanna feel happier
So there you go... my New Year resolution for 2006. =)
1. I want to go on a diet!
In order to acheive that, I'll make myself walk out to the interchange every morning to take bus to work instead of taking the feeder bus. I'll also nd to be more conscious of the food I eat and try to avoid food that makes me fat. Eat much more lighter meals. Probably will eat more meals but lesser food.
2. I will save money!
No more spending like there's no tml, even though I dun do that very often. Lol. Apart from the amount that me and Jas has agreed to keep aside each, I'll put $1 in my piggy bank daily. Though $1 is nt much but, it's amazing how much it can go up to after some time. Hehe! Still it's saving money mah.....
3. I will stop buying small small items and clothes which is presumed to be not expensive.
But in fact, all these little little amount can add up to quite a lot! I would then use the amount of money I save of such things to buy more quality items like LV? Gucci? Haha!
4. I will try to make myself happier.
Easier said than done but I really wanna feel happier
So there you go... my New Year resolution for 2006. =)
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
I sms him Merry Xmas and then Happy New Year. He din reply either sms. Not that I am expecting a reply, jus that the disappointment was a bit hard to bear.... It seems to shout right in my face, "It's over! I dun wanna keep in contact anymore!"
Sometimes all I wan is just to know he's ok and how he's doing. Is tat really so difficult? Haiz... I guess I was the one who made it hard for us in the first place....
I look forward to the day when I can look back and no longer recall the pain I am feeling. Just like how me and Jac had talked about. I know it will all go away someday. I just want tat someday to come quickly, so that my heart wouldn't ache so badly each time I hear a familiar song, a familiar name or a familiar story....
This whole damn thing might just wear me out. I feel like I'm walking a step and going back two. How can one's heart and mind be so contradicting? How can one feel in love and out of love at the same time?
Sometimes all I wan is just to know he's ok and how he's doing. Is tat really so difficult? Haiz... I guess I was the one who made it hard for us in the first place....
I look forward to the day when I can look back and no longer recall the pain I am feeling. Just like how me and Jac had talked about. I know it will all go away someday. I just want tat someday to come quickly, so that my heart wouldn't ache so badly each time I hear a familiar song, a familiar name or a familiar story....
This whole damn thing might just wear me out. I feel like I'm walking a step and going back two. How can one's heart and mind be so contradicting? How can one feel in love and out of love at the same time?
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Once in a while, I'll recall the things he told me before. Yet up till now, I'm still confused as to whether the feelings he said he had for me was true at that time.I dunno why I insisted it was just a joke back then and chose not to believe it. However, part of me was hoping it wasn't just a trick played on me. I seriously wonder how things would have turned out, if we had taken things a step further.
Maybe then the relationship we have now wouldn't be as it is now.....
There are too many "what ifs" in life......
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Such a slow slow week
This week passes so slowly... It's only Thursday. Not even a Fri. Maybe I'm too looking forward to the weekend, tat's y it's so slow. I wanna watch fireworks on SAT! HURRY!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Christmas is Over
Christmas is over.... Now awaiting the next PH which is New Year's Day.... haha! Another Mon off... No need work. Hehe! My colleague good ah... Take MC today. So now only me in the office alone. Blog a bit first then carry on work. This week is gonna be a busy week for sure....
U know... Sometimes, happiness can be so easily achieved yet sometimes, it seems impossible. This Christmas, happiness was what I had. It is so simple to keep me happy. Friends all gathered for a meal, sharing jokes, playing monopoly (of course being the winner makes me happier. Hehe!) Hopefully I can have more of such Christmas in time to come.
What makes this season more joyous is that I had another wonderful dream. I dreamt of my favourite guy, Xie Ting Feng! Wahahahhaa! Can't remember wat exactly was in the dream though but confirm is something nice. Haha! Cause i know I woke up wanting to carry on sleep some more. Lol! This is the first time in my life I ever dream of him leh. Even though I like him so much. Hmm..... Dun understand why oso. Does this mean I dun like him enough? Hopefully this won't be the 1st and last time. Though it's only a dream, it's still nice to meet him in it. Haha!
It's gonna be the end of the year soon. Have been pondering what have gone on in this past year. Though it's only a short period, much seems to have happen. I've went thru lots of ups and downs. I've lost some and gain some. Again, I think this is part and parcel of life. It chanced upon me that during the past few days that instead of regreting the wrongs I did and harping on the past events, wouldn't it be better to do everything right at present? I know it's easier said than done, but I really do hope I can do it. I guess I've got enough of living in the past. The more I fall into it, the harder it will be for me to crawl out.
