就在大年初一，一个新年的到来，也是某些关系和感情的结束。这也只能说是误会拖延太久，到了一个无法再挽回的结果。
结束了。
心痛的只有一位可怜的老人家。
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Catching up session
Had a great evening with Jasmine. (She missed my wedding dinner cause she was stuck in Amsterdam.... heavy fog.) Met her up for dinner. Serina was suppose to come but she forgot!!!! Hahaha! Looks like we need to arrange another "catch up session"
Jasmine's still looking great. Good to know she is doing well. We chatted on everyone we know and update each other on how we are doing. It always feels good to stay in touch.
I got a backlog of many many previous entries and photos that I wanted to post up. Feeling lazy about doing it. Not sure when I will actually post it all up. Someday when I feel better...... =p
Jasmine's still looking great. Good to know she is doing well. We chatted on everyone we know and update each other on how we are doing. It always feels good to stay in touch.
I got a backlog of many many previous entries and photos that I wanted to post up. Feeling lazy about doing it. Not sure when I will actually post it all up. Someday when I feel better...... =p
Monday, December 15, 2008
He had only led a good life for the first 7 years.... After that, his life has been hell. Yet he had chosen to stick by the man whom have given him all the trouble.
Finally he has learnt to let go a bit. Frustrating for him, but I'm sure life ahead will be easier for him.
I know he is sad to see his father go. But given the current circumstances, that is the best option for all of us. Just a bit more to go..... just a short way more to go.
We can make it.
Finally he has learnt to let go a bit. Frustrating for him, but I'm sure life ahead will be easier for him.
I know he is sad to see his father go. But given the current circumstances, that is the best option for all of us. Just a bit more to go..... just a short way more to go.
We can make it.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
最后的冲刺
I'm at the final stage..... Confirming the guests.... and then I just wait for the day to come..... and be over. =p
Monday, November 17, 2008
Grumbling....
As the date for the wedding dinner draws nearer, there's more and more things to be done and to get ready.
Sometimes I feel that it is freaking suffocating. Why must do so many things? Part of me just wanna get it over and done with. Probably when it is over, I'll be able to breathe easier.
It doesn't really matter much to me. I'm considered married already so does it matter if the dinner takes place at all? Haiz..... So much to do just for a 仪式. And the worst part is the high cost. I can buy a few more LVs and Gucci with wat I am spending on it ah. TMD!
Sometimes I feel that it is freaking suffocating. Why must do so many things? Part of me just wanna get it over and done with. Probably when it is over, I'll be able to breathe easier.
It doesn't really matter much to me. I'm considered married already so does it matter if the dinner takes place at all? Haiz..... So much to do just for a 仪式. And the worst part is the high cost. I can buy a few more LVs and Gucci with wat I am spending on it ah. TMD!
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Just came back from watching "画皮" with Jas. Eh.... won't say it's a very nice show lah, but ok to watch. Entertaining enough I guess.
Somehow I felt very touched when the male lead was suppose to kill his own wife cause everyone thought his wife was the "妖精". At that point of time when everyone was saying she had to be killed, he said, "她是妖精，我一定会杀。可我身为她丈夫，怎么能放弃她？" Dunno y, at this point my tears started flowing. Still he had to stab her to her death.
When he faced the real fox demon and wanted to commit suicide, he ask tat fox demon to save his wife. And upon saving the wife to tell her that, "我不是个好丈夫。我爱你(refering to the fox demon，可我已经有了佩蓉。" I feel wierd here.... He fell in love with another woman, but he did not betray his wife physically. Does that constitute as betrayal still? Emotional betrayal? Which is worse. Betraying the partner physically or emotionally? Was it only responsibilty that stopped him from being with the other woman?
Something to ponder about...... hmm.....
Somehow I felt very touched when the male lead was suppose to kill his own wife cause everyone thought his wife was the "妖精". At that point of time when everyone was saying she had to be killed, he said, "她是妖精，我一定会杀。可我身为她丈夫，怎么能放弃她？" Dunno y, at this point my tears started flowing. Still he had to stab her to her death.
When he faced the real fox demon and wanted to commit suicide, he ask tat fox demon to save his wife. And upon saving the wife to tell her that, "我不是个好丈夫。我爱你(refering to the fox demon，可我已经有了佩蓉。" I feel wierd here.... He fell in love with another woman, but he did not betray his wife physically. Does that constitute as betrayal still? Emotional betrayal? Which is worse. Betraying the partner physically or emotionally? Was it only responsibilty that stopped him from being with the other woman?
Something to ponder about...... hmm.....
