When something is lost, I guess it's lost forever. No matter how much effort I try to recover it back, I just can't. It refuses to be found.....
At noon today, I know it's gone.....
I feel thoroughly defeated. A part of me, seems to have seeped out of me. Disappeared.... I know I've lost it. Lost a friendship which I didn't learn to cherish. Lost a friend who was once so impt to me, a friend whom we had so much memories together. Yet.... it was me, myself who lost it. Now, everything has become lost memories.
It's hard to describe the way I feel inside me. There are too many feelings which words just cannot describe. I feel hurt, but since I was the one who did wrong in the first place, why shld I have the right to feel hurt? I feel disappointed, but I should have expected this disappointment. The feelings I have doesn't seems to be right. I am helpless. Ya... helpless is the word. There is nothing left for me to do.
I have to let go now, no? Yes I have to..... I have no other choice. Or maybe I shld say, I'm left with no other choice......
Yes.... it's gone....
Friday, June 02, 2006
Thursday, June 01, 2006
这样行吗？
两个人在一起，真的只要有爱情就够了吗?
有时候，好想什么都不理。但是,好难哦。。。 我能坚决地继续下去吗？还能等多久呢？
我不知道。。。。 我很矛盾。常会同时觉得很开心，很满足。不过也会在同时，觉得这些幸福感觉带给我的压力。 我害怕。害怕这样的生活很快就没了。
不知道。。。 可能我太悲观了。。。
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Dear Friends.....
Today is Shirley's bday!
Sent an SMS to wish her at 12midnight. I think she's happy I remembered..... as always. Hehe! She sent me an sms to apologise for not being able to meet up with me as often. Well... It's true. I only see her like, once or twice a year, sometimes, thrice.... But somehow, I feel the bond between us is always there. Even though, we dun even chat on the phone or sms often, yet whenever we do meet up, there's always so much to talk about and so much to laugh about. Tat's affinity, I guess. =)
Yenling and me is also like that. We've been like friends for 7yrs already. How time flies..... Me and her dun contact often too, but if need be, we are always there for each other. Then there are also the very few friends I made at SIM. In the short time of 2yrs, they have proven to be really wonderful, and encouraging mates. I hope I have nt failed them as their friends too. :p
I feel really blessed sometimes. For having so many good friends around me... so many angels surrounding me. =)
Well... anyway.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIRLEY! *hugz*
Sent an SMS to wish her at 12midnight. I think she's happy I remembered..... as always. Hehe! She sent me an sms to apologise for not being able to meet up with me as often. Well... It's true. I only see her like, once or twice a year, sometimes, thrice.... But somehow, I feel the bond between us is always there. Even though, we dun even chat on the phone or sms often, yet whenever we do meet up, there's always so much to talk about and so much to laugh about. Tat's affinity, I guess. =)
Yenling and me is also like that. We've been like friends for 7yrs already. How time flies..... Me and her dun contact often too, but if need be, we are always there for each other. Then there are also the very few friends I made at SIM. In the short time of 2yrs, they have proven to be really wonderful, and encouraging mates. I hope I have nt failed them as their friends too. :p
I feel really blessed sometimes. For having so many good friends around me... so many angels surrounding me. =)
Well... anyway.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIRLEY! *hugz*
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Exciting things coming up
I have officially signed up with Pure Yoga. Signed a 1 year membership. Looks like there is no turning back. Have to make myself go for more classes to make worth my investment. Hehe!
Haiz... Sinta can't accompany these few months so looks like I must have self-discipline to go myself. Hmm... no choice. Our Sinta Mummy has to be careful. She'll join again during her 2nd trimester to do pre-natal yoga.
Talking about our dear Sinta Mummy.... She's so excited about becoming a mummy. And she's taken extra care. Like not eating chilli, avoiding some food. Haha! I think it's killing her not to eat so much chilli. But hey... Bo bian one lah. :)
Can't wait to see the baby of Mr and Mrs Hoon Kim. I is excited for them too! =p
U know wat's the one ridiculous thing I did recently? I bought a Tamagotchi!!!!!! Joei got one too. Hehe! We are gonna let them be friends. hehe! The last time I played with it was during my sec sch days lor. It was so popular back then. I think last time got imitation one, but I insisted I wanted the original one by Bandai. I think I lost it in a cab in the end.
NVM... Now, I got the latest Version 3 one, in light pink. So cute! Haha! I have been taking good care of it, and now it has mutated into something like a bird. Dun exactly know what it is ah. Haha! Joei and me plans to make Janice to get one oso. Haha! Then can play together. =P
Joei one hor... dunno y, dun wanna play game with her anymore. Seems like it keeps shaking its head whenever Joei wanna play with it. Maybe Joei is bothering it too much... hehe! Joei, go reset it and get a female lah. Then can be the gf of mine tamagotchi. Lolx!
K lah... Gonna stop here.... Wanna go wake Jason up ask him to shop with me before going over to Sinta's place.... Afterall it's GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! kekekeke
Haiz... Sinta can't accompany these few months so looks like I must have self-discipline to go myself. Hmm... no choice. Our Sinta Mummy has to be careful. She'll join again during her 2nd trimester to do pre-natal yoga.
Talking about our dear Sinta Mummy.... She's so excited about becoming a mummy. And she's taken extra care. Like not eating chilli, avoiding some food. Haha! I think it's killing her not to eat so much chilli. But hey... Bo bian one lah. :)
Can't wait to see the baby of Mr and Mrs Hoon Kim. I is excited for them too! =p
U know wat's the one ridiculous thing I did recently? I bought a Tamagotchi!!!!!! Joei got one too. Hehe! We are gonna let them be friends. hehe! The last time I played with it was during my sec sch days lor. It was so popular back then. I think last time got imitation one, but I insisted I wanted the original one by Bandai. I think I lost it in a cab in the end.
NVM... Now, I got the latest Version 3 one, in light pink. So cute! Haha! I have been taking good care of it, and now it has mutated into something like a bird. Dun exactly know what it is ah. Haha! Joei and me plans to make Janice to get one oso. Haha! Then can play together. =P
Joei one hor... dunno y, dun wanna play game with her anymore. Seems like it keeps shaking its head whenever Joei wanna play with it. Maybe Joei is bothering it too much... hehe! Joei, go reset it and get a female lah. Then can be the gf of mine tamagotchi. Lolx!
K lah... Gonna stop here.... Wanna go wake Jason up ask him to shop with me before going over to Sinta's place.... Afterall it's GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! kekekeke
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
什么样的爱情最美丽？
最近，我再追看“恶魔在身边”。。。 看着看着， 突然，回想起了学生时代的恋情。 那种天真无邪的爱情，应该是人生最美好的回忆吧。。。。
从处于暧昧阶段，到两个人在谈恋爱，甚至是分手时，两个人的想法都是天真的，很单纯的。不是吗? 在没有压力或其他 factor 的影响下，一对小情侣就只陶醉在恋爱的感觉。彼此只在乎怎样表达对对方的爱意。只知道，我爱你，你也爱我就可以了。有时候，所作的一些事很傻，不过就是那种傻傻的爱情方式最让人怀念。
随着人一天一天的成长，对爱的那种表现，也慢慢的没有了。
因为对爱情有了某种要求和 expectation。现在，要爱的简简单单，我想应该不是一件容易的事了。只有在偶像剧里才有吧。。。。
haiz... 看了“恶魔在身边”就会了解我现在的感触了。。。。
从处于暧昧阶段，到两个人在谈恋爱，甚至是分手时，两个人的想法都是天真的，很单纯的。不是吗? 在没有压力或其他 factor 的影响下，一对小情侣就只陶醉在恋爱的感觉。彼此只在乎怎样表达对对方的爱意。只知道，我爱你，你也爱我就可以了。有时候，所作的一些事很傻，不过就是那种傻傻的爱情方式最让人怀念。
随着人一天一天的成长，对爱的那种表现，也慢慢的没有了。
因为对爱情有了某种要求和 expectation。现在，要爱的简简单单，我想应该不是一件容易的事了。只有在偶像剧里才有吧。。。。
haiz... 看了“恶魔在身边”就会了解我现在的感触了。。。。
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Just as before....
Finally... all seems to go back to normal.... funeral's over.... my fever's subside..... Gonna get back to work tml.
Still coughing a lot and it really irritates me. Can't drink too much of the cough syrup cause it makes me really really drowsy and all I wanna do is sleep sleep sleep.
Probably some yoga after work tml would make me feel better. Hmm... planning of doing 2 sessions of yoga this week to finish up my free lessons. Still planning with Sinta..... Got myself a new Adidas pants for yoga. Can wear tml already. hehe! Bought it on 30% off. So nt ex wor.....
