Sunday, August 20, 2006

Celebration

I'm sitting here reminiscing the joys of yesterday. I truly enjoyed myself.... Thanks to everyone who made it perfect. =)

Jas had to go for a friendly soccer match yesterday, so I had arranged to meet Yenling and Edmond first. Edmond has jus gotten his car. haha! So now hor, go out with him more convenient le. He came to fetch me of course in his chilli red car. I like his car... Very cosy, very feminine.... He got lotsa cartoon characters strewn everywhere in the car. See?



Lolx! Those are evidences that his car is feminine. But ok lah... it nice....

That's Edmond trying to park the car. He can never park perfectly. He quotes is dad, "Park 这样美做什么?" Lolx! Then end up he park so near the next car I think the driver is gonna have problems going in ah. We were still speculating will the person scratch his car in a fit of anger. =p

After that, Yenling, me and Edmond we went to makan. We wanted to go eat at Pasta Cafe but alas, it's under renovation. So we settled for the cheaper version, Pasta Mania. Haha! As usual I had the Chicken and Sausage lor.... Still... It's nice.

At 10pm, we went PartyWorld KTV. I had booked a room there for all of us. The rest started coming soon after. There were plenty of jokes, teasing and laughter. Exactly the way I want it to. I just love having a big crowd gathered together sharing some laughs.

Kel bought me and Jas a cake. Tiramisu! My favourite as usual....

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The candles are getting a bit crowded aren't they? Haiz..... Another year older le..... *sob sob*

Meow says he wanna sing me a bday song before we cut cake but that blur sotong... He had to "dian" 3 times before he got the song correct. Wah lau! Birthday song so hard to find meh? Lolx!

So there.... after he got it right, he's singing it... So sweet. =)

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More photos.... Hopefully everyone did enjoy themselves.....

From left to right: Edmond, Han, Eug, Dear, Me, Steven, Yenling and Zhihao

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From Left to Right: Steven Smoking, Zhihao, Ah Tan, Dear, Me, Meow and Kelvin

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Edmond making funny face... Yenling dunno wat she doing.....Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

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Edmond, Yenling and Me!

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After the KTV, we headed for supper at Geylag. Went for the famous Beef Hor Fun. Haven't eaten it for a long time le. Yummy! We ordered other side dishes like Hot Plate Curry Sotong and Sambal Dua Tao. Hehe! Pretty heavy for supper hor... But who cares? We're all hungry le. After supper we all went home sweet home~

A birthday celebration the way I wanted it..... Where everyone's happy... and I'll be happy. That's all I wish for year after year..... Once again, 谢谢大家 for letting me enjoy myelf! ;)

Friday, August 18, 2006

Nice Surprise

Went for lunch with Sinta, Joei and Janice just now.... Had a very nice meal.... Long time dun have all four of us gather for a meal le... Actually not that long ago lah... haha! Last month we did when Joei and Janice gave a treat for their birthday.

The girls are so sweet! They gave me taka vouchers.... Cause hor.... I saw a Kate Spade bag very nice de, which I wanted to buy. That's y they gave me the vouchers, but the bag no longer available... Anyway, I use the vouchers to get something else for myself. A Coach Coin Purse! hehe! Nice nice de... So must post on blog to show the girls what is the gift they got for me. ^^
A simple but nice coin pouch to store my blings blings and cards. Thanks girls!

I bought that after the lunch and after I went with Janice to collect our convo gown. I look rather absurd in that gown actually. Haha! Cannot stop laughing the moment I put it on.... But still have to wear lo.... Next time take pic le then put up here.

After taking a walk at Taka, I went to Bishan to meet Ah Tan and Johnson. Wanted to wait for the rest and Jas to finish work then meet for dinner de. But last min, Jas says he gotta work till quite late so end up all of us went home le....

I was lazing around at home when suddenly.... Toffee started barking very loudly at someone at the door. I went to see and saw a delivery man at the door with a bunch of flowers... It was for me! hehe! I thought it was sent by Yenling cause earlier on she asked for my address. But upon checking out the cards, I realised it was from Jas!

Omg! He's so sweet..... It's really a nice surprise.... He knew he has to work late.... So he had arranged with Yenling to get her to choose flowers for me. He asked for tulips (which I like) but was told that that had to be pre-ordered.... so I was given Gerbera Daisies. Very colourful very bright.... Those kinda flowers which you see will make you smile..... =)

Flowers from Jas.... Chosen by Yenling. Hehe!

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A Gift from Jas.....

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Thought he didn't chose the flowers or go thru the process of ordering them himself, I'm happy... really happy that he did make an effort for me. :) At least he bothered to arrange with Yenling to give me a surprise. I haven had flowers for a long time.... This is the first bunch of flowers that Jas had given me in the past 3 years. He had given me a stalk before. hehe! I'm smiling like a fool now seeing the flowers. Lolx! =p

Since I'm talking about the presents I got here. I might as well put this up as well.....

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This is from my mum.... A pair of Birkenstocks. Thank you mummy!

I must say... this year I had a wonderful bday..... More to come tomorrow! And to all who sms me to wish me "Happy Birthday!", thank you so much. You've made my day by letting me know I am remembered.

Happy Birthday to Me!

It's my Birthday! Happy Birthday to Me! hehe!

Got some program lined up this weekend.... Will be meeting Sinta, Joei and Janice for lunch at the Korean restaurant. Janice is so sweet.... She took half day unpaid leave to lunch will us..... After that, Janice and me will be going to collect our convocation gown from Serangoon Broadway.

Sat is even more exciting! Hehe! We have planned to go to the KTV. Have made the bookings already. There are quite a few people going. Looking really forward to it. Haven't went to a ktv for a long long time le. Good good... Can enjoy myself this weekend before I start work again on Monday.

Oh ya... today was my last day at this company. It was good while it lasted... but it's time for me to move back to territories that I'm more familiar with. Looks like there are lots planned up already at the new company. Seems interesting.... Till then.... =)

Sunday, August 13, 2006

想起他

今天。。。我又想起了他。。。

不知道为什么,突然想到了他和他的女朋友。在想为什么他的女朋友住得这么靠近我,却从来没碰过他们。我在想, 看到了他们我会有怎样的反应。是应该打招呼呢?还是装没看到。。。想着想着,我幻想了如果有一天, 在工作的场合,遇见了,然后又有必要在工作上合作,我又该有怎样的反应。是应该说认识彼此,还是说从不曾相识?

接着,我又想,有一天,他们决定结婚了,会通知我吗?还是我会从别人的口中得知?