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Gen's Wedding - Random Thoughts
Just got back from Gen's wedding.
Exhausted..... physically & mentally......
As I was talking to a girl I met just today who was also a "sister" for Gen, I came to a sudden realisation that I have known Gen for 10yrs already. Known her when I was straight out of Sec 4.... while I did part time job to help pay for my shopping. Known her when I was only 16..... Wow! 16yrs old seems like such a long long time ago for me. And those few years was probably the best time of my life and was also the period of time where I grow up the quickest from just a girl to woman. We went thru it together in a way and thru lots.....
Now 10yrs later, both of us are "Mrs". Though probably not quite the way I thought we would be. Lolx! But nonetheless, I am really, truly, happy for her. Seeing her getting married, going through the rites, seeing her smile, laugh, love and be loved is just like seeing my own sister getting married. It's hard to describe the kind of feeling I have for her...... just.... happy....
Congratulations, my dear Gen! =)
Randoms:-
- Met Sherry who is a friend of Gen. She knew that I got married. Asked me a question that got me stunned for a while. She asked, "If I remembered correctly, your husband is Eddy rite?" Er....... Er.....
- Not sure since when I have quit drinking. To put it more correctly, I should say I have quit getting drunk..... Gave up wanting to be drunk. Dun wan to drink myself silly anymore and do silly things and have silly thoughts. I rather face the reality in my most sober mind, thus I quit!
- Mildly disappointed that some people are not gonna be able to make it to my wedding. One had to go overseas for work while another just say he not coming. Bleh! :(
Exhausted..... physically & mentally......
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As I was talking to a girl I met just today who was also a "sister" for Gen, I came to a sudden realisation that I have known Gen for 10yrs already. Known her when I was straight out of Sec 4.... while I did part time job to help pay for my shopping. Known her when I was only 16..... Wow! 16yrs old seems like such a long long time ago for me. And those few years was probably the best time of my life and was also the period of time where I grow up the quickest from just a girl to woman. We went thru it together in a way and thru lots.....
Now 10yrs later, both of us are "Mrs". Though probably not quite the way I thought we would be. Lolx! But nonetheless, I am really, truly, happy for her. Seeing her getting married, going through the rites, seeing her smile, laugh, love and be loved is just like seeing my own sister getting married. It's hard to describe the kind of feeling I have for her...... just.... happy....
Congratulations, my dear Gen! =)
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Randoms:-
- Met Sherry who is a friend of Gen. She knew that I got married. Asked me a question that got me stunned for a while. She asked, "If I remembered correctly, your husband is Eddy rite?" Er....... Er.....
- Not sure since when I have quit drinking. To put it more correctly, I should say I have quit getting drunk..... Gave up wanting to be drunk. Dun wan to drink myself silly anymore and do silly things and have silly thoughts. I rather face the reality in my most sober mind, thus I quit!
- Mildly disappointed that some people are not gonna be able to make it to my wedding. One had to go overseas for work while another just say he not coming. Bleh! :(
Sunday, September 14, 2008
有情人终成眷属
I'm so happy.... happy for a pretty bride. =)
Attended Esther's wedding just now. I must say she is one of the prettiest bride that I have ever seen. She already looks lovely on normal days, not to say stunning on this special day of hers. Her wedding is at Grand Shanghai. Very nice place with a very nice feel. There is even a lady who sings all the old old chinese songs the whole night through and she's real good.
The beautiful couple made a dramatic entrance or what we usually call as the first march in. They actually rode a Harley in to the music of "上海滩". Their 2nd march in was just as drama. Esther wore a short cheongsam and she held a feathery fan while walking around. Music of " Ja Jambo". Really to the mood ah. Their friends, brothers and sisters were all walking around dress to the theme oso. All of them was so sporting.
While they were on stage, doing their toasts and acceding to the funny requests like dance and kiss, I looked at Esther and couldn't help but feel my eyes starting to tear. Suddenly, I recall all the things that Esther, me and Shirley had done before. Like, rushing projects at my house, going out clubbing, taking photos etc.... Unknowingly, we had known each other for quite some time and went thru a stage of growing up together. It's heartening to know that she has found her happiness. Really hope for her to be able to be this blissful forever.... God bless.
Esther is another person whom I feel has the 傻人有傻福 kind. To me she is always a bit blur, but puts in a lot of effort and a with simple wishes in life. For such people, I always feel that God seems to save the best things for them. Among friends, Esther & Shirley have always been rather special to me. Maybe cause since young, I never had much close female friends. In sec sch, most of my friends whom I feel I can relate to are guys. in poly, other than Carissa, Esther and Shirley are the ones whom I feel totally comfortable with. They are nothing like those 小姐小姐pattern whereby a bit a bit oso not happy. They are always frank, without pretence. Hence, I have always hold high regards for them. Am just really happy that both of them are happily married. Next would be my turn......