This will be my New Year's Resolution, "Embrace the present. Forget the past" Wish me luck.... *smiles*
U know... Sometimes, happiness can be so easily achieved yet sometimes, it seems impossible. This Christmas, happiness was what I had. It is so simple to keep me happy. Friends all gathered for a meal, sharing jokes, playing monopoly (of course being the winner makes me happier. Hehe!) Hopefully I can have more of such Christmas in time to come.
What makes this season more joyous is that I had another wonderful dream. I dreamt of my favourite guy, Xie Ting Feng! Wahahahhaa! Can't remember wat exactly was in the dream though but confirm is something nice. Haha! Cause i know I woke up wanting to carry on sleep some more. Lol! This is the first time in my life I ever dream of him leh. Even though I like him so much. Hmm..... Dun understand why oso. Does this mean I dun like him enough? Hopefully this won't be the 1st and last time. Though it's only a dream, it's still nice to meet him in it. Haha!
It's gonna be the end of the year soon. Have been pondering what have gone on in this past year. Though it's only a short period, much seems to have happen. I've went thru lots of ups and downs. I've lost some and gain some. Again, I think this is part and parcel of life. It chanced upon me that during the past few days that instead of regreting the wrongs I did and harping on the past events, wouldn't it be better to do everything right at present? I know it's easier said than done, but I really do hope I can do it. I guess I've got enough of living in the past. The more I fall into it, the harder it will be for me to crawl out.
This will be my New Year's Resolution, "Embrace the present. Forget the past" Wish me luck.... *smiles*
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
I was at this building... running.... I seems to be running from something... or rather... someone. There was another girl with me. Quite pretty, in white dress. We kept running. Suddenly a guy appeared in front of us. He looked eerily familiar.... like the "Gao Han" in "Ba Hao Dang Pu" He was holding a gun pointin at us. He said, "See where else u all can go." But from his eyes, I could see that he din really want to kill us but it seems he had no choice.
The girl and me started to run away and somehow we lost each other. I ended up hiding behind a cupboard in a room. At that moment, the guy with the gun came in, looking for me... He din see me, but from my position, I could see him clearly. All of a sudden, another man appeared behind the first man (we name him "Gao Han" lol) but Gao Han dunno. The other man aimed a gun at him. Instinctively, I rushed out and push Gao Han to the floor, saving him from the gun shot. I din know y i save him, the man who was suppose to kill me, but i just did.
He grabbed my hand and started running....
"Why did you save me?" He ask while running.
"I had to..." I replied breathlessly.
For tat moment, it feels as though we are bound by something magical. Fate probably....
Having shake of that guy, Gao Han turned to me and said, "You have to go. It's dangerous here. I can't let anything happen to you."
"Thought u wanted to kill me?"
"No.... I din wan to, but i had to. Now I can't bear to......"
Looking up at him, I wanted to say, ................... I din have the chance to say it.... I was waken by my alarm.
I woke up.
Lots of feelings stirring my heart. Was the dream jus a fanatsy of my subconcious mind or is it something more? Forbidden love always seems to be sweeter.....
The girl and me started to run away and somehow we lost each other. I ended up hiding behind a cupboard in a room. At that moment, the guy with the gun came in, looking for me... He din see me, but from my position, I could see him clearly. All of a sudden, another man appeared behind the first man (we name him "Gao Han" lol) but Gao Han dunno. The other man aimed a gun at him. Instinctively, I rushed out and push Gao Han to the floor, saving him from the gun shot. I din know y i save him, the man who was suppose to kill me, but i just did.
He grabbed my hand and started running....
"Why did you save me?" He ask while running.
"I had to..." I replied breathlessly.
For tat moment, it feels as though we are bound by something magical. Fate probably....
Having shake of that guy, Gao Han turned to me and said, "You have to go. It's dangerous here. I can't let anything happen to you."
"Thought u wanted to kill me?"
"No.... I din wan to, but i had to. Now I can't bear to......"
Looking up at him, I wanted to say, ................... I din have the chance to say it.... I was waken by my alarm.
I woke up.
Lots of feelings stirring my heart. Was the dream jus a fanatsy of my subconcious mind or is it something more? Forbidden love always seems to be sweeter.....