有一天,真的到了要结婚了。。。 我会对他说“Congrats! 我衷心祝福你们!” 我是真的会替他高兴的。是他应该有的幸福。

莫名其妙的想了一大堆。。。


我不是还在想他,或是还对他存有感情,就纯粹的只是想到了他。也许,这辈子,他都会是我时不时都会想起的人吧。毕竟,我们曾经有了很愉快,很美好的回忆。也曾经是很要好的朋友。如果有人问我,到现在我最后悔什么。我说啊。。。 应该就是没把握我和他存有的友情。=)

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Especially restless at work today. Probably because tomorrow is a public holiday. It's the Birthday of our nation!!!!

When I was very much younger, I used to be very excited about National Day. I would wait for the parade to start and watch through the entire show. I was also always hoping that I could get tickets for the parade cause I wanted the Goodie Bags. haha! Now... I'm still excited about National Day cause another chance to get away from work and relac. Lolx! So much for being patriotic huh....

I had Pepper Lunch for dinner yesterday. I wanted to eat something light after yoga de. But Jas wanted to eat there. He's practically craving for meat (any mean except chicken) since he's been back. Apparently, he says at the Thai camp he had chicken everyday and chicken is the one meat that he dislikes. Haha! So since he was back, he's been eating lotsa beef, pork and lamb. I still owe him a treat from Pepper Lunch actually. I lost the bet during the final of the World Cup. haha! But he paid the meal yesterday. =p I insisted he was the one who lost the bet. Of course he knows I'm bluffing.... =p

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<<选择>>
没有选择的选择,还算不算选择
当初选了,就订了
真的只能这样吗?

Friday, August 04, 2006

A Happy Day

Today is gonna be a happy day! Cause... 他回来了... Actually not yet lah... But soon le, in a couple more hours. =)

I'm on half day leave today. So at 1pm, off I would go to meet Sinta and Joei for lunch at 别府, to have the chilli hot hot ramen. *growl* My stomach growling with hunger already. =p Oh... I haven officially put up any photos of me in my new hairdo hor... so.... for those who can't get enough of me.... (as if there's any)... TA DAH!!!!!


Haha! A bit self-obsessed... I know... Haha! ok ok.... a lot of self-obessession... =p But who cares?! I'm in a good mood to be crappy. Cheers~ Have a good weekend all! * Lalalalalalala.... lalalalala....*

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Mid Week Wednesday

Yeah! It's mid-week Wednesday!!!! Which means 2 more days and he'll be back. I've had my share of fun when he went away, now really looking forward to him coming back. When he's back, it means weekend also. =p

I went Kuishin Bo for lunch yesterday. They have a lunch time special. If you can grab all the food you want and be done in 1 hour, it's cheaper than usual. haha! Me and Carissa and another colleague of ours chose the cheapo way of gobbling whatever we can in that hour. Haha! The food is also good. I had the sashimi, very fresh.... They even have the paper hot pot. Carissa had the seafood one hor, it even comes with crab leh. Worth it hor... Hehe! But their weekends dinner very the ex ah...

Tonight got a dinner date.... a special dinner date... haha! No lah.... I'm going for dinner with my new colleagues. I dunno why they arranged a dinner. Probably a get-to-know-you session before I start. I think there is another girl starting on almost the same day as me also, she'll be coming for the dinner as well. Probably, they will give us some stuff to bring home and read to prepare us for work. Exciting....

Alright... back to work... hehe!

Sunday, July 30, 2006

My Last Weekend Alone (before Jas is back)

Jas is coming back in 4 more days... Missing him quite a bit even though I'm having lotsa fun these 2 weeks. Haha! I realise my weekends hadn't been lonely....

Last Friday, Yenling and I went to join Edmond and his friends at this cafe call
Mind Cafe . It's like the Settlers Cafe where you can play boardgames and have drinks and snacks. They have many kinds of games which you can play, some not easily seen in Singapore. I like the game Snorta! the best... haha! damn funny sia... Heart attack was fun also. I still remember last time in primarty school I always played that de. That place must go in one big group then fun. Like tat can try out a few games..... And it's not ex lor.... We stayed from 11pm to 3am only paid $14. It includes a drink, snacks and the hourly charges... Quite cool...

I went MOS for the first time yesterday. Again it was with Yenling, Edmond and his group of friends. After hearing so many people saying that the place is quite disappointing, I had lowered my expectation of tat place. True enough, it's nt really fun lor. Actually, the place itself as in the decor and music is good. But the crowd jus isn't happening... See lots of wierd people there leh....

I especially like Pure. The room is so nice with lotsa whites all over... Next time I go I wanna try the bed seats like these....

Yenling and me! Oh... btw, I'm back to straight boring hair again. Couldn't stand my curls already. Not here not there, so I went to straighten out everything.... Haiz... I think I will miss my curls sia.....

Eh... This guy in the pic hor... I dunno his name. Yenling and me refers to him as "The Slogan". Apparently, he has a famous slogan that has everyone laughing. Hehe! Didn't really talk to him much but he seems pretty nice compared to this other irritating guy.... That other guy hor, take pic insists wanna sit between Yenling and me leh then put his hands on our shoulder very tight some more.... eee... Hate this kinda people.

This is Edmond's good friend.... Very nice guy... His name is Joshua. Very funny very cute.... Too bad... I think he's taken. If not can intro to my friends maybe... lolz! Actually ah... Go out with them feel very old leh... They mostly younger than me de. =p

We left at about 2.30am cause I got a curfew. Jason wants me to be home by 3am... He didn't wanna let me go MOS de at first.... Cause he say I drink already always very havoc. haha! Think he just jealous I going out enjoy he cannot go... haha! So in the end, he make me promise him cannot drink and must be home by 3am lor.... Anyway, it was getting really boring at MOS, so no harm leaving early....

Reach home damn super tired.... Plop onto bed and slept till this afternoon 1.30pm.... Now feeeling tired again.... *yawnz* Jus want this week to pass quickly so that I can see Jas soon..... =)

Friday, July 28, 2006

Welcome to the Cabaret!!!

I went for the musical, Cabaret yesterday. I got lucky cause I watched it for free. I got luckier cause I got the front row seats.... hehe! So I got a pretty good view.

The opening scene was good, something not easily seen in conservative Singapore. haha! I thought there was going to be more of it, but sad to say... no more lor...

It's more on the love story between the American, Clifford (quite good looking) and the cabaret girl, Sally (Emma Yong) at the place where they live in lor, which is this rented room somewhere. Then also about this old couple who love each other but didn't get married cause one is a German and the other is a Jew.... The story is set in Berlin by the way.