Anyway, see the earrings below? Nice rite? They are all handmade 100% by my friend. She's selling them now. Anyone interested hor, please drop me and email: yvonne_aug18@yahoo.com.sg
All these are single piece items so no nd worry will wear same as others de. She got other designs lah.... but I never put all the photos. Email me ba... if wanna see more.
Still coughing a lot and it really irritates me. Can't drink too much of the cough syrup cause it makes me really really drowsy and all I wanna do is sleep sleep sleep.
Probably some yoga after work tml would make me feel better. Hmm... planning of doing 2 sessions of yoga this week to finish up my free lessons. Still planning with Sinta..... Got myself a new Adidas pants for yoga. Can wear tml already. hehe! Bought it on 30% off. So nt ex wor.....
Anyway, see the earrings below? Nice rite? They are all handmade 100% by my friend. She's selling them now. Anyone interested hor, please drop me and email: yvonne_aug18@yahoo.com.sg
All these are single piece items so no nd worry will wear same as others de. She got other designs lah.... but I never put all the photos. Email me ba... if wanna see more.
What the F***?
Me is ANGRY!!!!
I dun see the need to explain the nitty nitty details and is tat so fucking wrong?!
I dun see the need to explain the nitty nitty details and is tat so fucking wrong?!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
他。。。走了。
今天是母亲节，他。。 。走了。
接到消息后，我们马上赶到， 可是，来不及见他一面。我到的时候，他已经离开了。看着他那面无表情的脸，没有呼吸的身体，忍不住，眼泪流了下来。
他看起来很安详， 不像有带着遗憾离开。
他这一世，做了很多错事，带给许多人很多的困扰， 不过在他人生的最后一段路，还是有人陪着他。让他好过一些。
我一直以为，他在不在，对我来说没太大的分别。可是，在那一刻，我心里却有一股非常悲伤的感觉。毕竟，我也叫他“阿公”，叫了二十年了。虽然，从没感受过他对孙子的爱，也没听过他的好，不过，我们总是有关系的。再陌生，都变得不太陌生了。
希望他这一世领悟不到的东西，来世能够得到。可能的话，也许。。。我不会介意在当他的孙女。。。
接到消息后，我们马上赶到， 可是，来不及见他一面。我到的时候，他已经离开了。看着他那面无表情的脸，没有呼吸的身体，忍不住，眼泪流了下来。
他看起来很安详， 不像有带着遗憾离开。
他这一世，做了很多错事，带给许多人很多的困扰， 不过在他人生的最后一段路，还是有人陪着他。让他好过一些。
我一直以为，他在不在，对我来说没太大的分别。可是，在那一刻，我心里却有一股非常悲伤的感觉。毕竟，我也叫他“阿公”，叫了二十年了。虽然，从没感受过他对孙子的爱，也没听过他的好，不过，我们总是有关系的。再陌生，都变得不太陌生了。
希望他这一世领悟不到的东西，来世能够得到。可能的话，也许。。。我不会介意在当他的孙女。。。
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Yoga for the 1st Time
Seeing how enthusiastic Sinta is about Yoga, I decided to give it a try.... Afterall, it contributes to my desire to lose weight.
I went to a trial class with Sinta at Pure Yoga. Was suppose to do hot yoga. Hot yoga is actually yoga done in a hot room where the temperature is like almost 40degrees. 40 degrees!!! Can you imagine that?
But anyway, I couldn't make it in time for the class, so we ended up going for the Ashtanga Yoga which the staff there says could be difficult for a beginner like me who has never done any yoga before. Was pretty nervous about it. Heard that yoga needs flexibility to do some of the wierd poses. Rather afraid I might burst out laughing doing the funny funny stances.
Turns out..... It was good! I work muscles all over my body....some of which are those that have never been worked on for like the past 8 or 9 years.... Well I haven been doing any proper exercises since Sec sch lor..... I feel really energetic throughout class. Some of the poses are quite challenging and it's tough for me. Still, I feel awesome being able to work out. Haha!
So I hv decided, I wanna join Sinta.... Hehe! Though a bit ex, but since I am paying so much for it, I might be motivated to go more often hence having more exercise. Moreover I prefer it for it's shower facilities. Cool!
Now I can start to feel those muscles which were neglected before starting to ache from the exercise just now. Think it's probably gonna feel worse tml. But if it really helps me to shed some flab, then I think it's worth it.
Well, Jas says he'll sponsor my yoga attire... Haha! Though not pro, but with proper attire, can act a bit lah.... Like tat more keen to go more often mah. Lolx!
Gotta sleep now.... Super tired....
I went to a trial class with Sinta at Pure Yoga. Was suppose to do hot yoga. Hot yoga is actually yoga done in a hot room where the temperature is like almost 40degrees. 40 degrees!!! Can you imagine that?
But anyway, I couldn't make it in time for the class, so we ended up going for the Ashtanga Yoga which the staff there says could be difficult for a beginner like me who has never done any yoga before. Was pretty nervous about it. Heard that yoga needs flexibility to do some of the wierd poses. Rather afraid I might burst out laughing doing the funny funny stances.
Turns out..... It was good! I work muscles all over my body....some of which are those that have never been worked on for like the past 8 or 9 years.... Well I haven been doing any proper exercises since Sec sch lor..... I feel really energetic throughout class. Some of the poses are quite challenging and it's tough for me. Still, I feel awesome being able to work out. Haha!
So I hv decided, I wanna join Sinta.... Hehe! Though a bit ex, but since I am paying so much for it, I might be motivated to go more often hence having more exercise. Moreover I prefer it for it's shower facilities. Cool!
Now I can start to feel those muscles which were neglected before starting to ache from the exercise just now. Think it's probably gonna feel worse tml. But if it really helps me to shed some flab, then I think it's worth it.
Well, Jas says he'll sponsor my yoga attire... Haha! Though not pro, but with proper attire, can act a bit lah.... Like tat more keen to go more often mah. Lolx!
Gotta sleep now.... Super tired....
Monday, May 08, 2006
Things that Makes me Happy
Simple things makes me happy.....
1. Falling in love
2. A call from him to let me know he's home safe
3. Family dinner
4. Outing with good friends / or simply just coffee
5. Being with him
6. A good game of mahjong
7. A simple msg from friends (feels nice to be remembered)
8. Lying in my room in the middle of the night listening to good music and thinking back on sweet memories
9. Shopping
10. Watching a good movie
and so the list goes on.....
Actually there are much more things that keeps me happy. And sometimes it's so simple that I dun even remember.....
1. Falling in love
2. A call from him to let me know he's home safe
3. Family dinner
4. Outing with good friends / or simply just coffee
5. Being with him
6. A good game of mahjong
7. A simple msg from friends (feels nice to be remembered)
8. Lying in my room in the middle of the night listening to good music and thinking back on sweet memories
9. Shopping
10. Watching a good movie
and so the list goes on.....
Actually there are much more things that keeps me happy. And sometimes it's so simple that I dun even remember.....
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Another Weekend Gone~
It is a Sunday evening again.... Very soon.... Monday will come and I have to get back to work. Not that I dread going to work. It's fun and the people there are nice. In fact the feeling of working there feels like the days when I was still in Poly being in the same class as Carissa. Haha! We get to gossip, shop during lunch etc....
But going to work, means I have to get up super early in the morning. AND! I hate the train rides where I have to push and shove with all the kiasu people who 1. are afraid they cannot get into the train, 2. wanna get in first hopefully they can get a seat, 3. wanna rush into the empty trains that comes to Yishun to fight for a seat or 4. are simply kiasu. Haiz....
That's not all, I still have to get pushed very rudely by people who will do anything to get to a seat where someone gets up to alight. Oh well....
Anyway, I am looking forward to the long weekend coming up soon.
Wanted to watch Hostel at Jas place yesterday. We got the DVD. But think the DVD is spoiled. Sianz... Heard so much about it but cannot watch at all. Haiz....
On the spur of the moment, Jas decided to buy a DVD/VCD player to put in his room . If nt very wasted mah, got TV in the room but can only play Playstation games. So we went to Courts to see see look look. He decided on a Philips Home Theatre System (small one lah) upon his fren's (who's working there) recommendation. I bought a Pioneer Mini-Combo for myself. Hehe! Jas will help me pay a bit oso lah.... tat's y I bought. Lolx! The mini-combo can play VCD and DVD oso. So probably the next thing I gonna get ia TV in my room. Haha! Tat's will have to wait next mth lah.... Then can rent drama serials and watch all I want in my room. In the meantime, I will make his of Jas' home theatre system. hahahahaha!
