做了一个很可怕的梦。。。。

It's not the first time.... This is the 3rd time I dreamt of him dying. The 1st two times wasn't so bad. Cause it seems rather comical like the alien's killing him and the other time I dun remember.

But yesterday, I woke up in the middle of the night for the first time panicking...... I dun remember the exact detail of how he died. I remembered I heard the news that he's dead and I went to the funeral. I saw his mum and Julia there.... crying. I was comforting his mum and crying hard myself. But somehow I could feel I was dreaming! I could feel myself trying to get out of the dream. It feels terrible and wierd.

Suddenly, I woke up! I realise I was indeed crying. I felt scared... very very scared and very unease. I wanted to msg Kel to tell him but then it was in the middle of the night. I sat on my bed.... lost for a while.... wondering shld I call him to check if he is alright. But I think I was scaring myself. I went back to sleep but just couldn't sleep properly for the rest of the night. 莫名其妙

I sms Kel to tell him when I got up this morning. He said I'm silly and says he's sorry for scaring me. Siao... also not his fault! People always says that dreams is always the opposite. I really hope so......

I have never woke up in the middle of the night so scared before other than when I was young and thought I hear ghost.... I is going mad?!