Ok lah... Overall, it's quite entertaining although some parts can be quite draggy. The ending was rather abrubt though. It didn't conjure up much emotions within the audience, or at least not in me. I was kinda expecting more scenes on the "Kit Kat Club" which is the cabaret club. Emma Yong was good though. Didn't know she got such powerful voice. Fei Xiang, needless to say, of course good de lah. hehe

Oh well... It's a nice experience. It was my first time watching a performance in Esplanade. haha! Mountain turtle hor... hahahaha!

Again it's Friday already. Hehe! My last weekend alone. Jas will be back next week. Hurrah! =p

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

我是幸福的

有时候,我真的觉得我是幸福的。。。

虽然,不是所有的事都是顺顺利利的,也有不开心的时候。 可是,我知道有了一群真正对我好的朋友,陪我一起笑的时候,我就觉得,上天没有亏待我。=)

这几天, 我不觉得孤单。谢谢你们,我永远的朋友。*muacks*

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I went for my yoga class yesterday... Wanted to do ashtanga, but then scared a bit too shiong for a Monday so I switch it to Hatha instead. Have not been doing much yoga recently... Very waste money leh... Pay le but not been going.... Cannot cannot ah! Must put myself back on momentum and start attending more classes.

After my class, I went to look for Joei. She's fixing up her hair at the Shunji Matsuo, the one in Isetan Wisma. She was suppose to just go for a haircut, but end up doing hair colour as well.... Woo hoo.... Nice sia. The stylist gave her a very hip haircut. Short at the front and top layer and long in the bottom layer. Like those you see in jap hair magazine de. The colour also very nice. Copper red on the top and and brighter red on the inner layer... Aiyo.... I like. Now tat I see how nice her hair is, I also thinking of doing something with my hair le. I need a fresh new colour for sure.... But I still deliberating between curls or straight..... Haiz...

Curls very mafan leh... But I like. I kinda miss straight hair too.... Wah lau... So difficult to make a decision.... Sianz... Nvm... I'll only be going to the salon on Sat. So I still got time to think. Lolx!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

A Lovely Weekend

Friday after work, I went to meet Yenling, Tween Teng, Guang Hao and Lup at Orchard for dinner. I had the craving for Teppanyaki again ( haha! 2nd time this week) and they gladly obliged. This time I had a taste of a few other choices cause Yenling ordered Squid and Lup ordered Oyster. I sat between the 2 of them and so I helped myself to theirs oso. Haha!
After dinner, we proceeded to the Balcony. Edmond and Jeremy joined us shortly.... Balcony hor... not bad leh. Quite a nice place to chill out and have a few drinks. Music is not too loud so conversations are possible. Nice...
They were have a Happy Hour Promotion like one for one and stuff like tat, but hor, I was tantalized by the description of the Mint Chocolate Martini. Somthing about the "melting chocolate", I cannot resist. Wah lau... but hor... haiz... disappointing. It tasted like courgh syrup... *faintz*
See? This is the Mint Chocolate Martini, see already also dun feel like drinking le.
Haiz.... Bo bian lor, so while the others are enjoying their beers, I had to finished that drink. To make sure I get a nice drink after that, I ordered the safest option. And that's ......... ICE LATTE! Hahahhahaha! First time in a pub I drink Ice Latte. But ok lah... Nice mah....
Yenling with her favourite beer, Kilkenny!
With Lup around, there are always endless of entertainment. He amuse us with his stories and his jokes plus all those "old secondary school time stories". Hehe! Actually, we all talk about the 丑事 of one another and had a good laugh teasing each other. Lolx! All this in good fun.....
After so many years le, can see all have grown up and mature over the years already. Even Lup whom use to play a certain emphasise on money have seem to mellow. Probably it all came with his experiences when he travelled around. It really feels good to gather with the right people once in a while and have a good time. Having known each other for so long, there's no need to be prententious whatsoever. Cheers~ Friends! =)
Hee... This is Yenling and me. My face looks bloated leh... Think I suffering from water rentention ah....
The Clown of the group, Lup and Guanghao. Amazing how this 2 can click cause Guanghao use to be sort of a nerd back in school days while Lup is a typical prankster. Haha!
Edmond and Tween Teng. Jeremy is suppose to be in the picture also, but he refuse to take photo.... So not sporting de. haha!
After spending hours at the Balcony, we adjourned for supper at the Kopitiam near the Youth Park for supper before we headed for home seperately. Hmm... wonder when can we all meet up again like tat. Probably the next time when Lup is back in Singapore ba. He'll be leaving for Aussie again on Tuesday.....
I reach home at about 4am I think. Wanted to go for Yoga the next day before meeting Joei, Janice and Sinta de, but hor... hehe! I cannot wake up in time. =p Plus, there was rain and I ended up being late meeting them.
Joei and Janice treated us to yummy Pepper Lunch and it's really good. Haiz.... Thinking about it, I remembered I still owe Jas a treat there as well ah.... haiz...
After that, we all sort of seperated. Sinta and Hoon went to look for some maternity wear while Joei, Janice and me shop around aimlessly. Din managed to see anything nice leh, so din buy anything. We did something very bo liao though. We wanted to use the toilet at Taka but there was a long queue, so hor, while waiting, we took picture..... Lolx!
Janice and Me. Any guesses for whose nice is that behind? Lolx!
Joei and me. We took several shots before we decided to keep this one. Cause hor, we keep truing to hide behind each other so that our face will look smaller then the other. Like tat not so fat mah. Haha!

Joei and I went for coffee after tat. Joei so nice, she accompanied me till it was time to meet Kel and the rest for movie. As planned, we went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean. Not bad... Quite entertaining and funny. I should probably get the dvd of part 1 to watch so I know more of what is going on. Joei told me prior to the movie, not to leave after the movie ended cause after the credits there is a surprise. Meow also heard from his friends. So after the movie ended we waited..... The credits was super long lor.... almost 10 mins i think, and i was starting to suspect could it be a joke that some joker started to make people watch the credit. There were a few others waiting also. I suppose they also heard of it ba.....

Haha! Indeed, there was a surprise.... I shan't say it here. People who intend to watch it hor, remember to stay till it finishes ah... The surprise is indeed a good one. haha!

So there, it's another weekend spent without Jas.... Jus one more weekend before he comes back.... I miss him....

Friday, July 21, 2006

It's Friday Again

Yoz... It's another Friday.... 2 weeks from now, Jas will be back. Hehe! Am counting down the days till he gets back here.

Tonight was suppose to have dinner with Janice, Joei and Sinta together with their partners de. But cause Janice got a supposedly "D&D" so she cannot make it lor, so the plans was changed to tml afternoon. Aiyo... they treating mah, so anytime oso can lah. As long as they dun runaway can le. hahaha!

