I don't know what is happening.... I don't even know how exactly I feel. Ever since then when I sat in my car and cried for god knows how long and unable to move, I haven't shed a single tear about it anymore. Has my tears dried up since then?

And no.... I haven't even thought much about it. I hadn't the urge to run back to him. Was it all really just a fiction of my imagination? Had I really felt what I felt back then? Was this a form of self protection of not wanting to think anymore? Or is it that I have got no more emotions left it me?

Drained out dry......