Time passes.... we are all in our next stage of life..... let's all 加油 and life beautifully, happily ever after. =p
Attended Esther's wedding just now. I must say she is one of the prettiest bride that I have ever seen. She already looks lovely on normal days, not to say stunning on this special day of hers. Her wedding is at Grand Shanghai. Very nice place with a very nice feel. There is even a lady who sings all the old old chinese songs the whole night through and she's real good.
The beautiful couple made a dramatic entrance or what we usually call as the first march in. They actually rode a Harley in to the music of "上海滩". Their 2nd march in was just as drama. Esther wore a short cheongsam and she held a feathery fan while walking around. Music of " Ja Jambo". Really to the mood ah. Their friends, brothers and sisters were all walking around dress to the theme oso. All of them was so sporting.
While they were on stage, doing their toasts and acceding to the funny requests like dance and kiss, I looked at Esther and couldn't help but feel my eyes starting to tear. Suddenly, I recall all the things that Esther, me and Shirley had done before. Like, rushing projects at my house, going out clubbing, taking photos etc.... Unknowingly, we had known each other for quite some time and went thru a stage of growing up together. It's heartening to know that she has found her happiness. Really hope for her to be able to be this blissful forever.... God bless.
Esther is another person whom I feel has the 傻人有傻福 kind. To me she is always a bit blur, but puts in a lot of effort and a with simple wishes in life. For such people, I always feel that God seems to save the best things for them. Among friends, Esther & Shirley have always been rather special to me. Maybe cause since young, I never had much close female friends. In sec sch, most of my friends whom I feel I can relate to are guys. in poly, other than Carissa, Esther and Shirley are the ones whom I feel totally comfortable with. They are nothing like those 小姐小姐pattern whereby a bit a bit oso not happy. They are always frank, without pretence. Hence, I have always hold high regards for them. Am just really happy that both of them are happily married. Next would be my turn......
Time passes.... we are all in our next stage of life..... let's all 加油 and life beautifully, happily ever after. =p
Monday, September 08, 2008
Me Still Alive
Haha! Did a disappearing act for a couple of weeks. Been lazy to update lah.
Other than lazy, I buzy oso lor. Busy watching, "命中注定我爱你". Another of those Taiwanese idol drama..... nice mah.... Like the storyline. But as usual while watching such shows, I'll always think to myself that, "In real life, dun have this kinda romance one lah". Lolx!
But still, I like to immerse myself in such a storyline, in the other world, once in a while. 人要有幻想吗。。。Hehe!
Other than watching show, been busy with work and the wedding lor. Haiz... very fast leh. Now Sept already. Another about 3 more mths or so and it's D DAY. Actually I can't wait for it to be over cause there's so much things to prepare, very tedious leh. And worse still, spend a lot of money. =p
Anyway, once it's done, it's like another tick in one of life's "to-do list". And it's time to move on to the next.....
Oh.... by the way, failed my driving test. Retake on 30 Oct. Hope i make it this time. =p
Other than lazy, I buzy oso lor. Busy watching, "命中注定我爱你". Another of those Taiwanese idol drama..... nice mah.... Like the storyline. But as usual while watching such shows, I'll always think to myself that, "In real life, dun have this kinda romance one lah". Lolx!
But still, I like to immerse myself in such a storyline, in the other world, once in a while. 人要有幻想吗。。。Hehe!
Other than watching show, been busy with work and the wedding lor. Haiz... very fast leh. Now Sept already. Another about 3 more mths or so and it's D DAY. Actually I can't wait for it to be over cause there's so much things to prepare, very tedious leh. And worse still, spend a lot of money. =p
Anyway, once it's done, it's like another tick in one of life's "to-do list". And it's time to move on to the next.....
Oh.... by the way, failed my driving test. Retake on 30 Oct. Hope i make it this time. =p
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Monday, August 04, 2008
我的 Tiffany
My this year's birthday present is also my first Tiffany!
Jas 心血来潮 decided to buy me my birthday present earlier. After my driving lesson, he ask me to go down to Orchard to meet him to choose. He say I can choose either a Gucci Bag or a Tiffany bracelet ( i hinted to have a bracelet for birthday this year, but i no mention Tiffany leh).