Lucky tonight I got other plan, if nt hor, it will be a lonely Friday night for me again after Janice cancel the dinner appointment. I will be meeting Yenling for dinner first. After that we'll be meeting a few others from BPS last time including Ah Lup, Guanghao, Jeremy and Edmond. Yesterday was Ah Lup's bday, probably we can treat this as a bday celebration for him as well. So 巧 while we were planning for the meeting up, he's back from Aussie.

Wah lau. Now totally no mood to work lor.... Weekend mood le... Oh well... 混到时间到吧!Lolx!

Sunday, July 16, 2006

First Weekend Alone In SG

Jas has flown to Thai on Fri early morning..... And this was my first weekend alone in Singapore. There are 2 more such weekends to go.... Haiz...

I played mahjong on Friday as usual. But somehow, knowing that after the session I won't be seeing Jason like as always, it feels kinda wierd... Actually, this entire weekend, a sense of lonliness seems to envelope me. Feels kinda stifling....

Yesterday, was also another night of mahjong, but this time I played with Sinta, Joy and Hoon. Aiya... lost as usual. haha! But not much. Only $1.40. Hehe! After the game ended, I took a cab back to Yishun to meet Edmond at Northpoint Mac for supper. Haha! He was telling me how excited he was to have met up with Geri earlier in the day and how much he wish he would have one more chance with her. I guess he would have to take it slow ba.... After all they were seperated for 7 years already. But then again, we never know what the boss up there has got planned for us. So who knows? He might have his luck. haha! Jia You ah!

Edmond and me also talk about sch days stuff and what are some of the funny things that had happened before. We asked each other stupid hypothetical questions that are so ridiculous and we just cannot stop laughing. Both of us chatted for about 3hrs before we decided it's enough and time to go back home.

It always feels good to catch up with old friends.... To have a good laugh, to talk about the good old times....

I miss Jas.... So many more days to go.... Haiz....

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Confirmed

I've signed the appointment letter.....

Date is fixed. Work will commence on 21 August, after my 24th birthday. So exciting....

Wish me luck in my new job. Hehe! Hope to bring more good news after my 6 months probation. =P

Monday, July 10, 2006

The Last Match

Haiz.... I lost.....

I made a bet with Jas. I took France and he took Italy. The one who lost the bet has to give a treat at Pepper Lunch. Oh well.... Treat him next month lah. This month broke le. =P

Wah lau... I was still quite confident France will win de leh. Until I see Zidane kanna red card. In my heart I was thinking, "jia lat liao, gotta treat Jas le. haiz...." Dunno wat Zidane thinking leh. Such an important match. Maybe cause last match le, plus he retiring le, so he must 轰轰烈烈 for once ah?! Hehe!

And so, the World Cup winner...... ITALY!

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Saturday Night Fever

Jas was suppose to bring me go eat the Rochor Tao Huay yesterday de, cause he promise to treat me before he leaves for Bangkok, but end up I had Gula Melaka Tao Huay at Suntec instead. He normally dun like to go town on weekends de leh, but dunno why, yesterday he suggested going Suntec/Marina to walk walk. Maybe cause he knows I like to go walk walk so he wants to bring me there, make me happy before he leaves ba..... =)

Lots of us went together actually.... There was Kel, Eug, Yongping, Tan and "表哥". We went to the area outside Carrefour where there are lots of 小吃. I had the bubble tea, the Cold Noodle salad, Potato and Marsh and also the Gula Melaka Tao Huay. Yummy..... All very nice leh. The rest of the boys also bought quite a bit of food and we all share them. Oh...btw, I wore the new coloured contact lens I bought the other day. I bought brown. Nice leh. The effect is subtle. I like. Too bad, I din take any photo.... Next time ba.

After Suntec, one of the boys suggested we go watch the movie, 鬼域 (Re-cycle).


The show is quite ok... It is marketed as a horror movie but I think it's more than that. There is some sort of an underlying meaning in the whole show. It's about a writer, who falls into this dimension whereby all the unwanted things/people are there. For example, characters or things that a writer has thought of, wrote it, but then discarded the idea, or tombstones/ancestors that people have forgotten about or have stopped going to 记拜 them. There was also a place where the aborted babies are stored and they are suppose to carry on growing there.

Parts of it at the back are quite touching.... Not too bad a show really. After the show, all of us went back home le lor. When I reach home, haha! jus nice 3am, so I watch the Germany-Portugal match. I knew it! I knew Germany would win. Aiya, cannot give them the Cup, they would at least get 3rd place de lah....

See how ba... If I can "tahan" tonight, I'll watch the finals! Italy Vs France. It's quite hard to see who will win leh... But my guess is France. We'll see if I'm correct. ;)

Friday, July 07, 2006

Almost Weekend

Yippee!!! The weekend is almost here. Another hr more and I would finish work for the day. Tonight's mj session is gonna be more special. We are going to play at Jac's friend's place to play. Maybe, we get to play by the pool too.... Haha! Pool = water = luck. So we'll see who's the lucky one tonight. Lolx!

I have said "yes" the the offer from The Arts House earlier this week. Hope it's not a wrong choice.... Have always wanted to work there but somehow something seems to be pulling me back. But still, I'll get to work with Amnah again. Haha! It will be like back at Chijmes. So exciting! hehe! So far the job scope that was spelled out to me, everything seems interesting. After months of desk bound job, I am sure craving to get up and running. But very soon, I know, I'll be complaining again. We'll see about that then.

Alright, back to work now... Finish up the last bit and I can go enjoy..... Cheers~

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Umbrella and Me

I think hor.... I is fated not to get sheltered from rain de. Haiz....

Ever since I've started work here, there has been a few mornings when it has been raining. And without an umbrella, it's impossible to cross from the opposite building to this building.

Twice, I was stranded, cause I had left home without and umbrella. Ever since then, I have always brought a brollie with me, whenever I see dark grey skies...... And for the third time today since I have been remembering to bring it out, when I reach here, the rain has stopped. Thus no use for my brollie..... Wtf?!

To some people, they may feel it's no big deal. Cause it's jus bringing an umbrella lor.... But hor, for me, it's different. I, since last time, has never favoured carrying an umbrella around. Even when it's raining, I do not have the habit of putting one in my bag.

So now when I make the effort to bring it and I always dun get to use it, I'm pissed.... *humph*

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Flattered..... =P

Haha! I'm flattered.... Someone actually says he's glad he got the prettiest girl as his god-sis when he was in Sec Sch. And that god-sis is *ahem* ME! =P

....-------...... says: but that dae juz tok abt u
=Von= says: talk about me?
=Von= says: with who?
....-------...... says: my batch de netball gals

=Von= says: is it?
=Von= says: wat u all talk about?
=Von= says: shuo wo de huai hua ah?