After that, we went to watch MI3 ... It was pretty good. Good story, good moves.... Worth the price of the ticket, I guess..... 11 of us went .... We took up almost the entire row. Lucky we went early to get the tickets. We reached at about 7 plus, and the 11.30pm and 12.30am show is all full. So we had to settle for the 12.50am show instead. Any later, we probably would hv to give the show a miss.
By the time we finish the show, it was 3am. Shawn and Yongping wanted to go fish at Bishan Park so me and Jas tagged along lor. Him and I din fish much lah.... We jus sat there chatting.... Pretty nice. =) Reached home early this morning.
Gotta go wake Jas up now.... we're going out for a dinner with my grandmama to celebrate Mother's Day in advance....
But going to work, means I have to get up super early in the morning. AND! I hate the train rides where I have to push and shove with all the kiasu people who 1. are afraid they cannot get into the train, 2. wanna get in first hopefully they can get a seat, 3. wanna rush into the empty trains that comes to Yishun to fight for a seat or 4. are simply kiasu. Haiz....
That's not all, I still have to get pushed very rudely by people who will do anything to get to a seat where someone gets up to alight. Oh well....
Anyway, I am looking forward to the long weekend coming up soon.
Wanted to watch Hostel at Jas place yesterday. We got the DVD. But think the DVD is spoiled. Sianz... Heard so much about it but cannot watch at all. Haiz....
On the spur of the moment, Jas decided to buy a DVD/VCD player to put in his room . If nt very wasted mah, got TV in the room but can only play Playstation games. So we went to Courts to see see look look. He decided on a Philips Home Theatre System (small one lah) upon his fren's (who's working there) recommendation. I bought a Pioneer Mini-Combo for myself. Hehe! Jas will help me pay a bit oso lah.... tat's y I bought. Lolx! The mini-combo can play VCD and DVD oso. So probably the next thing I gonna get ia TV in my room. Haha! Tat's will have to wait next mth lah.... Then can rent drama serials and watch all I want in my room. In the meantime, I will make his of Jas' home theatre system. hahahahaha!
After that, we went to watch MI3 ... It was pretty good. Good story, good moves.... Worth the price of the ticket, I guess..... 11 of us went .... We took up almost the entire row. Lucky we went early to get the tickets. We reached at about 7 plus, and the 11.30pm and 12.30am show is all full. So we had to settle for the 12.50am show instead. Any later, we probably would hv to give the show a miss.
By the time we finish the show, it was 3am. Shawn and Yongping wanted to go fish at Bishan Park so me and Jas tagged along lor. Him and I din fish much lah.... We jus sat there chatting.... Pretty nice. =) Reached home early this morning.
Gotta go wake Jas up now.... we're going out for a dinner with my grandmama to celebrate Mother's Day in advance....
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Look like Me?
This is a cartoon version of Me! Hehe! Jac send me last night de... Say it looks like me. Where got? My eyes not so big and my eyes not so slim leh..... Lolx! Nvm... I will strive to look like her.
I am gonna join Sinta for her Yoga classes at Gaia. And I'm gonna make sure I practise it regularly.
So many years of no exercising is scaring me.... If I continue like this, everyday jus eat, sleep, work, I think I'll be wearing Size M soon.... NO NO No.... that cannot happen..... 吓死人!
But hor, I scared later I dun hv the determination to carry on. Then will be 半途而废 leh. So... Sinta babe, you must motivate me ya?
Oh... and Janice, u wanna consider joining us? hehe! then more fun mah.... =p
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
I desperately nd to go on a diet. After all that food I have been stuffing myself during the long weekend, I really nd to diet. But hard lah.... Carissa jus made cookie for us all in the office. She made Chocolate Chip and Double Chocolate. Haha! Both my fav... cause no nuts. hehe! Yummy....
See lah... like tat how to diet? I was still thinking of going on fruits and vege diet or low carb food this week... But with those cookies.... haiz....
Maybe next week then..... Hehe!
See lah... like tat how to diet? I was still thinking of going on fruits and vege diet or low carb food this week... But with those cookies.... haiz....
Maybe next week then..... Hehe!
He Will Be Gone Soon
I thought I was totally unaffected by the news that he would be gone anytime.... But the fact was that I am bothered by it... slightly...
When I saw him at the hospice, he was a far far cry from how I remember him to be. He used to be loud, energetic especially at cursing and swearing others. Yet now, his voice barely audible. I felt a tinge of sadness for him. And a bit of guilt for saying those things before and feeling the way I did before. I guess, that is only human.
I probably would feel the same way seeing any other old man/woman sick with a terminal diesease, on the verge of dying. God bless him.....
When I saw him at the hospice, he was a far far cry from how I remember him to be. He used to be loud, energetic especially at cursing and swearing others. Yet now, his voice barely audible. I felt a tinge of sadness for him. And a bit of guilt for saying those things before and feeling the way I did before. I guess, that is only human.
I probably would feel the same way seeing any other old man/woman sick with a terminal diesease, on the verge of dying. God bless him.....
Monday, May 01, 2006
Off To JB Again!
After the unsuccessful trip the day before, we were determined to make it the next day. This time, we had Eug and Steven join us. Not much jam and we made it across happily. I so 兴奋. Wanted to take a pic of the sight we see across the Causeway. But before I can take a pic properly, Steven pressed the shutter....
And all I got was this "artistic" pic. Steven claims this is an artistic one..... *faint*
We went to Holiday Plaza hoping to get some 收获, but hor... alas... I din get to buy anything. Nothing I like leh.... Anyway, the main focus is the dinner! Hehe! Yes... food food and more food... Me is pig.... =p
Adrian drove us to 大马花园 for our seafood feast. This is the store Jac recommended.... Cheap and good!
The place is damn smokey and warm but for the quality of food and the price... aiya... it's worth it lah... While waiting for food, me took some pictures....
Me and Jac. Wanted to take with our coconut drinks de... But hor... can only see the straws. Haha! 
The boys posed like drinks advertisement lor... One is 代言人 for kickapoo, the other for tiger beer and another for pepsi. hahahahaha!
Here comes the food..... 
Actually there's more than what is seen in the pic... The table cannot accomodate so many dish at one time leh...
This is Sambal Lady's Finger. Jac's favourite dish.
I like the Black Pepper Crayfish! 
Apart from the Seafood, we also ordered Bak Kut Teh... The soup so nice... *slurp* hehe! Wah.... So sad... Meow no join us... While we are enjoying ourselves, he had to slog at work... nvm nvm.... we plan one more day k? Then you can join us le. =)
Then.... it was off to mahjong again. haha! This time no win le... Kanna tio pau by Steven. Lolx!
Reflecting on all these happy memories, something Jac said earlier came to my mind again. She said it's amazing how me and her can become so close. In the blink of an eye, we have known each other for 2years le. I told her this is 缘分 lor. She say is 迟来的缘分. I feel it's not... Maybe had we met earlier, we might nt have become good friends. This is the amazing thing about 缘分.
Again, it all boils down to meeting the right person at the right time. I guess, this time, I met a friend at the right time and this had blossom into a beautiful friendship. =)
Sunday, April 30, 2006
(Supposedly) A Trip to JB
Saturday, Jas was suppose to go overnight fishing at Ubin. I din wanna go.... So when Adrian jio go JB, me is excited. I long long time no sit car go JB shop and eat le. My long long time is really long de lor.... Many many years already ah....Haha!
Adrian and Jac came fetch me and when we reach Woodlands..... WAH! The queue is damn long ah....
Adrian and Jac came fetch me and when we reach Woodlands..... WAH! The queue is damn long ah....
Pic taken from inside Adrian's car. See the motorist wait until take out helmet le.
We were jammed for an hr & a half and we are like nt even half way thru. Sianz... We decided against going le. Hmph.... We then diverted our plans to go eat 好料 to compensate for our poor stomach after the long wait. Hehe!
After deliberating for a long time and a long car ride, we decided on JUMBO SEAFOOD!
Me and Jac is happy to reach East Coast. 海鲜海鲜 here we come! Lolx!
Being very hungry people, we ordered lotsa food. We had chilli crab, drunken prawns, sambal kangkong, BBQ fish and Fried Sontong Kia (Adrian's must-have). Damn shiok ah! Haven ate so much and so full before. I love the drunken prawns. The soup ah.... Wah! Heavenly man. Adrian is 对 the BBQ fish 念念不忘. Also very delicious.
The remains from our dinner. Can see we finish everything hor? Just the 3 of us only leh..... Wah.... 
See Adrian with his very very full look. 
Even though we are very 饱 from the dinner, me and Jac still want something sweet to complete the meal. So we went down to Coffee Club at Siglap. We are 贪吃. Lolx!
Wah... See the desserts so nice.... We had the Strawberry Romanoff and Banana Butterscotch Cheesecake... 