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Jas got me N70
He is just so sweet.... I told him to get it for himself, yet in the end, after buying it, he says he dun wanna use.... He says he prefer using 7610 (my old phone again). He gave it to me as a christmas present.... But then everyone thought I was the one who made him get it for me... AIyo.....
Make me feel guilty oso...
I'm gonna take lotsa nice nice pic with the N70. It's really good and I love the camera cause it's really clear.... ha...
Was watching a show few days back... It was a scene showing a couple getting ROM and the vows was being read to them. I was listenin to the exact content of the vow and suddenly a thought came over me. "How many people actually listen to the content of the vow and strive to abide by it?"
Why are people so frivoluous about marriage? Is is because the people nowadays being so highly educated that they have lost their own individuality? They have forgotten or lost the ability to know what they actually want? Tat's y after marriage, they always feel that it's nt the man they want, or that's not the kind of life they are looking for?
Is it the man at fault or is it the woman? Most people says both party gets a fair share of blame which I feel it's true. In a marriage, both parties have to make the effort to make it work.
Anyway.... let's hope I'll be able to abide by the vow when I have the chance to get married one day.
Make me feel guilty oso...
I'm gonna take lotsa nice nice pic with the N70. It's really good and I love the camera cause it's really clear.... ha...
Was watching a show few days back... It was a scene showing a couple getting ROM and the vows was being read to them. I was listenin to the exact content of the vow and suddenly a thought came over me. "How many people actually listen to the content of the vow and strive to abide by it?"
Why are people so frivoluous about marriage? Is is because the people nowadays being so highly educated that they have lost their own individuality? They have forgotten or lost the ability to know what they actually want? Tat's y after marriage, they always feel that it's nt the man they want, or that's not the kind of life they are looking for?
Is it the man at fault or is it the woman? Most people says both party gets a fair share of blame which I feel it's true. In a marriage, both parties have to make the effort to make it work.
Anyway.... let's hope I'll be able to abide by the vow when I have the chance to get married one day.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Another Day at Work
So it's another day at work. Meeting Shirley in a while. Suppose to meet her at 7pm in Orchard. But she's still in the office. Haha! So I decided to blog first before travelling down. If not, when I reach Orchard early, I'll tend to shop and end up buying and spending unecessarily again. *tsk tsk*
Results were out just now. Was rather anxious about it. Worried that I might fail my marketing but guess wat? I passed everything. So now I can officially declare, I've finished my course. Now I only nd to wait for my convocation. But tat's like still pretty long... Next aug / sept. Hmm... how would I look in that..... that... wat do you call that? The robe which I will wear to receive my certificate... Er...
Hmm... Must take lots of photo. It's a once in a lifetime thingy. Ha!
Think Shirley is almost done..... Gotta make my way to orchard now....
Results were out just now. Was rather anxious about it. Worried that I might fail my marketing but guess wat? I passed everything. So now I can officially declare, I've finished my course. Now I only nd to wait for my convocation. But tat's like still pretty long... Next aug / sept. Hmm... how would I look in that..... that... wat do you call that? The robe which I will wear to receive my certificate... Er...
Hmm... Must take lots of photo. It's a once in a lifetime thingy. Ha!
Think Shirley is almost done..... Gotta make my way to orchard now....
Monday, December 05, 2005
Is it happening?
Saw his photos this morning.... Brought back a sudden wave of memories back in poly days. I had almost forgotten about those feelings.
Now... they say might hire him. Means I would be seeing him everyday at work???? How would it be like? Will it be wierd? No confirmation yet.... See how things turn out. Maybe in the end, he might not wanna join the company? Just maybe....
Now... they say might hire him. Means I would be seeing him everyday at work???? How would it be like? Will it be wierd? No confirmation yet.... See how things turn out. Maybe in the end, he might not wanna join the company? Just maybe....
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Da Vinci Code - Best Book Ever
I jus finished a damn good book. I'm so so so impressed with the author.... Dan Brown... and yes... I'm talking about the book, "The Da Vinci Code". Ok ok... I know I'm so slow. Probably half the world has read the book and here I am... having just finished it. But well, I read it.
I think if I can choose to be another person for a day, I would want to be Dan Brown, so that I know how his thinking is like. The plot in the book is impressive. Unless it is based on a true story, it is difficult to gel the facts with fiction so perfectly, nt to say the codes there.