....-------...... says: u got huai hua anot?
....-------...... says: i suppose so!
....-------...... says: hahah

=Von= says: ........
=Von= says: so bad

....-------...... says: hahaa
....-------...... says: no lah
....-------...... says: tok abt sec sch daes
....-------...... says: tok abt how i shld hav spend my sec sch daes
....-------...... says: tok abt my 1 and onli godsis
....-------...... says: summre sae sumthing i dun wish to sae
....-------...... says: having at that time the prettiest gal as my godsis
....-------...... says: hahhaa

=Von= says: hahahahaha!

...-------...... says: but till todae still proud to hav u as jiejie lah
....-------...... says: that i can boast around wif
....-------...... says: hahha
....-------...... says: after all u are the few whu hav seen my fat face b4

=Von= says: hahahaha! ya lor
=Von= says: at tat time short and fat
=Von= says: now different le huh?


Haha! Time flies.... Now this short and fat god-bro that I have has turned into a tall, handsome dude. Wah lau, now taller than me always "suan" me lor. He again is those few whom we seldome chat but still he regards me as his god-sis. Sometimes when i send him some forwarded msgs, he'll reply me and say I'm so sweet to send such an encouraging email when he needed it most etc.....

He is going thru some rough patch at the moment. Some girlfriend problem I think. Well, I hope he gets thru it soon. 加油!你可以的! =)

Something's Coming Up....

If all goes well, something exciting might be happening soon. Some changes are occuring that would define my future.....

Exciting.... Interesting.... hehe!

Monday, July 03, 2006

A Wedding

This is the 2nd wedding that I have attended this year. This time.... it's Guohua's.... a secondary school friend. We have never really spoken while at school. We just know of each other's existence, tat's all. Yet we all only knew each other better out of school. Well, tat's fate at work again I think.

Saw a few secondary sch friends at the wedding.... Those whom I have never met for a long time. Particularly happy to see Yilin after so long, my netball team-mate back in those days. Too bad, we din get to take a pic together.


Taken by Jac. Haha! See 2 different contrasting expressions on our face. Lolx! Love this pic....

Seeing a secondary friend getting married, it really reminds me that we are all now grown up. All of us are starting to take on new roles in life. Moving on from ones stage to another. Haiz..... I am getting older.... sianz....


But hor, while others are getting settled and all, I am still neither here nor there. I don't even have a proper permanent job for god's sake. Come to think of it, I think Jas is right. Both of us are not yet properly settled in our jobs so taking things one at a time is probably good. No point jumping into one thing only to realise the foundation is weak.

Jas in flying off in another week's time. He'll be off to Thailand for his reservist. He's gonna be there for 3 weeks ah.... We will be away from each other jus like the time when I was in Melbourne for 3 weeks oso. He promised to take me to go eat my fav Tao Huay before he leaves. Hehe! We'll make it this Sat!

There are more pics taken at the wedding actually... but I lazy to upload. Maybe next time ba.....

Thursday, June 29, 2006

After a Meeting

I'm still in the office....

Just finish a long meeting. Lots of things to follow-up tomorrow.... Gonna be a busy day again. So for now, I'm gonna enjoy myself first.

Off to a shopping trip with Jac. =P

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Time Zooms so Quickly

This 2 weeks have passed extremely. Everyday at work has been so busy and on so many days I find time is just not enough. I dun even have the time and energy to go for yoga class. I only went on Fri and yesterday this week. Must make up for it next week.

Things are pretty much running on a routine. Nothing extraordinary... Life goes on the way it does..... After telling me he wants to give the r/s another try and me replying I need some time to sort things out, we both left it as that.

I think both of us doesn't know how to broach on the subject. Maybe some time for both of us to think we we actually wan out of the r/s would be a good idea. We'll talk again when both of us are ready.

Weekend is almost over. It would be another busy day at work tml......

Monday, June 12, 2006

Emotionless

Ya... it's indeed surprising how calm I am.... I'm so calm till I feel scared too. For feeling so unfeeling... I seems to have lost all emotions.

The words kept replaying in my mind. I couldn't stop thinking about it.... It surrounds me and haunts me. I am clueless wat I shld do. All of a sudden, there's like a huge distance between us. There are so much I wanna say. Yet I dunno where to start. There's so many things I wan him to understand but I can't put it across....

Maybe we shld give each other some time to think things thru. But I'm afraid, time will only bring us apart even further and not heal like it's suppose to.

It's another sleepless night tonight......

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Why?!

It's a rainy and gloomy day out there.... Just like how I am feeling right now......

Jas and I had our long overdue talk this morning at 6am after we reach home from mj. He had sms sometime back saying we haven really had a good talk for quite a while and shld probably do so. When I saw the msg, I already felt something wasn't quite right. And yes... it's nt alright.....

I called him after I had bathe and getting ready for bed. Asked him what is it exactly he wans to talk about. He said, " I think it's time you look for someone better." The words came as a surprise and it hit me hard. I asked him why, he says he no longer has the faith that he can gimme what I wan in our relationship. He knows I have been giving way and has been very patient, he jus cannot bear to see me waiting and waiting for something that I really wan and he cannot give. He thinks I deserve better and shld probably move on. He says I'm no longer young, how long more am I gonna waste my time with him. He doesn't want to be selfish..... I have no words to reply him.

Jas says the next guy I look for, it has to be better than him. And while I have not met the next guy, he would continue to care for me, take care of me and love me just as before. He cannot bear to let me go, but he have to.....

What is this?! I dun understand..... So many times, I was the one who had wanted to leave but each time he was the one who had insisted that everything is gonna be alright. He told me before that good things dun come easily and that as long as we have faith, we will get what we wish for. And now?! He's telling me to give up. Just when recently I had the courage to forget the past and move on, he tells me to let go.

Can anyone feel my helplessness and me conflicting emotions? Can anyone tell me where to go from here? Can someone help me? I am totally .... totally down and out. Someone help me pls.... Tell me what to do pls. Why is all this happening?

It pains him to see me tolerating all the pressures I have from both his family and mine, it pains me the same to have him tell me his decision. We both know how hard it will be for us. I seems to have lost the light in my life suddenly. It's scary... Am I to accept all this? To take on this status of "Attached but Available" status?

爱情真的不能当饭吃. He told me de....

This is killing me.... This really will....

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Mid Week Wednesday!

It's already Mid-Week....

Looking forward to weekend. =) Going for Yoga again after work this evening. Doing Hatha with a different teacher this time, female teacher. Wonder how would it be.

Wah lau! I was super tired on Monday so when I was doing the Yoga, I cannot do a lot of pose. Whenever got the chance to lie down hor, I almost fell asleep. Jia lat sia! Hehe! I think Sinta misses Yoga. She's looking forward to do it again. But she has to do pre-natal. Haha! Maybe I can join her hor. It shld be so much easier than normal yoga. Lolx!