Adrian bluff people de... Say full till cannot eat... But when desserts come, he is the first to eat it. Haha!
Mmmm.... Nice ah!
Jac has never drank coffee. Actually, drank once before... But she didn't like it. But she decided to give it another try.
She tried Adrian's Ice Mocha Vanilla or was it Ice Vanilla Mocha? Watever lah.... 
Conclusion: She still dun like it. Lolx! 
I is 对 the Banana Butterscotch Cheesecake 情有独钟. MMM..... 
While me and Jac are happily taking pictures and entertaining ourselves and savouring the desserts, Adrian is stoning at one corner. He is super duper full by this time..... See that look? 
After that, it was mahjong.... My day ended with me winning $11. =P
Thursday, April 27, 2006
今天我遇到了好人
It was raining this morning.... Wah lau... What a nice weather to sleep in. But hor... haiz... gotta get to work. I hate travelling in the rain...
Lucky for me, the rain stopped when i was about to leave my house. Happily, I left without an umbrella. When I reach hor... it was heavy rain and I was stuck without an unbrella. Just nice, got a 好人 offered to share umbrella with me so that I can cross the road to the office building. So nice hor... .haha! Lucky me....
Jus now lunch, I had Kimchi and Chicken Paper Hot Pot.... Yummy... Very nice... The soup is very spicy, but very delicious. So shiok to drink on a cold cold day. Not very ex lah... On days with spare cash for a better can go try.... The one I had is $15. The shop is at Caltex House. Think the name is call Hito.
Tml Friday... Long weekend coming soon.... Yippee. lolx!
Lucky for me, the rain stopped when i was about to leave my house. Happily, I left without an umbrella. When I reach hor... it was heavy rain and I was stuck without an unbrella. Just nice, got a 好人 offered to share umbrella with me so that I can cross the road to the office building. So nice hor... .haha! Lucky me....
Jus now lunch, I had Kimchi and Chicken Paper Hot Pot.... Yummy... Very nice... The soup is very spicy, but very delicious. So shiok to drink on a cold cold day. Not very ex lah... On days with spare cash for a better can go try.... The one I had is $15. The shop is at Caltex House. Think the name is call Hito.
Tml Friday... Long weekend coming soon.... Yippee. lolx!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Q&A
Qn: What's the best thing about working in Raffles Place?
Ans: The Shopping
Qn: What's the worst thing about working in Raffles Place?
Ans: The Shopping
Haha! I have been spending lots of money every since I started work here. Everyday got something to buy de. Things here gets replenished very fast lor. Lots of things to shop. No lack of clothes, Watsons', Guardians, Body Shop and cosmetics. wahahaha!
Spending even before I get my pay.
Aiyo.......
Ans: The Shopping
Qn: What's the worst thing about working in Raffles Place?
Ans: The Shopping
Haha! I have been spending lots of money every since I started work here. Everyday got something to buy de. Things here gets replenished very fast lor. Lots of things to shop. No lack of clothes, Watsons', Guardians, Body Shop and cosmetics. wahahaha!
Spending even before I get my pay.
Aiyo.......
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Bored Die at Home
It's weekend..... Later I'll be going for a mahjong session with Sinta and Joy. Wish me luck to win some shopping money and to make up my losses for yesterday. Sinta says I can do some if I can bear to make a poor housewife bankrupt. Oh well... .I look up look down, look left look right hor... Sinta oso dun look like some poor housewife leh. Agree? Hmmm..... So dun care. I wanna win money! lolx!
Haiz.... I'm so bored at home right now. No plans at all till later. Jas not enough sleep last night so gotta let him catch some rest before we can proceed to Sinta's place. Nothing to do at home, except play game, watch tv and rot..... No one's online to chat wif me oso. Argh! Bored die me ah!
Nvm... I go bathe then go over to Jas place..... Go disturb him, ask him wake up bring me go dinner... Haha! =P
Haiz.... I'm so bored at home right now. No plans at all till later. Jas not enough sleep last night so gotta let him catch some rest before we can proceed to Sinta's place. Nothing to do at home, except play game, watch tv and rot..... No one's online to chat wif me oso. Argh! Bored die me ah!
Nvm... I go bathe then go over to Jas place..... Go disturb him, ask him wake up bring me go dinner... Haha! =P
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Tea Break Proudly Sponsored by Janice
Just came back from lunch with Sinta and Janice.... Now so convenient to hv lunch with them. Last time gotta take cab and all... Now no nd le.
We went to 别府 to have the Ramen. Today I had my taste of the 8chilli soup. Sinta ordered it. So I try lor. Wah Lau! Super spicy ah.... Dunno how she tahan one.....
Janice is so sweet. Help my buy tea break from her office there. She bought me curry puff and tapioca cake. She bought so much asking me to share with my colleagues! Janice is so nice.... Love die her ah! Hehe!
Sat going over to Sinta's hse play mahjong. Hmph! This time I no wan to lose le. Sinta, Be prepared to sponsor my shopping. LOLX!
We went to 别府 to have the Ramen. Today I had my taste of the 8chilli soup. Sinta ordered it. So I try lor. Wah Lau! Super spicy ah.... Dunno how she tahan one.....
Janice is so sweet. Help my buy tea break from her office there. She bought me curry puff and tapioca cake. She bought so much asking me to share with my colleagues! Janice is so nice.... Love die her ah! Hehe!
Sat going over to Sinta's hse play mahjong. Hmph! This time I no wan to lose le. Sinta, Be prepared to sponsor my shopping. LOLX!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
First Day of Work on a New Job
Finally, my days as a 无业游民 are over..... Today I started on my first day in the new company.
Frankly speaking, I hate first days at work. It always gives me those queasy feeling. 怪怪的.... You know, those kinda conflicting feeling between both excitement about a new job.... starting afresh and feeling nervous not sure how exactly it will be like working? And hor, first day at work means a lot of awkard conversation, not knowing how to start a topic, looking lost like a blur sotong and trying to find work to do when there really isn't much. Haha!
Oh well, lucky for me, my first day at work was all fine and pleasant. Sure.... there were some glitches at work, and I am only human, so mistakes are unavoidable but still no major wrongs yet. Hope it stays that way. Lolx!
Tml will be another day. More to learn and more work coming....... Time to sleepz.....
Frankly speaking, I hate first days at work. It always gives me those queasy feeling. 怪怪的.... You know, those kinda conflicting feeling between both excitement about a new job.... starting afresh and feeling nervous not sure how exactly it will be like working? And hor, first day at work means a lot of awkard conversation, not knowing how to start a topic, looking lost like a blur sotong and trying to find work to do when there really isn't much. Haha!
Oh well, lucky for me, my first day at work was all fine and pleasant. Sure.... there were some glitches at work, and I am only human, so mistakes are unavoidable but still no major wrongs yet. Hope it stays that way. Lolx!
Tml will be another day. More to learn and more work coming....... Time to sleepz.....
Saturday, April 15, 2006
悔过
到了心灰意冷的时候，突如其来的悔过， 让她不知所措。
可否能再回到过去， 极不容易，也不难。
困难的是如何作出抉择。
想把一切忘了，谈何容易。。。
想说“算了”, 却是多么难以出口的一句。
时间也许能平复所有的过错。
可是对方都肯多花那一分钟吗？
她需要多长的时间平复心里的创伤？他有那耐性等吗？
可否能再回到过去， 极不容易，也不难。
困难的是如何作出抉择。
想把一切忘了，谈何容易。。。
想说“算了”, 却是多么难以出口的一句。
时间也许能平复所有的过错。
可是对方都肯多花那一分钟吗？
她需要多长的时间平复心里的创伤？他有那耐性等吗？
Thursday, April 13, 2006
又是一天的无业游民
Actually, nothing specific I wanna talk about. Jus feel like blogging..... Lolx!
Today is another 无业游民的日子....
Couldn't get to sleep last night... Was on MSN chatting with Jac till about 5plus in the morning. Tried to get some sleep, but was afraid I can't wake up in time to wake Jas up for work, so I stayed awake lying in bed till 6.30am.
Thought it would be easy to wake him up cause he slept early. BUT HOR..... I call and call till 8am then he woke up. I super patient hor? Um.. I oso think so. *faint* I from sleepy mode, call until i fully awake ah. Whenever I get past the sleepy mode, I always end up nt able to sleep de. Got so frustrated lor... Scolded him a bit when he finally answered the call. Lolx. After that, I force myself to sleep lor....
Woke up at 4pm after my mum repeatedly came into the room to see if I am awake..... =/ Feeling lost... dunno what to do, I log onto MSN. There, Adrian keep pestering me to play mahjong. Actually promise my mama I will be home early de... But finally, I gave in to mahjong.