Of course the first thing that i went to see is Gucci lor. Saw a bag i quite like, but was over 1k. i find too ex so we went to Tiffany lor. He chose a Atlas serise bracelet but i scared will slip and drop very easily so in the end I chose their new series of charm bracelet. =)
The bracelet with the heart locket. 
Kel oso bought one for Julia..... for her bday too. hehehe! After that, we went to eat at Gyu Kaku with Kel and Angela. My 2nd time there in the same week. I think I'm gonna stay away from so much meat for a while. But the pork belly is really yummy!
Happy Weekend for me! =p
At Clarke Quay drinking coffee with the usual gang
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
This is wat I'm gonna work for
My sis took her driving test on Sat.... but failed....
Suddenly, I feel it won't be easy for me to be able to pass at first time also.....
BUT.... I want to pass fast. Cause I is damn like the Blue Swift. Went for servicing with Jac for her Swift Sport today. So went showroom to see the normal Swift oso. It comes with leather seat which is wat i want oso. I like... I like.... I wan! :/
Anyone wanna buy me? My final practical test in on 27 Aug 08.
Suddenly, I feel it won't be easy for me to be able to pass at first time also.....
BUT.... I want to pass fast. Cause I is damn like the Blue Swift. Went for servicing with Jac for her Swift Sport today. So went showroom to see the normal Swift oso. It comes with leather seat which is wat i want oso. I like... I like.... I wan! :/
Anyone wanna buy me? My final practical test in on 27 Aug 08.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
寂寞。。。
为何寂寞？没有了陪伴，还是因为没有了爱情？
拥有的时候，就不寂寞吗？
还是在拥有的时候，想要更多，而失去了？
一个人，也许能让你更清楚你要的是什么。想一想吧。。。
p.s: I dunno if he will read the above. or rather i dunno if he will understand it at all. Lolx! but still, if he does, i hope he'll be able to get wat i'm conveying. =)
拥有的时候，就不寂寞吗？
还是在拥有的时候，想要更多，而失去了？
一个人，也许能让你更清楚你要的是什么。想一想吧。。。
p.s: I dunno if he will read the above. or rather i dunno if he will understand it at all. Lolx! but still, if he does, i hope he'll be able to get wat i'm conveying. =)
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Just came back from an amazing wedding dinner. An eurasian style wedding dinner of Gerad & Aisha. Gerad is actually Jas' cousin. His dad is Chinese while his mum is Eurasian. And he married a malay girl. So the entire event is kinda interesting.
The wedding montage shows their Malay wedding which was held last week. The dinner started off like a typical Chinese wedding dinner even with the "Yum Seng" part. At the end of it was the interesting one. The part where the Eurasians love. Music and Dance!
There was a live band and they played all the 80s band music and Jas' relatives (including his dad) were dancing. All his aunties and uncles very sporting. At the sound of music everyone joined it. It's really a wedding that I've never attended before. Plus it's in the outdoors, it makes the entire atmosphere even better. The lights, the wind..... Everything. It's at Fort Canning by the way..... Super nice!
Oh... ya... of course the dance floor was "opened" by Gerad and Aisha, the star of the evening. So sweet!
Jas keeps saying this is the Eurasian style wedding so I suppose I might have to make provisions for it for ours too. But ours is on a Sunday, so there might not be a lot of people who would stay for the dance segment. Oh well.... see how the planning goes.
His relatives are all so nice towards me. They will keep asking me how I am, whether I'm enjoying myself etc. Endless praises also... hahhaa! There is really a very big difference being part of an Eurasion family. =)
Lastly, Congrats to Gerad & Aisha! =)
The wedding montage shows their Malay wedding which was held last week. The dinner started off like a typical Chinese wedding dinner even with the "Yum Seng" part. At the end of it was the interesting one. The part where the Eurasians love. Music and Dance!
There was a live band and they played all the 80s band music and Jas' relatives (including his dad) were dancing. All his aunties and uncles very sporting. At the sound of music everyone joined it. It's really a wedding that I've never attended before. Plus it's in the outdoors, it makes the entire atmosphere even better. The lights, the wind..... Everything. It's at Fort Canning by the way..... Super nice!
Oh... ya... of course the dance floor was "opened" by Gerad and Aisha, the star of the evening. So sweet!
Jas keeps saying this is the Eurasian style wedding so I suppose I might have to make provisions for it for ours too. But ours is on a Sunday, so there might not be a lot of people who would stay for the dance segment. Oh well.... see how the planning goes.
His relatives are all so nice towards me. They will keep asking me how I am, whether I'm enjoying myself etc. Endless praises also... hahhaa! There is really a very big difference being part of an Eurasion family. =)
Lastly, Congrats to Gerad & Aisha! =)
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