Feeling very full now.... wanna zzzz.... Had a very nice lunch at The Sandwich Shop jus now. I had their Honey Chicken Wrap and a Banana Caramel Yoghurt. Yummy.... I feel so healthy. The yoghurt very nice. Sour and sweet.... shld hv bought 1 more to leave in the office as snack. Nvm... will do that tml. ;p

Back to work now.....

Monday, June 05, 2006

Most people will know how much i fancy Nicholas Tse. He's so cute. Boyish looking and handsome in those bad boy kinda way. Love to watch his movies and see him smile.


Lots of my guy friends dun like him and say he cannot sing. But hor, i think his voice quite unique leh. Wah lah, tat time when he came Singapore and perform at an event in Yishun, me and my sis almost gone crazy with excitment of seeing him in real person. lolx!

Now hor, there's another guy who's slowly taking over his place in my heart. haha! And tat is 贺军翔。 hehe! After watching the 恶魔在身边, I am completely crazy over him ah. Maybe it's the character (阿猛)tat makes me head over heels in love with him. Cause he's those kinda bad boy with a good heart and extremely sentimental. Though he has the bo chup attitude, but he knows how to show his true feelings to a girl he loves. Aw..... Just thinking of it... aw.... So many times when I was watching the drama, I wanted to crawl into the tv. Why am I not Rainie Yang. Heard that she and 贺军翔 are good friends. haiz...

Well.... that's him.... =) Cool sia.... I jus have a soft spot for bad boys... Haiz.... 男人不坏,女人不爱。 hahahahahahaha!

Sunday, June 04, 2006

On a Sunday Afternoon

Woke up at 11am.... Then was lying in bed thinking, shld I or shld I not go for yoga. Feeling kinda lazy, so I dropped the idea. Will go do some Hatha after work tomorrow.

Later Jas in coming to pick me and my parents up. We nd to go over to my grandfather's place to pick up some stuff and then go for dinner. Maybe go Geylang eat at 126. My favourite Tim Sum place.... Hehe! Love the Ha Gaos there. Yummy! mmmm.... lolx!

Recently, there has been a spate of unhappiness all happening at the same time. Haiz... Good things never come in twos but bad things always like tat. Y leh? But anyway, I wanna put everything behind..... It's time to wrap up everything and end it......

Hope next week will be better. =)

A Different Weekend

This weekend certainly feels so different. Hehe! I'm home super early on both Fri and Sat. Though it feels kinda wierd, since normally Fridays I play mj till damn late and reach home exhausted, but somehow, I feel a sense of accomplishment? Lolx! Cause since I'm home early on Fri, I slept early too. So hor, Sat I woke up early too.

I'll usually sleep till like 1 or 2pm, sometimes 3pm on Sat. But just now, I woke up at a record time of 9.30am. Then I planned my agenda of the day.....

I slowly pack all the stuff I nd for yoga and get prepared to go out. I went over to Stella's salon for a haircut first. I've longed wanted to cut short my fringe but hv been lazy to go so since there's so much time I took a walk over to the salon. I ask Stella whether I shld straighten my hair but she say dun wan lah, the curls still so nice. Say maybe wait for 1 or 2 mths later then decide either to perm again or straighten lor. So she cut my fringe short and layer the back on my hair. So there... I got a new hairstyle. =)

After tat, I proceeded to Orchard to do some shopping before my yoga class..... Since it's the GSS, there so many people there. Wanna try clothes oso difficult ah. So i jus look look see see lor.

I attended Power Yoga class today. Wah lau... so tiring, but the workout sure feels good. Can feel the muscles in my whole body being stretched. Shiok! Hehe! After that, I took my time to shower and prep myself up. Then it was more shopping. The only thing I bought today was a skirt. Quite nice. Can wear to work or can wear it out on casual dates. Thought GSS can get some cheap clothes yet in the end the one I chose is not on sale de. Sianz...

Went back to Jas hse after the shopping cause Pat wanted to see Mao Mao. We planned to celebrate Mao's bday on 2nd Jul at Sentosa. It would be a doggie gathering. Haha! Lots of doggie going. It's gonna be fun man. Lolx! After Pat left, Jas and I went to meet Kel for dinner. Nothing special lah. Ate and AMK then it was Home Sweet Home. It feels good to spend a Sat quietly, once in a while. It's like getting in touch with myself. Some people might feel, "Aw... wat a boring Saturday." But to me, it's not... I get to do wat I wan to do at my own will without rush and hassle. It feels.....peaceful.... =) It feels nice.....

Oh well, since I'm back early again today.... I think I'm gonna wake up early and go for some more yoga tml. Hmm.... Shld I or Shld I not? A bit lazy leh, but if i'm gonna wake up early again, y not hor? See how lah.... I go check out the schedule again.

Tata!

Friday, June 02, 2006

东西不见了,我要那里找回来?

When something is lost, I guess it's lost forever. No matter how much effort I try to recover it back, I just can't. It refuses to be found.....

At noon today, I know it's gone.....

I feel thoroughly defeated. A part of me, seems to have seeped out of me. Disappeared.... I know I've lost it. Lost a friendship which I didn't learn to cherish. Lost a friend who was once so impt to me, a friend whom we had so much memories together. Yet.... it was me, myself who lost it. Now, everything has become lost memories.

It's hard to describe the way I feel inside me. There are too many feelings which words just cannot describe. I feel hurt, but since I was the one who did wrong in the first place, why shld I have the right to feel hurt? I feel disappointed, but I should have expected this disappointment. The feelings I have doesn't seems to be right. I am helpless. Ya... helpless is the word. There is nothing left for me to do.

I have to let go now, no? Yes I have to..... I have no other choice. Or maybe I shld say, I'm left with no other choice......

Yes.... it's gone....

Thursday, June 01, 2006

这样行吗?

两个人在一起,真的只要有爱情就够了吗?
有时候,好想什么都不理。但是,好难哦。。。 我能坚决地继续下去吗?还能等多久呢?
我不知道。。。。 我很矛盾。常会同时觉得很开心,很满足。不过也会在同时,觉得这些幸福感觉带给我的压力。 我害怕。害怕这样的生活很快就没了。
不知道。。。 可能我太悲观了。。。

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Dear Friends.....

Today is Shirley's bday!