Went to meet Jas and Jac for dinner at Hougang. Had a very delicious meal. Ate claypot asam fish, claypot ginger chicken and claypot 酶菜扣肉. Jac recommmed de. Really nice lor. Mmmm... Yummy... After that, Jas send me to Jac's place then he went home le. He so poor thing... Since Mon hor, he has been settling his own dinner cause I hv been playing mahjong everyday. Nvm nvm.... Friday is public holiday, can 陪 him le.
Today mahjong I lost le. Maybe it's due to the 4-Leave Clover pendant I wore.... Past 2 nights I din wear hor, I won leh. Today I wear it, end up I lost $20. Maybe the pendant brings good luck but not when it comes to gambling ba. Aiya... or maybe, today is 根本就是会输的. Oh well... Money comes and go mah....
Hmm.... heard that Janice is doing rather well with her 山哥哥. Good to see her happy with her new beau. She really needs somebody who appreciates her. Not like her that dark charcoal.... Might be going for supper with them plus, Sinta, Hoon, Joei and Marcus on Saturday night. Hehe! Then can see them in their lovey dovey act. hahahaha! Janice eh... Dun get too mushy hor... Wait all of us 吃不下. Hahaha!
I'm having problem reconciling how I feel about guys having affair.... Part of me believes that all guys will have affair given the opportunity. Yet part of me trusts that Jas won't.... Like that how???? Haiz.... *faint* All I can say hor, is can 偷吃 but 吃了要会抹嘴. Lolx! Ignorance is Bliss..... Again... maybe is I 想太多了.
*Yawn* Sleepy mode on le.... Gonna get to bed....
P.S.: With regards to my previous post where I talked about 英雄难过美人关. Upon having seen the woman who made my friend 犯错. I hv decided to that the saying is not true. There really is no 美人. Think hor, is blinded at that moment, or kanna voodoo hor, then 犯错 de.... Must be ah.... *shakes head*
Today is another 无业游民的日子....
Couldn't get to sleep last night... Was on MSN chatting with Jac till about 5plus in the morning. Tried to get some sleep, but was afraid I can't wake up in time to wake Jas up for work, so I stayed awake lying in bed till 6.30am.
Thought it would be easy to wake him up cause he slept early. BUT HOR..... I call and call till 8am then he woke up. I super patient hor? Um.. I oso think so. *faint* I from sleepy mode, call until i fully awake ah. Whenever I get past the sleepy mode, I always end up nt able to sleep de. Got so frustrated lor... Scolded him a bit when he finally answered the call. Lolx. After that, I force myself to sleep lor....
Woke up at 4pm after my mum repeatedly came into the room to see if I am awake..... =/ Feeling lost... dunno what to do, I log onto MSN. There, Adrian keep pestering me to play mahjong. Actually promise my mama I will be home early de... But finally, I gave in to mahjong.
Went to meet Jas and Jac for dinner at Hougang. Had a very delicious meal. Ate claypot asam fish, claypot ginger chicken and claypot 酶菜扣肉. Jac recommmed de. Really nice lor. Mmmm... Yummy... After that, Jas send me to Jac's place then he went home le. He so poor thing... Since Mon hor, he has been settling his own dinner cause I hv been playing mahjong everyday. Nvm nvm.... Friday is public holiday, can 陪 him le.
Today mahjong I lost le. Maybe it's due to the 4-Leave Clover pendant I wore.... Past 2 nights I din wear hor, I won leh. Today I wear it, end up I lost $20. Maybe the pendant brings good luck but not when it comes to gambling ba. Aiya... or maybe, today is 根本就是会输的. Oh well... Money comes and go mah....
Hmm.... heard that Janice is doing rather well with her 山哥哥. Good to see her happy with her new beau. She really needs somebody who appreciates her. Not like her that dark charcoal.... Might be going for supper with them plus, Sinta, Hoon, Joei and Marcus on Saturday night. Hehe! Then can see them in their lovey dovey act. hahahaha! Janice eh... Dun get too mushy hor... Wait all of us 吃不下. Hahaha!
I'm having problem reconciling how I feel about guys having affair.... Part of me believes that all guys will have affair given the opportunity. Yet part of me trusts that Jas won't.... Like that how???? Haiz.... *faint* All I can say hor, is can 偷吃 but 吃了要会抹嘴. Lolx! Ignorance is Bliss..... Again... maybe is I 想太多了.
*Yawn* Sleepy mode on le.... Gonna get to bed....
P.S.: With regards to my previous post where I talked about 英雄难过美人关. Upon having seen the woman who made my friend 犯错. I hv decided to that the saying is not true. There really is no 美人. Think hor, is blinded at that moment, or kanna voodoo hor, then 犯错 de.... Must be ah.... *shakes head*
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Back from Late Night Supper
Back from yet another mahjong session with Jac and Adrian... Meow no join us this time. Eug played instead. Won 6 bucks today. Lucky no lose..... Went for supper with them, before Adrian drove me back....
Now, I can't get to sleep..... So here I am sitting in front to the computer rambling on and on.....
Sometimes I really enjoy times like these. Where everyone is asleep, the night is quiet and I am all alone, listening to a few of my fav songs letting thoughts run thru my brain.
I have been thinking..... Men who hv affair always seems to be those who are rich or those with the spare cash. So if one day, when Jas is really successful in the profit sharing arragement with his boss, and becomes richer than now, will he also starts to 偷吃 outside? By tat time, probably, me and him would hv been together for years already. He might also have start to get bored with the relationship. And when that happens, what am I gonna do? What would my reaction be? It seems kinda stupid to worry about it now. But the more I hear about guys having affair outside and saying like 那个男人不偷吃, the more I feel one day it might jus happen.
Haiz.... 可能我想太多了...... 女人就是这样的.....
Now, I can't get to sleep..... So here I am sitting in front to the computer rambling on and on.....
Sometimes I really enjoy times like these. Where everyone is asleep, the night is quiet and I am all alone, listening to a few of my fav songs letting thoughts run thru my brain.
I have been thinking..... Men who hv affair always seems to be those who are rich or those with the spare cash. So if one day, when Jas is really successful in the profit sharing arragement with his boss, and becomes richer than now, will he also starts to 偷吃 outside? By tat time, probably, me and him would hv been together for years already. He might also have start to get bored with the relationship. And when that happens, what am I gonna do? What would my reaction be? It seems kinda stupid to worry about it now. But the more I hear about guys having affair outside and saying like 那个男人不偷吃, the more I feel one day it might jus happen.
Haiz.... 可能我想太多了...... 女人就是这样的.....
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Humans are So Indecisive
Humans are such indecisive creatures. After spending a few days of 无业游民的生活. I am dying to get back to work. See la? Got work dun wan work, no work complain no work. Such indecisiveness....
Nonetheless, my days of 无业游民 will be over on Monday. Cherish what I hv now first.... Hehe!
Nonetheless, my days of 无业游民 will be over on Monday. Cherish what I hv now first.... Hehe!
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Saturday, April 01, 2006
A week of Fun and Joy
My one week of enjoyment is almost over.... It's Friday.... No actually, Saturday, considering the time now. It's a wonder, how comeI am at home at this time on a Friday night (saturday morning, whichever) not playing mahjong. I did play... but well... long story...... Nvm... 说来话长.... Might as well take this time to blog about something happy. =)
Stayed over at The Gallery Hotel on Sat so that we dun need to travel all the way from all parts of Singapore to Sinta's dad hse. The room was proudly sponsored by Mr Kim Hoon. it's a very nice and cosy room for me, Janice, Joei and Joy.... Oh btw, I was known as J'Von, pronounced as Jer Von, that day. Just so that all our names start with "J". Haha! Janice came up with the name for me. Sounds nice hor? I thought J'Von Ho doesn't sound nice, I told Janice it would sound classier if I take on Jas' surname so tat it becomes J'Von Gomes. Lolx! Anyway, back to topic.....
The hotel hor, very funny de. The room number is not anywhere on the door. I search high and low, finally, I found it on the floor.....
Stayed over at The Gallery Hotel on Sat so that we dun need to travel all the way from all parts of Singapore to Sinta's dad hse. The room was proudly sponsored by Mr Kim Hoon. it's a very nice and cosy room for me, Janice, Joei and Joy.... Oh btw, I was known as J'Von, pronounced as Jer Von, that day. Just so that all our names start with "J". Haha! Janice came up with the name for me. Sounds nice hor? I thought J'Von Ho doesn't sound nice, I told Janice it would sound classier if I take on Jas' surname so tat it becomes J'Von Gomes. Lolx! Anyway, back to topic.....
The hotel hor, very funny de. The room number is not anywhere on the door. I search high and low, finally, I found it on the floor.....