However, it is quite a statement made with that book cause it seems to flip over traditional Christians belief and also a major part of satanism. For example, it was mentioned that the pentagle / pentagram which is traditionally known as a symbol for the devil, is actually a symbol of the feminine goddess like Venus. Wat surprises me most was the sex ritual. Most people are familiar with it being a satanic ritual, yet it was said to be a way for men to connect with god thru the act. And this is a very ancient important ritual used by the pagans.
Yet, all these ends up being associated with the devil because the Christians launched a smear campaign stating tat these are acts of the satan. Isn't it hard to belief?
But as I read it, I can't help but feel it does make sense. All was explained very clearly with the historical background explained. So how does this makes the church look? And so is there really a Satan?
Hmm.... I think it all leaves to each individual to sort out what they believe in.....
I think if I can choose to be another person for a day, I would want to be Dan Brown, so that I know how his thinking is like. The plot in the book is impressive. Unless it is based on a true story, it is difficult to gel the facts with fiction so perfectly, nt to say the codes there.
However, it is quite a statement made with that book cause it seems to flip over traditional Christians belief and also a major part of satanism. For example, it was mentioned that the pentagle / pentagram which is traditionally known as a symbol for the devil, is actually a symbol of the feminine goddess like Venus. Wat surprises me most was the sex ritual. Most people are familiar with it being a satanic ritual, yet it was said to be a way for men to connect with god thru the act. And this is a very ancient important ritual used by the pagans.
Yet, all these ends up being associated with the devil because the Christians launched a smear campaign stating tat these are acts of the satan. Isn't it hard to belief?
But as I read it, I can't help but feel it does make sense. All was explained very clearly with the historical background explained. So how does this makes the church look? And so is there really a Satan?
Hmm.... I think it all leaves to each individual to sort out what they believe in.....
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
I'm so tired..... I'm so nt used to waking up so super early every morning. How long more do I have to endure before I can xi guan?
Haiz... Because I wake up so early, everyday by 3pm, my eyelids are so heavy that I have difficulty opening it.
Well.. still in the midst of adjusting to the new office. Think it should all work out nicely..... Tat's it. Gonna koonz....
Haiz... Because I wake up so early, everyday by 3pm, my eyelids are so heavy that I have difficulty opening it.
Well.. still in the midst of adjusting to the new office. Think it should all work out nicely..... Tat's it. Gonna koonz....
Monday, November 28, 2005
A most Unfortunate Incident
Oh gosh! Something really unfortunate happened today and it really spoiled my mood. The whole incident has to start from Sat.....
Jas, me, Eug, Tan, Kel and Yp went Marina South that day. It was like a celebration for Kel and Yp's bday. It so happens tat after the dinner I forgot to take Jas' van keys. We went to the arcade after that. When we wanted to leave, Jas realise that the keys were lost. We went back to the steamboat shop to look for it but close already. In the end, we all went back home by cab.
The next day, after retrieving the spare key from Jas' boss, we went back down to Marina South to get the vehicle. Upon reaching, a summon was on the vehicle and tat was the 1st unlucky thing.
As the weather was damn hot and the whole vehicle was heated up, Jas open both doors and winded down the windows.... I waited in the vehicle while Jas and Fly Pig went back to the steamboat shop to ask if any of their staff had kept the keys. And yes, indeed they managed to get it back.
When Jas came back, he started the engine...... All of us heard some cranky sound as if something was stuck between the the parts of the vehicle. Jas quickly stopped the engine. Faintly, we heard the sound of a bird calling and it stop. Fly pig went down to check if the wheels were clamped, but no... it was not. Jas started the engine again but this time, no more cranking sound. Worried that a bird might have been stuck, Jas shut the engine wanting to double check.
Then I smelled something pungent. Jas said, "A bird might have be crushed between the fan belt."
I got down the vehicle and Jas opened up the seat to see.... something fell to the bottom of the vehicle. I bent down to look and saw.... a lot of blood and an animal on the floor. It died! I was scared.
After pushing the vehicle to another lot, Jas announced that it was a kitten. OMG! It was horrible. I din see the actual sight... but they said that its back was all ripped off and the tail had broken in two pieces. I almost cried.... So poor thing.... Wat a horrible way for its life to ended this way. We wanted to bury it, but no one dare to touch the poor kitten.