Sent an SMS to wish her at 12midnight. I think she's happy I remembered..... as always. Hehe! She sent me an sms to apologise for not being able to meet up with me as often. Well... It's true. I only see her like, once or twice a year, sometimes, thrice.... But somehow, I feel the bond between us is always there. Even though, we dun even chat on the phone or sms often, yet whenever we do meet up, there's always so much to talk about and so much to laugh about. Tat's affinity, I guess. =)

Yenling and me is also like that. We've been like friends for 7yrs already. How time flies..... Me and her dun contact often too, but if need be, we are always there for each other. Then there are also the very few friends I made at SIM. In the short time of 2yrs, they have proven to be really wonderful, and encouraging mates. I hope I have nt failed them as their friends too. :p

I feel really blessed sometimes. For having so many good friends around me... so many angels surrounding me. =)

Well... anyway.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIRLEY! *hugz*

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Exciting things coming up

I have officially signed up with Pure Yoga. Signed a 1 year membership. Looks like there is no turning back. Have to make myself go for more classes to make worth my investment. Hehe!

Haiz... Sinta can't accompany these few months so looks like I must have self-discipline to go myself. Hmm... no choice. Our Sinta Mummy has to be careful. She'll join again during her 2nd trimester to do pre-natal yoga.

Talking about our dear Sinta Mummy.... She's so excited about becoming a mummy. And she's taken extra care. Like not eating chilli, avoiding some food. Haha! I think it's killing her not to eat so much chilli. But hey... Bo bian one lah. :)

Can't wait to see the baby of Mr and Mrs Hoon Kim. I is excited for them too! =p

U know wat's the one ridiculous thing I did recently? I bought a Tamagotchi!!!!!! Joei got one too. Hehe! We are gonna let them be friends. hehe! The last time I played with it was during my sec sch days lor. It was so popular back then. I think last time got imitation one, but I insisted I wanted the original one by Bandai. I think I lost it in a cab in the end.

NVM... Now, I got the latest Version 3 one, in light pink. So cute! Haha! I have been taking good care of it, and now it has mutated into something like a bird. Dun exactly know what it is ah. Haha! Joei and me plans to make Janice to get one oso. Haha! Then can play together. =P

Joei one hor... dunno y, dun wanna play game with her anymore. Seems like it keeps shaking its head whenever Joei wanna play with it. Maybe Joei is bothering it too much... hehe! Joei, go reset it and get a female lah. Then can be the gf of mine tamagotchi. Lolx!

K lah... Gonna stop here.... Wanna go wake Jason up ask him to shop with me before going over to Sinta's place.... Afterall it's GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! kekekeke

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

什么样的爱情最美丽?

最近,我再追看“恶魔在身边”。。。 看着看着, 突然,回想起了学生时代的恋情。 那种天真无邪的爱情,应该是人生最美好的回忆吧。。。。

从处于暧昧阶段,到两个人在谈恋爱,甚至是分手时,两个人的想法都是天真的,很单纯的。不是吗? 在没有压力或其他 factor 的影响下,一对小情侣就只陶醉在恋爱的感觉。彼此只在乎怎样表达对对方的爱意。只知道,我爱你,你也爱我就可以了。有时候,所作的一些事很傻,不过就是那种傻傻的爱情方式最让人怀念。

随着人一天一天的成长,对爱的那种表现,也慢慢的没有了。
因为对爱情有了某种要求和 expectation。现在,要爱的简简单单,我想应该不是一件容易的事了。只有在偶像剧里才有吧。。。。

haiz... 看了“恶魔在身边”就会了解我现在的感触了。。。。

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Just as before....

Finally... all seems to go back to normal.... funeral's over.... my fever's subside..... Gonna get back to work tml.

Still coughing a lot and it really irritates me. Can't drink too much of the cough syrup cause it makes me really really drowsy and all I wanna do is sleep sleep sleep.

Probably some yoga after work tml would make me feel better. Hmm... planning of doing 2 sessions of yoga this week to finish up my free lessons. Still planning with Sinta..... Got myself a new Adidas pants for yoga. Can wear tml already. hehe! Bought it on 30% off. So nt ex wor.....


Anyway, see the earrings below? Nice rite? They are all handmade 100% by my friend. She's selling them now. Anyone interested hor, please drop me and email: yvonne_aug18@yahoo.com.sg

All these are single piece items so no nd worry will wear same as others de. She got other designs lah.... but I never put all the photos. Email me ba... if wanna see more.

What the F***?

Me is ANGRY!!!!

I dun see the need to explain the nitty nitty details and is tat so fucking wrong?!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

他。。。走了。

今天是母亲节,他。。 。走了。

接到消息后,我们马上赶到, 可是,来不及见他一面。我到的时候,他已经离开了。看着他那面无表情的脸,没有呼吸的身体,忍不住,眼泪流了下来。

他看起来很安详, 不像有带着遗憾离开。


他这一世,做了很多错事,带给许多人很多的困扰, 不过在他人生的最后一段路,还是有人陪着他。让他好过一些。

我一直以为,他在不在,对我来说没太大的分别。可是,在那一刻,我心里却有一股非常悲伤的感觉。毕竟,我也叫他“阿公”,叫了二十年了。虽然,从没感受过他对孙子的爱,也没听过他的好,不过,我们总是有关系的。再陌生,都变得不太陌生了。


希望他这一世领悟不到的东西,来世能够得到。可能的话,也许。。。我不会介意在当他的孙女。。。

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Yoga for the 1st Time

Seeing how enthusiastic Sinta is about Yoga, I decided to give it a try.... Afterall, it contributes to my desire to lose weight.

I went to a trial class with Sinta at Pure Yoga. Was suppose to do hot yoga. Hot yoga is actually yoga done in a hot room where the temperature is like almost 40degrees. 40 degrees!!! Can you imagine that?

But anyway, I couldn't make it in time for the class, so we ended up going for the Ashtanga Yoga which the staff there says could be difficult for a beginner like me who has never done any yoga before. Was pretty nervous about it. Heard that yoga needs flexibility to do some of the wierd poses. Rather afraid I might burst out laughing doing the funny funny stances.

Turns out..... It was good! I work muscles all over my body....some of which are those that have never been worked on for like the past 8 or 9 years.... Well I haven been doing any proper exercises since Sec sch lor..... I feel really energetic throughout class. Some of the poses are quite challenging and it's tough for me. Still, I feel awesome being able to work out. Haha!

So I hv decided, I wanna join Sinta.... Hehe! Though a bit ex, but since I am paying so much for it, I might be motivated to go more often hence having more exercise. Moreover I prefer it for it's shower facilities. Cool!

Now I can start to feel those muscles which were neglected before starting to ache from the exercise just now. Think it's probably gonna feel worse tml. But if it really helps me to shed some flab, then I think it's worth it.

Well, Jas says he'll sponsor my yoga attire... Haha! Though not pro, but with proper attire, can act a bit lah.... Like tat more keen to go more often mah. Lolx!

Gotta sleep now.... Super tired....