So cute hor?
This was the room in the original state. All nice, and cosy..... Can anyone imagine the mess it was in after 4 woman has stayed in it? Anyway, I din get to take a pic of how it looked like.....
I was the earliest to check in. The rest all came so late. Me and Jas then went to Liang Court to have our dinner first. It has been ages since I last been there. I used to go there when I was young, and I meant really really young. Used to go there with my parents after we take a walk at Clarke Quay. Had a walk at Clarket Quay with Jas after dinner. Feels good... Me and him haven had walks like this for a long long time. The place has changed so much. Now there's spaceships look alike strutures there that makes the entire place look so modernistic.
There.... those are the spaceships. Lolx! 
This is the fountain in the middle of Clarke Quay. Very pretty..... Couldn't resist taking a pic of it to post here. haha!
After that, I went back to the room while Jas went fishing. Janice came soon followed by Joy and lastly Joei. We had to get up at about 2.30am to start preparing to go over to Sinta's dad's hse so actually all of use din get much sleep.
Janice and J'Von (hehe) in the room before the rest arrive.
Joy getting prepared to be Jie Mei. (Can start to see the room getting messier already?)
Janice happy that she is almost done preparing. Joei looking lost......
Finally, all are ready to go... Aiya, Joy nt in the pic cause hor, my hp camera cannot accomodate so many pple in the pic when self taken. My hand not long enough to extend out. All pretty pretty hor? 
The four of us got orchids to wear on on wrist to brighten up our outfit. 
The morning tea ceremony very traditional de. A lot of customs to follow. Very interesting. Too bad we din manage to get Hoon to drink our specially concorted 酸甜苦辣. We prepared it as a symbolic thingy to mean tat they would go thru thick and thin together. Would have love to see his face downing those four shots. 
So after the tea ceremony, we accompanied the bride and groom to take more pics near their place before we retire back to the hotel room to get some sleep so tat we can better prepare ourselves for the dinner at night. Dinner was superb. Delicious sums it all up! Our dear Sinta looked so pretty! But I think she had some trouble trying to act all prim and proper. Lolx! It must have been hard on her. She normally so unlady like de. Wahahha!
So here's the pretty bride. 
Last but nt least, a photo of me and Jas. 俊男美女. Lolx!
Tat's al for the wedding. Sinta is officially married to Hoon. Congrats Mr and Mrs Kim! =)
So off to the chalet I went on Monday. A few words generally sums up the chalet. Tat's Sleep, Eat, Mahjong, Swim, Watch VCD. Very simple but very enjoyable and relaxing. Everyone had their share of fun and laughter.
Think hor, the highlight event of the chalet is celebratig Meow's bday. He was bathing halfway oblivious to all of use waiting outside the bathroom for him with a lighted bday cake. Someone off the lights hoping he would walk out bare to switch it on again. Haha! But lucky for tat dude, he didn't.
Chalet - $280 Birthday Cake - $30 Look on Meow's face when he saw us - Priceless
=) (recognise which commercial i took it from? hehe)
Friday, March 24, 2006
Exciting Weekend Ahead
This weekend is gonna be an exciting one for me.... Haha! Tonight, I am meeting Jacky and his gf for some drinks. He wants to intro his gf to me cause her gf's a M'sian. She could do with more friends here at Singapore.
Then comes the exciting part... Sat-The day before Sinta's wedding. I will be staying with Janice, Joei and Joy (hmm... how come all their name start with "J", I should change my name too) at Sinta's Dad's place, since we are Sinta's Jie Mei. Lolx! Shld be lotsa fun and laughter. And then Sun, is THE DAY.
Will get to see Sinta looking all pretty in her wedding gowns.
What is more fantastic is that, I dun have to work the entire of next week. It's chalet time!!!!!
OMG, no mood to work liao.... hehe!
Then comes the exciting part... Sat-The day before Sinta's wedding. I will be staying with Janice, Joei and Joy (hmm... how come all their name start with "J", I should change my name too) at Sinta's Dad's place, since we are Sinta's Jie Mei. Lolx! Shld be lotsa fun and laughter. And then Sun, is THE DAY.
Will get to see Sinta looking all pretty in her wedding gowns.
What is more fantastic is that, I dun have to work the entire of next week. It's chalet time!!!!!
OMG, no mood to work liao.... hehe!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
On a Rainy Afternoon
inoka says: i eatin the bee hoon
inoka says: cold le
inoka says:LOL
=Von= says:lol
=Von= says: i ordered mac...
=Von= says: waitin for it to come.
=Von= says: raining leh... lazy go out eat
inoka says:lol
inoka says:u very evil
inoka says:u oso noe rainin loh
=Von= says:er.... bo bian leh
=Von= says:they experienced de mah...
=Von= says:very near only... the mac guy coming from Queensway Shopping Centre.
inoka says:lol
Based on the above msn conversation, I should probably dedicate a blog post here to all the fast-food delivery man in Singapore. Cause hor, it's thanks to them I will be able to eat hot and nice burger in the office on a rainy afternoon soon. Waiting for it to be delivered.
Yes... lazy me, dun wanna go out eat. Cause of the rain. So the most convenient thing is to order delivery. Poor them, they have to feed people's stomach no matter rain or shine.
inoka says: cold le
inoka says:LOL
=Von= says:lol
=Von= says: i ordered mac...
=Von= says: waitin for it to come.
=Von= says: raining leh... lazy go out eat
inoka says:lol
inoka says:u very evil
inoka says:u oso noe rainin loh
=Von= says:er.... bo bian leh
=Von= says:they experienced de mah...
=Von= says:very near only... the mac guy coming from Queensway Shopping Centre.
inoka says:lol
Based on the above msn conversation, I should probably dedicate a blog post here to all the fast-food delivery man in Singapore. Cause hor, it's thanks to them I will be able to eat hot and nice burger in the office on a rainy afternoon soon. Waiting for it to be delivered.
Yes... lazy me, dun wanna go out eat. Cause of the rain. So the most convenient thing is to order delivery. Poor them, they have to feed people's stomach no matter rain or shine.
THANK YOU MR. MAC DELIVERY MAN!
Monday, March 20, 2006
It's another Monday again. So fast... another weekend gone.... Looking forward to Ms Sinta's wedding this coming Sunday.
Went over to her place on Fri to check out the dress that Ms Janice had kindly borrowed for me from her 大嫂. It fits nicely! And tat solves my problem. Joei, me and Janice also had a secret meeting at the balcony of Sinta's hse to discuss what we are gonna make Hoon do before we open the door for him to pick up Sinta on that day. haha!
Actually, poor Hoon. Marrying Sinta is already very hard on him.... Now, on his wedding day, he still gotta deal with us (the Jie Meis). Haha! You see, Hoon, Birds of the Same Feather Flock together. Lolx!
The highlight of that night was teaching Hoon to act like an Ah Beng so that he can go pick up Ah Lian girls. It seems like Hoon has a fetish for Ah Lian. Although Sinta qualifies as a Ang Mo Lian but Hoon prefers those traditional kind of Ah Lians. After being rejected "one too many" (Hoon, 2006) times, Hoon has decided to get a crash course from us. Joei and me taught him how to walk first. U know, those typical Ah Beng way of walking.... Legs open wide (as if their dick is too big), hands swing left, right, left, right at the back. Hoon tried his hardest to imitate but at the end, it seems like he's doing some kinda aerobics.
We taught him how to stand also, tapping the foot, shaking the entire body. Joei say he look as if he wants to pee. Haha! Oh well.... Hoon... it looks like you need to practice more. That was my first lesson. Complimentary. Should you need more lessons, do enquire with me on the course fee. Aiya... friend friend, can charge you cheaper one. Haha! I can get you a male coach if you want. He goes by the name Jason Beng...... haha!
Saturday, went for Guohua's ROM celebration with Jac, Jas, Kel, Eug, Adrian, Steven and Meow. Had a buffet dinner there before we proceeded to KTV. Long time no go sing song le.... Sat hor, KBox expensive leh. But 久久一次 lah.... Anyway, it was fun!
Here... I present to you. The 2 Singers of the Era!
Went over to her place on Fri to check out the dress that Ms Janice had kindly borrowed for me from her 大嫂. It fits nicely! And tat solves my problem. Joei, me and Janice also had a secret meeting at the balcony of Sinta's hse to discuss what we are gonna make Hoon do before we open the door for him to pick up Sinta on that day. haha!
Actually, poor Hoon. Marrying Sinta is already very hard on him.... Now, on his wedding day, he still gotta deal with us (the Jie Meis). Haha! You see, Hoon, Birds of the Same Feather Flock together. Lolx!
