He made my day

I was about to go to bed.... Took a look at my hp and realise that it's 3rd April. It's his bday. Hesitatingly, I keyed in, "Happy Birthday..." and pressed the "send" button. I thought to myself. He won't reply, jus like always....

A couple of mins later, I heard the sms tone of my hp. My heart skipped a beat.... I wasn't expecting a reply?! It was a simple reply, "Thanx!" Really jus a simple reply I think out of courtesy. Yet..... It is a reply. He did reply! I know this sounds so silly and awkard but I'm really happy. So happy and relief that I cried. This probably meant tat there is the ever possibility that we might be on talking terms again. I was rather skeptical. I thought, "Maybe he din know it was from me cause he had erase my number from his hp. But out of courtesy, got pple sms him to wish him so he gotta reply lor...." Dunno if this is true but I rather think positively....

I was so glad and I sms Sam to tell him about it. Something he replied made me cry harder....

Me: I sms "him" to wish him happy birthday. He actually did reply to say thanks. Finally he has some response.
Sam: haha. silly u... Ok lar at least still friends mah
Me: I din expect him to reply
Sam:Ok lar make ur day le lor... silly gal
Me: I'm just glad.... After a long while.... Good to know I haven't lost a friend
Sam: You never lost anyone sis. Only we seldom hang out mah

That sentence, "You never lost anyone sis" makes me feel so comforted..... Slightly touched... Ok lar... quite touched. =)

I is very 重感情 one.... Never like the feeling of losing a friend or any misunderstanding. Morever friends whom I have known for years and years. Friends who really meant something in my heart. I dunno how long it will take before we can be back to being friends but I hope it does happen one day.... He is someone whom I dun want to have any regrets about.

I dunno since when I stopped using his name in my blog.... I just din wan to. Maybe, one day.... I'll be able to post up some happy stuff with his name spelt out... Just maybe...