Wat I couldn't understand was why when we open the door and everything, it didn't start moving away from the vehicle? Surely it must have sense that there were people around. If it had made its way out, its life might have been saved. Was it stuck?
Argh! I just couldn't get over the whole thing. It's such a tragic thing to happen to a kitten. It's so small. I din see the corpse but from a glimpse I could tell it was really terrible. Gosh... hopes the kitten goes to heaven.....
Somehow, I feel responsible for it. Cause if I hadn't forgot to take the keys, the vehicle wouldn't have been parked there overnight. And the poor kitten wouldn't have hid and slept there and thus it wouldn't have died..... It's all my fault.... I killed a life indirectly!!!!
I'm so sorry, kitty! So sorry..... If only I had been more careful.....
Jas, me, Eug, Tan, Kel and Yp went Marina South that day. It was like a celebration for Kel and Yp's bday. It so happens tat after the dinner I forgot to take Jas' van keys. We went to the arcade after that. When we wanted to leave, Jas realise that the keys were lost. We went back to the steamboat shop to look for it but close already. In the end, we all went back home by cab.
The next day, after retrieving the spare key from Jas' boss, we went back down to Marina South to get the vehicle. Upon reaching, a summon was on the vehicle and tat was the 1st unlucky thing.
As the weather was damn hot and the whole vehicle was heated up, Jas open both doors and winded down the windows.... I waited in the vehicle while Jas and Fly Pig went back to the steamboat shop to ask if any of their staff had kept the keys. And yes, indeed they managed to get it back.
When Jas came back, he started the engine...... All of us heard some cranky sound as if something was stuck between the the parts of the vehicle. Jas quickly stopped the engine. Faintly, we heard the sound of a bird calling and it stop. Fly pig went down to check if the wheels were clamped, but no... it was not. Jas started the engine again but this time, no more cranking sound. Worried that a bird might have been stuck, Jas shut the engine wanting to double check.
Then I smelled something pungent. Jas said, "A bird might have be crushed between the fan belt."
I got down the vehicle and Jas opened up the seat to see.... something fell to the bottom of the vehicle. I bent down to look and saw.... a lot of blood and an animal on the floor. It died! I was scared.
After pushing the vehicle to another lot, Jas announced that it was a kitten. OMG! It was horrible. I din see the actual sight... but they said that its back was all ripped off and the tail had broken in two pieces. I almost cried.... So poor thing.... Wat a horrible way for its life to ended this way. We wanted to bury it, but no one dare to touch the poor kitten.
Wat I couldn't understand was why when we open the door and everything, it didn't start moving away from the vehicle? Surely it must have sense that there were people around. If it had made its way out, its life might have been saved. Was it stuck?
Argh! I just couldn't get over the whole thing. It's such a tragic thing to happen to a kitten. It's so small. I din see the corpse but from a glimpse I could tell it was really terrible. Gosh... hopes the kitten goes to heaven.....
Somehow, I feel responsible for it. Cause if I hadn't forgot to take the keys, the vehicle wouldn't have been parked there overnight. And the poor kitten wouldn't have hid and slept there and thus it wouldn't have died..... It's all my fault.... I killed a life indirectly!!!!
I'm so sorry, kitty! So sorry..... If only I had been more careful.....
Friday, November 25, 2005
Back from Bangkok
I'm back in Singapore from my BKK trip. Now I finally understand why BKK is hailed as a shopping paradise. That's a pic of Jas sending me off at the airport. Everything is so cheap there... clothes, food, groceries... everything. All I did there was shopping, eating, more shopping and of course sleep. A pity it all ended so fast... i'm gonna miss the Chatuchak Market. 
That's me and my sis on board the plane. I brought my fav bear with me. Hehe! The special gift from Jas.
It's so scary... The clothes I saw there were mostly what I could see in Far East. Yet it's only sold for about 20SGD the most there while in Singapore it cost about 30bucks or more.... In fact, I think most of the goods sold here are taken from there. I think it will makes more sense to save by not shopping in Singapore and then flying to BKK periodically to do the necessary shopping.
Puppies were sold there too. They were soooooo cute. Wanted so much to buy them back. Each cost bout less than a 100SGD man.... But if I were to include licensing and shipping them back, the cost can be quite high. They were like so poor thing. So many of them in a small confined area on display waiting for people to buy them. I wonder wat happens to them on a Sat night. Do they spend the night there, waiting for the vendors to come back the next morning? I saw a nice husky puppy. It had one side blue eyes and the other side brown. So unique... Very pretty....