Monday, May 08, 2006

Things that Makes me Happy

Simple things makes me happy.....

1. Falling in love
2. A call from him to let me know he's home safe
3. Family dinner
4. Outing with good friends / or simply just coffee
5. Being with him
6. A good game of mahjong
7. A simple msg from friends (feels nice to be remembered)
8. Lying in my room in the middle of the night listening to good music and thinking back on sweet memories
9. Shopping
10. Watching a good movie

and so the list goes on.....

Actually there are much more things that keeps me happy. And sometimes it's so simple that I dun even remember.....

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Another Weekend Gone~

It is a Sunday evening again.... Very soon.... Monday will come and I have to get back to work. Not that I dread going to work. It's fun and the people there are nice. In fact the feeling of working there feels like the days when I was still in Poly being in the same class as Carissa. Haha! We get to gossip, shop during lunch etc....

But going to work, means I have to get up super early in the morning. AND! I hate the train rides where I have to push and shove with all the kiasu people who 1. are afraid they cannot get into the train, 2. wanna get in first hopefully they can get a seat, 3. wanna rush into the empty trains that comes to Yishun to fight for a seat or 4. are simply kiasu. Haiz....

That's not all, I still have to get pushed very rudely by people who will do anything to get to a seat where someone gets up to alight. Oh well....

Anyway, I am looking forward to the long weekend coming up soon.

Wanted to watch Hostel at Jas place yesterday. We got the DVD. But think the DVD is spoiled. Sianz... Heard so much about it but cannot watch at all. Haiz....

On the spur of the moment, Jas decided to buy a DVD/VCD player to put in his room . If nt very wasted mah, got TV in the room but can only play Playstation games. So we went to Courts to see see look look. He decided on a Philips Home Theatre System (small one lah) upon his fren's (who's working there) recommendation. I bought a Pioneer Mini-Combo for myself. Hehe! Jas will help me pay a bit oso lah.... tat's y I bought. Lolx! The mini-combo can play VCD and DVD oso. So probably the next thing I gonna get ia TV in my room. Haha! Tat's will have to wait next mth lah.... Then can rent drama serials and watch all I want in my room. In the meantime, I will make his of Jas' home theatre system. hahahahaha!

After that, we went to watch MI3 ... It was pretty good. Good story, good moves.... Worth the price of the ticket, I guess..... 11 of us went .... We took up almost the entire row. Lucky we went early to get the tickets. We reached at about 7 plus, and the 11.30pm and 12.30am show is all full. So we had to settle for the 12.50am show instead. Any later, we probably would hv to give the show a miss.

By the time we finish the show, it was 3am. Shawn and Yongping wanted to go fish at Bishan Park so me and Jas tagged along lor. Him and I din fish much lah.... We jus sat there chatting.... Pretty nice. =) Reached home early this morning.

Gotta go wake Jas up now.... we're going out for a dinner with my grandmama to celebrate Mother's Day in advance....

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Look like Me?

This is a cartoon version of Me! Hehe! Jac send me last night de... Say it looks like me.

Where got? My eyes not so big and my eyes not so slim leh..... Lolx! Nvm... I will strive to look like her.

I am gonna join Sinta for her Yoga classes at Gaia. And I'm gonna make sure I practise it regularly.

So many years of no exercising is scaring me.... If I continue like this, everyday jus eat, sleep, work, I think I'll be wearing Size M soon.... NO NO No.... that cannot happen..... 吓死人!

But hor, I scared later I dun hv the determination to carry on. Then will be 半途而废 leh. So... Sinta babe, you must motivate me ya?

Oh... and Janice, u wanna consider joining us? hehe! then more fun mah.... =p

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

I desperately nd to go on a diet. After all that food I have been stuffing myself during the long weekend, I really nd to diet. But hard lah.... Carissa jus made cookie for us all in the office. She made Chocolate Chip and Double Chocolate. Haha! Both my fav... cause no nuts. hehe! Yummy....

See lah... like tat how to diet? I was still thinking of going on fruits and vege diet or low carb food this week... But with those cookies.... haiz....

Maybe next week then..... Hehe!

He Will Be Gone Soon

I thought I was totally unaffected by the news that he would be gone anytime.... But the fact was that I am bothered by it... slightly...

When I saw him at the hospice, he was a far far cry from how I remember him to be. He used to be loud, energetic especially at cursing and swearing others. Yet now, his voice barely audible. I felt a tinge of sadness for him. And a bit of guilt for saying those things before and feeling the way I did before. I guess, that is only human.

I probably would feel the same way seeing any other old man/woman sick with a terminal diesease, on the verge of dying. God bless him.....

Monday, May 01, 2006

Off To JB Again!

After the unsuccessful trip the day before, we were determined to make it the next day. This time, we had Eug and Steven join us. Not much jam and we made it across happily. I so 兴奋. Wanted to take a pic of the sight we see across the Causeway. But before I can take a pic properly, Steven pressed the shutter....

And all I got was this "artistic" pic. Steven claims this is an artistic one..... *faint*

We went to Holiday Plaza hoping to get some 收获, but hor... alas... I din get to buy anything. Nothing I like leh.... Anyway, the main focus is the dinner! Hehe! Yes... food food and more food... Me is pig.... =p

Adrian drove us to 大马花园 for our seafood feast. This is the store Jac recommended.... Cheap and good!

The place is damn smokey and warm but for the quality of food and the price... aiya... it's worth it lah... While waiting for food, me took some pictures....

Me and Jac. Wanted to take with our coconut drinks de... But hor... can only see the straws. Haha!

The boys posed like drinks advertisement lor... One is 代言人 for kickapoo, the other for tiger beer and another for pepsi. hahahahaha!

Here comes the food.....

Actually there's more than what is seen in the pic... The table cannot accomodate so many dish at one time leh...

This is Sambal Lady's Finger. Jac's favourite dish.

I like the Black Pepper Crayfish!


Apart from the Seafood, we also ordered Bak Kut Teh... The soup so nice... *slurp* hehe! Wah.... So sad... Meow no join us... While we are enjoying ourselves, he had to slog at work... nvm nvm.... we plan one more day k? Then you can join us le. =)

Then.... it was off to mahjong again. haha! This time no win le... Kanna tio pau by Steven. Lolx!

Reflecting on all these happy memories, something Jac said earlier came to my mind again. She said it's amazing how me and her can become so close. In the blink of an eye, we have known each other for 2years le. I told her this is 缘分 lor. She say is 迟来的缘分. I feel it's not... Maybe had we met earlier, we might nt have become good friends. This is the amazing thing about 缘分.

Again, it all boils down to meeting the right person at the right time. I guess, this time, I met a friend at the right time and this had blossom into a beautiful friendship. =)