The highlight of that night was teaching Hoon to act like an Ah Beng so that he can go pick up Ah Lian girls. It seems like Hoon has a fetish for Ah Lian. Although Sinta qualifies as a Ang Mo Lian but Hoon prefers those traditional kind of Ah Lians. After being rejected "one too many" (Hoon, 2006) times, Hoon has decided to get a crash course from us. Joei and me taught him how to walk first. U know, those typical Ah Beng way of walking.... Legs open wide (as if their dick is too big), hands swing left, right, left, right at the back. Hoon tried his hardest to imitate but at the end, it seems like he's doing some kinda aerobics.
We taught him how to stand also, tapping the foot, shaking the entire body. Joei say he look as if he wants to pee. Haha! Oh well.... Hoon... it looks like you need to practice more. That was my first lesson. Complimentary. Should you need more lessons, do enquire with me on the course fee. Aiya... friend friend, can charge you cheaper one. Haha! I can get you a male coach if you want. He goes by the name Jason Beng...... haha!
Saturday, went for Guohua's ROM celebration with Jac, Jas, Kel, Eug, Adrian, Steven and Meow. Had a buffet dinner there before we proceeded to KTV. Long time no go sing song le.... Sat hor, KBox expensive leh. But 久久一次 lah.... Anyway, it was fun!
Here... I present to you. The 2 Singers of the Era!
That's Adrian and Eug.... Performing their 拿手歌。But I dun remember what song it was.
Me and Jac, 歌后 of the night! wahahahaha!
See how honoured Steven is to be able to take photo with me and Jac... Actually he look stoned. Not enought sleep ah. Btw, to all girls reading this.... he is single and available and his looks like tat guy from 5566, Wang Ren Fu. Interested hor, let me know leh. I'm be happy to do the intro.
Last but not least, the next eligible bf material, Adrian!!! Erm... He's acting cute lor... 美少男！
We sang till 1plus am ah... before we proceeded for mahjong and well... it was more mahjong on Sunday too. Haha!
Alas, back to work.... zzzzzzzz...........
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
恋爱初体验
I had my first experience of a proper relationship when I was 13. Whatever that was before that, was jus "puppy love". Haha! Nothing serious. I was way too young then.
This guy, we name him, Jack was one year my senior in school. Knew him thru a classmate. Couldn't exactly recall who my tat classmate was. I was staying late in sch I think for my netball training and somehow, my group of friends and him started talking. For watever reason I cannot recall (or was it my birthday, he wanna sabo me), Jack got an egg and chase me around the whole school wanting to throw that egg at me. That's how we met.
Words started to get round that he likes me and I found him kinda cute. Not long after (thru nights of phone calls), we started out together. Whenever I had netball training on weekdays, he would wait for me, buy drinks for me and after that send me home. He was in Boys' Brigade and he had drills on Sats. I had netball trainings on Sat too. So after that, we would normally go for lunch at either the BK or KFC at Thomson Plaza. Once in a while, we will go watch some movies.
Relationships are a lot simple back then. Dating was also unpretentious. Having a meal, watching movies was happy enough for us. He was sweet. The most memorable thing that he had ever done was give me this very unique present on V-day.
He wrapped up an egg in a box with the words "Fate brought us together through this egg" written on it. That was the 1st time, a guy actually moved my heart. It's just somthing very very simple, yet means a lot. It's really the thought that counts.
Of course not everything is 甜甜蜜蜜的. We had our quarrels also. I remembered very clearly this incident that hurt me. But now when u come to think of it, it's quite silly. I had long hair back then and I never ever had it cut short while in sec sch. So one day, I dunno wat came over me, I went to the salon and cut it short. It was ugly... nerdy kind of ugly. But at the time mah, dunno it's nt nice. I went to sch and show it to Jack. Guess wat? He laugh at me along with one of his friend and sort of avoided me in sch for a few days. So pissed! 2 of my good friends, Yenling and Xueyan told him off even. Haha!
Anyway, I know he's sorry for that incident cause many years after that, he wrote me a letter, saying he had always felt bad. And that he was so silly not to have appreciated the days when he was with me to make the relationship worked out. For all we know, we might still be together? No? I oso dunno....
In what ever case, we din break up because of that incident. We broke up cause..... er... i oso not sure why.... Maybe cause we started to drift apart? He started to hang out more with this other guy and this girl he claims he's friend was after. I din believe him and accused him of having feelings for tat girl. So I initiated the break up. For a while after that in school, we din talk and I hated that girl like mad (tat girl looks like Gong Li, by the way). But now, Jack and I are still good friends. We still hang out some times....
So there.... that was my 初恋。 Lolx!
This guy, we name him, Jack was one year my senior in school. Knew him thru a classmate. Couldn't exactly recall who my tat classmate was. I was staying late in sch I think for my netball training and somehow, my group of friends and him started talking. For watever reason I cannot recall (or was it my birthday, he wanna sabo me), Jack got an egg and chase me around the whole school wanting to throw that egg at me. That's how we met.
Words started to get round that he likes me and I found him kinda cute. Not long after (thru nights of phone calls), we started out together. Whenever I had netball training on weekdays, he would wait for me, buy drinks for me and after that send me home. He was in Boys' Brigade and he had drills on Sats. I had netball trainings on Sat too. So after that, we would normally go for lunch at either the BK or KFC at Thomson Plaza. Once in a while, we will go watch some movies.
Relationships are a lot simple back then. Dating was also unpretentious. Having a meal, watching movies was happy enough for us. He was sweet. The most memorable thing that he had ever done was give me this very unique present on V-day.
He wrapped up an egg in a box with the words "Fate brought us together through this egg" written on it. That was the 1st time, a guy actually moved my heart. It's just somthing very very simple, yet means a lot. It's really the thought that counts.
Of course not everything is 甜甜蜜蜜的. We had our quarrels also. I remembered very clearly this incident that hurt me. But now when u come to think of it, it's quite silly. I had long hair back then and I never ever had it cut short while in sec sch. So one day, I dunno wat came over me, I went to the salon and cut it short. It was ugly... nerdy kind of ugly. But at the time mah, dunno it's nt nice. I went to sch and show it to Jack. Guess wat? He laugh at me along with one of his friend and sort of avoided me in sch for a few days. So pissed! 2 of my good friends, Yenling and Xueyan told him off even. Haha!
Anyway, I know he's sorry for that incident cause many years after that, he wrote me a letter, saying he had always felt bad. And that he was so silly not to have appreciated the days when he was with me to make the relationship worked out. For all we know, we might still be together? No? I oso dunno....
In what ever case, we din break up because of that incident. We broke up cause..... er... i oso not sure why.... Maybe cause we started to drift apart? He started to hang out more with this other guy and this girl he claims he's friend was after. I din believe him and accused him of having feelings for tat girl. So I initiated the break up. For a while after that in school, we din talk and I hated that girl like mad (tat girl looks like Gong Li, by the way). But now, Jack and I are still good friends. We still hang out some times....
So there.... that was my 初恋。 Lolx!
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Bernie Vs Toffee
Hey... Look here! This is my buddy-at-work. He's Bernie the Bear!!!!
"Hi! I'm Bernie!"
I bought this bear yesterday at Barang Barang during lunch. He looks so cute on the shelf, I can't resist but brought him back to office. The other reason is that Bernie looks like my dog.... Toffee.
This is Toffee..
Toffee and I seems to have an affinity for each other. I saw her when she was only 3mths old. Nancy sold her to me... Her dog gave birth to 2 puppies and Toffee was one of them. When I stepped into the room tat day, Brownie (her name at that time) immediately strutted to me. Nancy said at that time, she normally won't one. Conclusion, she likes me! haha!
And the next most fascinating thing is tat, she was born on 15 Aug. Means hor, same birthday as Jas. Haha! So hor, see? Very 有缘 hor?
She's been here for 2yrs plus le and she has brought much laughter to the household. My dad absolutely loves her. He is so much more willing to walk a distance to buy food / snacks for her rather than for any other members of the hse. Haha! Although we are nt sure whether is Toffee afraid of the dark, whenever we go out, we will leave the lights on for her.
Now hor... cannot imagine life without her. Sometimes just look at her running around in the hse, will feel very happy le. Dunno why oso.....
Haha!Gotta stop now.... Bernie bear is asking me to get back to work le.... Lolx!Monday, March 13, 2006
My Weekend
Back at work on a Monday....
Had a normal weekend jus like any other. Nothing special.... Woke up late on Sat. Was suppose to accompany Yenling to the salon to do her perm, but by the time I got up and changed, she was done already. Haha! Went to meet her anyway. Now we both got nice curls. hehe!
Had a normal weekend jus like any other. Nothing special.... Woke up late on Sat. Was suppose to accompany Yenling to the salon to do her perm, but by the time I got up and changed, she was done already. Haha! Went to meet her anyway. Now we both got nice curls. hehe!