The people there are friendly... But when it comes to night time, the taxi drivers and tuk-tuk drivers are pretty "shi zi kai da kou". A lot of them refuse to on the metre when we board and insist we pay them a standard 100 baht when in fact by metre would only cost us between 30 to 40 baht. Some of them even ask for 200 baht complaining it's a long distance, but actually we were very near the hotel... *tsk tsk*
I bought a whole lot of clothes... cause it is super duper cheap. Shoes as well... I bought each pair of heels for less than 10 bucks. OMG! So happy with my cheap cheap bargains. One thing, I'm can't get enough of is the Thai body massage and the foot massage. For a 2 full hr of body massage, it only cost like 16 bucks? Here, it cost 6 times more.... And the skills there are good. Hmm.... I'm gonna missed it. It felt so shiok lor... Everyday after shopping, go massage then go back hotel sleep. Next morning, more shopping. Haha!
Oh... but well.... Holiday's over. Immediately the next day after I reached back Singapore, I had to help Robin with his events. Worked till 11.30pm on Wed night and had to report to work at 8.30am the next day for the actual event.
I saw Eileen Wee in real person. She's so pretty! She looks better in real person than in photos. During the rehearsal, she came bare-faced and she still manage to look gorgeous. She very petite. Nice figure! Lolx! She's very versatile when it comes to hosting shows and she is very friendly. Hmm... Through conversations with her, can see that she's of the intellectual kind and not just a "hua ping". Very impressed with her....
Will be reporting for work officially on Mon. It's gonna be the start on my working life soon. I'll enjoy this weekend as much as I can. =)
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
A Mon without Jas
Jas in reservist and everything seems to move in slow motion.... Haiz... Everything just seems different knowing I won't be able to see him on a Mon evening. Too used to it, I guess....
Was suppose to meet Roy for dinner at Mark's new shop. However, he could not make it and postponed it to tml. Luckily Cherlyn called me out about 6plus if not I would have rot at home with no dinner.
Went to Sakae and end up I din had a nice dinner. Cherlyn ordered a beef udon at first and I ordered the Yasai Miso Soup (consists of all kinds of vege). The waitress came back the 1st time and says they have ran out of beef. Cherlyn changed to something else. Then the waitress came back a 2nd time and says they have ran out of vege, only cabbage and mushroom left. Was a bit pissed off so rather rudely I said, "Cancel my order then." Think I startled the waitress a little bit. Seeing her face change, I told her nicely again it's ok, jus cancel my order. So "sao xing", wat we wanted all dun have de. Thought can have a delicious meal..... In the end I only had a chawanmushi and california handroll for dinner. Sianz... Suddenly I miss the "Ba Chor Mee" at SFJ. Haha! It would have been nice than what I had. Nvm... I got tml's dinner at Mark's to make up for it. Yummy.....
Looks like tml is gonna be another similiar day where I'll slp till the middle of the day before I prepare to go out for dinner. I've asked Carissa along but nt sure if she can make it. She might have to work OT (I think I'm gonna be like her soon when I start working.... ). Poor girl... She fell on her butt while roller-blading on Sat. Ha! Haven't seen her for a god damn long time. It's always nice to hang out with her cause we never fail to gossip. Haha! Typical girls ya? =)
OMG! Jas will only be back on Thurs! Tat's like 3 more days.... Eug mentioned tat everyone seems so lost without him around. Everyone dun seems to arrange to meet up without Jas asking. Wierd! Y can't they call each other? Hmm....
So sad sia... Jas book out on Thurs and I'll be flying off to Bangkok on Fri. Will only be back on the 22nd. Looks like we're really gonna see less of each other. This entire entry makes me sound like a love-sick puppy. Oh great! How bimbo is that....... =/
Come to think of it. If I have the spare cash, I guess I would have more places to go instead of staying love-sick at home ya... How mean tat sounds... I do miss Jas... hehe! But I can't help but feel it's the boredom that makes me miss him. Oh well... that sounds even more mean. WTF! That's the way things really is mah... Haiz...
However, I am excited each time he manages to sneak a call to me. Happy to hear his voice knowing he's ok and he misses me. I guess, I do miss him as in really really miss him. YES I DO! I miss Jas.....