Can see from the photo my eye red red hor... Sianz... Sunday wake up eyes red and swollen again. End up din make it to Sinta's hse.
Anyway, another pic taken with Yenling with her new hairstyle.
Haha! So cool. She went to the same salon I went to. It's just a neighbourhood salon but it's very good. The lady boss very careful when she does rebonding, colouring and perming. So hor... feel more 安心 when she meddles with the hair. And most importantly, her charges are reasonable.
Me and Yenling went to eat. Actually is she and her sister eat lah. I no eat.... I ate at home le. But she and her sister are both starving after spending hrs at the salon. They no eat before they go mah. Lolx! After that, I went over to Jas place le lor.
Jas dad celebrating 50th bday. Ah Tan and Kel came over also. Jas dad and aunties cooked lots of delicious food for everyone. Caught a few cute shots of Maomao.
She kept looking out the window to see who's here. Haha! So cute!
Finally, her friend is here...... Lolx!
After the celebration, we went to watch Final Destination 3 with Jac, Adrian and Meow. It's one of those kinda teenage horror flick movie, but not bad lah. Jus tat everyone died in a very 夸张 way. The moral of the story is 要死的一定躲不过。Like Adrian say, 大难不死，必有后福 is fake de. Haha! Heard the FD2 is nicer leh. Must go find the VCD / DVD to watch.
Guess wat we did after the movie? Haha! Mahjong lor. Our favourite past-time. This time, I won money. Yeah! Haha!
Sunday hor... haiz... sianz ah. Suppose to go Sinta's hse, but cause of my stupid eye, din go. Missed out on the fun le. Hey girls, we try arrange another day can? Okie okie? When Hoon is nt around. So we can hv more outrageous fun. haha!
Know wat? Forgot which day hor, I dreamt that my teeth are falling out. Jus now I was in a bookshop, saw book on deciphering dreams. It says dreaming of teeth falling out signifies changes or transition to maturity (aiya i think it mean growing old lah). And the fear of teeth dropping means there's a resistance towards growing old. Wah lau! Means wat? I 怕老 meh? zzzzz......
Haiz... watever lah. Anyway, before I finish off this entry, one last pic... Jus wannt put it up cause it looks so cute. hehe!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
怎么办
“在一样的空间, 有人结合, 有人被放弃, 有人想放弃别人, 有人什么都不想...
结合就一定快乐吗? 分手就是结局吗? 这全部都是真实吗？” (From Jason Bro’s Blog)
我在同样的一天，两个好友让我又两种相冲的心情。
一个兴奋的带我去看婚纱，在筹备她的婚礼，另一个却告诉我她要离婚。。。我的心，处于在七上八下的状态。顿时，对婚姻充满了疑惑。
两个人相爱，有必要结婚吗？而结了婚，感情淡了，变了，离开时一定的吗？那婚姻的定义又是什么？
Actually, I am more affected by the news of the divorce. I dunno why but I feel extreme sadness. Maybe just emotional…. I cannot bear to see couples who after so many years together, end their relationship. Dunno why oso….
世界上，每个人都有过着自己的生活，走着自己的路。 好不容易，两个人走到了交叉路，遇见了对方，认识了对方，这就叫做缘分。能够在一起， 更是一种奇妙的缘分。我觉得啊，应该好好地珍惜。
有时候，停下脚步，想一下当初为何会爱上对方，可能，或许，能找回一些当年的感情。
Friday, March 10, 2006
Suay Suay Suay - Part 2
Following the bus broke down incident 2 days ago, yesterday I was late for work I think most likely due to it. Think they got not enough bus as they brought the fault bus to repair so they actually do away with 1 slot, hence I gotta take a later bus.
Today, me is super duper late for work again. Look at the time of this posting. Yes... I jus step into the office.
Just before Lornie Road, tat stretch, jam like mad. To make matters worse, the bus I was in had a minor accident with a Matrix.
I oso nt sure wat happen. I was slping, suddenly I felt the bus jerk very hard. When I open my eyes, this black Matrix was like right before me. Really damn close. At first I thought din hit. But when the bus stop at the next traffic light, the driver (with his 2 friends) of the Matrix came and knock on the door of the bus driver and ask for settlement. I dunno wat the fuck they talk about lah.
All I know is, I'm late for work again. And this time, is really really very late.... Haiz....
Today, me is super duper late for work again. Look at the time of this posting. Yes... I jus step into the office.
Just before Lornie Road, tat stretch, jam like mad. To make matters worse, the bus I was in had a minor accident with a Matrix.
I oso nt sure wat happen. I was slping, suddenly I felt the bus jerk very hard. When I open my eyes, this black Matrix was like right before me. Really damn close. At first I thought din hit. But when the bus stop at the next traffic light, the driver (with his 2 friends) of the Matrix came and knock on the door of the bus driver and ask for settlement. I dunno wat the fuck they talk about lah.
All I know is, I'm late for work again. And this time, is really really very late.... Haiz....
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Where did it all go?
For the first time, in terms of career and work, I feel lost.....
All the while, before I completed my degree or even way before that, I was clear what I wanted to do. Yet now, finally, officially stepping into the working society, I'm unsure of how it's gonna be.
Why is this so?
Robin is right. I seems to have lost my drive.... My drive to learn and my will to excel. I wasn't like this 3yrs ago. What happen? Am I too caught up in all the emotional baggage?
I can't go on like tat. I nd to be like how I was back then. The one who's sure and confident of what I need and what I want. The one who's filled with zest, motivation and drive.
I nd a rest.....
After tat, I'll carry on..... I'll be back..... I'm sure!
All the while, before I completed my degree or even way before that, I was clear what I wanted to do. Yet now, finally, officially stepping into the working society, I'm unsure of how it's gonna be.
Why is this so?
Robin is right. I seems to have lost my drive.... My drive to learn and my will to excel. I wasn't like this 3yrs ago. What happen? Am I too caught up in all the emotional baggage?
I can't go on like tat. I nd to be like how I was back then. The one who's sure and confident of what I need and what I want. The one who's filled with zest, motivation and drive.
I nd a rest.....
After tat, I'll carry on..... I'll be back..... I'm sure!
Suay Suay Suay
I damn suay.... Really suay.... Dog year really nt for me. 好不容易, this morning thought can be on time for work, end up bus broke down. Wah lau! See lah? Suay nt suay?
Think I 注定 late for work.
Damn sianz.....
Think I 注定 late for work.
Damn sianz.....
Past and the Present
At a time when I was struggling with the past and the present, I saw the following words in an MTV.....
The words seems to have spoken what I felt. And I desperately wanted to make the decision of facing the future alone. I didn't.....
Maybe it was the fear of loneliness tat stopped me or perhaps, it was really the love in me, the love that I once felt so strongly. I couldn't give it up.
And now.... I'm glad I did not make tat decision. For now, the past seems to have slowly crawl out of me. Tears no longer well up in my eyes when I see familiar scenes or hear familiar names. Sure, my heart still skips a beat or two when sweet scenes of the past flashes thru my mind, but that sharp pain which was so unbearable then, is no longer there. My biggest regret, would be ending up no longer as friends. It isn't the way I wanted but I can't do anything about it. It isn't my decision..... Oh well....
Of course the future ahead is still blur and greyish but then, who can say they are really 100% sure of how life will be like in the future? We all have to work towards it.
For now, I am happy the way things are....... and I certainly hope it stays this way for a long long time......
To him, I wish him all the best. To myself, good luck..... =)
我无法找回过去遗失的记忆,
也无法留住现在美好的幸福.
未来的一切相信只剩下伤害.
我不知道怎样面对 过去 和 现在,
所以选择一个人的未来。。。
The words seems to have spoken what I felt. And I desperately wanted to make the decision of facing the future alone. I didn't.....
Maybe it was the fear of loneliness tat stopped me or perhaps, it was really the love in me, the love that I once felt so strongly. I couldn't give it up.
And now.... I'm glad I did not make tat decision. For now, the past seems to have slowly crawl out of me. Tears no longer well up in my eyes when I see familiar scenes or hear familiar names. Sure, my heart still skips a beat or two when sweet scenes of the past flashes thru my mind, but that sharp pain which was so unbearable then, is no longer there. My biggest regret, would be ending up no longer as friends. It isn't the way I wanted but I can't do anything about it. It isn't my decision..... Oh well....
Of course the future ahead is still blur and greyish but then, who can say they are really 100% sure of how life will be like in the future? We all have to work towards it.
For now, I am happy the way things are....... and I certainly hope it stays this way for a long long time......
To him, I wish him all the best. To myself, good luck..... =)
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