Was suppose to meet Roy for dinner at Mark's new shop. However, he could not make it and postponed it to tml. Luckily Cherlyn called me out about 6plus if not I would have rot at home with no dinner.
Went to Sakae and end up I din had a nice dinner. Cherlyn ordered a beef udon at first and I ordered the Yasai Miso Soup (consists of all kinds of vege). The waitress came back the 1st time and says they have ran out of beef. Cherlyn changed to something else. Then the waitress came back a 2nd time and says they have ran out of vege, only cabbage and mushroom left. Was a bit pissed off so rather rudely I said, "Cancel my order then." Think I startled the waitress a little bit. Seeing her face change, I told her nicely again it's ok, jus cancel my order. So "sao xing", wat we wanted all dun have de. Thought can have a delicious meal..... In the end I only had a chawanmushi and california handroll for dinner. Sianz... Suddenly I miss the "Ba Chor Mee" at SFJ. Haha! It would have been nice than what I had. Nvm... I got tml's dinner at Mark's to make up for it. Yummy.....
Looks like tml is gonna be another similiar day where I'll slp till the middle of the day before I prepare to go out for dinner. I've asked Carissa along but nt sure if she can make it. She might have to work OT (I think I'm gonna be like her soon when I start working.... ). Poor girl... She fell on her butt while roller-blading on Sat. Ha! Haven't seen her for a god damn long time. It's always nice to hang out with her cause we never fail to gossip. Haha! Typical girls ya? =)
OMG! Jas will only be back on Thurs! Tat's like 3 more days.... Eug mentioned tat everyone seems so lost without him around. Everyone dun seems to arrange to meet up without Jas asking. Wierd! Y can't they call each other? Hmm....
So sad sia... Jas book out on Thurs and I'll be flying off to Bangkok on Fri. Will only be back on the 22nd. Looks like we're really gonna see less of each other. This entire entry makes me sound like a love-sick puppy. Oh great! How bimbo is that....... =/
Come to think of it. If I have the spare cash, I guess I would have more places to go instead of staying love-sick at home ya... How mean tat sounds... I do miss Jas... hehe! But I can't help but feel it's the boredom that makes me miss him. Oh well... that sounds even more mean. WTF! That's the way things really is mah... Haiz...
However, I am excited each time he manages to sneak a call to me. Happy to hear his voice knowing he's ok and he misses me. I guess, I do miss him as in really really miss him. YES I DO! I miss Jas.....
Monday, November 14, 2005
Relac One Corner! Lolx
Having a very relaxing time now that exams is over... hehe! Enjoying watever time i have now before I start my long career journey ahead.Had a gathering with Janice's group as well as Jenny's group. We all had so much fun gossiping about what happen in sch and sharing jokes. Looks like we will hardly have such chances to get together anymore in the future when all of us will be busy with our own lives. Tat's wat happened to Shiryley, Esther and me. Anyway, we took some nice pics....
A gigantic drink we had at Fish & Co. See how big it is compared to the pepper bottle?
Double dose of it! Haha! 6 of us shared it and we still cannot finish it! 
Pretty Jenny and me. She's in a air stewardess hairdo cause she went filming before she came. She acted as a air stewadess. She looks like one huh?
Joei and Me sharing the gigantic drink. (Forgot wat it is called!)
Trying to act cool with the drink.... Er.... 
They went on to ktv after that but Janice, Joei, Rochelle and me din go. I wanted so much to join them. But din want to waste money on mid nite cab fare and Jas couldn't fetch me so I gave it a miss.... Nvm... There is one more KTV date with Joei and Ben. Haiz... But it has been postponed... Hopefully all will be free when I get back from Bangkok.
I come to realise one thing about Jas. He is damn patient in certain ways unlike me. I've noticed that when it comes to playing game. He really has the determination to complete it. For example when playing Need for Speen Underground. Normally, for myself, if by the 2nd round out of 4 laps and I am lagging behind, I will restart the race, but for him, he will perserve and carry on concentrating on catching up. In the end he wins. Playing billard oso like that. Losing he still will try his best and make sure he graps every opportunity possible and in the end, he managed to win also. Wah! Really admire this kinda patience. This is one impt thing that I lack in me.... Haiz....
I think this is wat a relationship is about. As time passes, u get to understand each other better. There may be some things that you like or dislike about each other, it is natural. The good things, u learn from one another. The ones u dislike, u either try to change it or u accomodate it. Each relationship is different and each new relationship is a lesson u learn.... at least tat is wat i think......
Sunday, November 06, 2005
End of a Chapter in Life
Exams are finally over. When I was there at there waiting for my final paper to commence, suddenly a whole lot of memories flash thru my mind. I recalled the time I was taking my final paper in poly and in rapid mode, my poly days just swam past in my mind. It feels like I am about to enter another level in life with the completion of my exam. Somehow it scares me.... It seems to come with tremendous pressure.
Now with it all over, I feel empty in a way. I dun seems to have anything to do till I start work at Robin's. A feeling of lost.... A tinge of relief. I did have a nice weekend though. Lots of mahjong as a celebration of end of exam. Lolx!
Seeing how nicely Jac came up with her poems, I thought for a while about something I wanna express. Came up with this:-
Now with it all over, I feel empty in a way. I dun seems to have anything to do till I start work at Robin's. A feeling of lost.... A tinge of relief. I did have a nice weekend though. Lots of mahjong as a celebration of end of exam. Lolx!
Seeing how nicely Jac came up with her poems, I thought for a while about something I wanna express. Came up with this:-
The cruel pain of him betrayed
She regrets it.
Her intense longing for a moment in time
He denies it.
Friday, November 04, 2005
Destiny
I met the right person,
but at the wrong timing.
In the end, we both failed each other.
Would things have been different if we chance upon each other at another time? Maybe now...? What happens when the wrong one appear at a timing just right? Will it all work out just fine? Meeting the right person at the right timing is a destiny. Where is mine? Is he the one? Or was he the one?
but at the wrong timing.
In the end, we both failed each other.
Would things have been different if we chance upon each other at another time? Maybe now...? What happens when the wrong one appear at a timing just right? Will it all work out just fine? Meeting the right person at the right timing is a destiny. Where is mine? Is he the one? Or was he the one?
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
On Deepavali...
Woah! Yesterday's paper was a killer paper man. Found it so difficult to write. I think I try too hard to put in concepts ba.... Hope I dun fail tat man. I dun wanna repeat the stupid subject....
So another one down. Last one to go... on this fri. Heard itz nt gonna b a easy one. I better get ready for it.
Had a wierd dream last nite. But it was a nice one.... Dreamt of Keith... maybe cause jus before I fell asleep, he was the one to sms me good nite. In my dreams, he was the bf of one of my friend (in real life they dunno each other. Haha! That's y it's so wierd) Can't recall exact details already but nice....
Peter and Meiye finally got together le. After so long.... so happy for them. Somehow I jus feel they are very suited to each other. Whenever I see the 2 of them together, I feel so happy. Dun ask me why, I oso dunno. Jus glad lor...
Looking forward to the KTV session that Ben mention. Must see him perform Cai Yi Lin songs ah. To help "jie ya" after exams. Lolx!
Last nite played mahjong.... Been craving for it for a long long time. Lucky last nite no lose much. 7 bucks only.Haha! Jac even made a mahjong poem see it here cause she was so happy to be able to play. What amaze me is, mahjong is such a cheena game. But under her fantastic language ability, she managed to turn it into literature context. Really "pei fu" her ah! *bow*
Gotta go bathe now.... Meeting Jas in a while....
So another one down. Last one to go... on this fri. Heard itz nt gonna b a easy one. I better get ready for it.
Had a wierd dream last nite. But it was a nice one.... Dreamt of Keith... maybe cause jus before I fell asleep, he was the one to sms me good nite. In my dreams, he was the bf of one of my friend (in real life they dunno each other. Haha! That's y it's so wierd) Can't recall exact details already but nice....
Peter and Meiye finally got together le. After so long.... so happy for them. Somehow I jus feel they are very suited to each other. Whenever I see the 2 of them together, I feel so happy. Dun ask me why, I oso dunno. Jus glad lor...
Looking forward to the KTV session that Ben mention. Must see him perform Cai Yi Lin songs ah. To help "jie ya" after exams. Lolx!
Last nite played mahjong.... Been craving for it for a long long time. Lucky last nite no lose much. 7 bucks only.Haha! Jac even made a mahjong poem see it here cause she was so happy to be able to play. What amaze me is, mahjong is such a cheena game. But under her fantastic language ability, she managed to turn it into literature context. Really "pei fu" her ah! *bow*
Gotta go bathe now.... Meeting Jas in a while....
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