做了一个很可怕的梦。。。。

It's not the first time.... This is the 3rd time I dreamt of him dying. The 1st two times wasn't so bad. Cause it seems rather comical like the alien's killing him and the other time I dun remember.

But yesterday, I woke up in the middle of the night for the first time panicking...... I dun remember the exact detail of how he died. I remembered I heard the news that he's dead and I went to the funeral. I saw his mum and Julia there.... crying. I was comforting his mum and crying hard myself. But somehow I could feel I was dreaming! I could feel myself trying to get out of the dream. It feels terrible and wierd.

Suddenly, I woke up! I realise I was indeed crying. I felt scared... very very scared and very unease. I wanted to msg Kel to tell him but then it was in the middle of the night. I sat on my bed.... lost for a while.... wondering shld I call him to check if he is alright. But I think I was scaring myself. I went back to sleep but just couldn't sleep properly for the rest of the night. 莫名其妙

I sms Kel to tell him when I got up this morning. He said I'm silly and says he's sorry for scaring me. Siao... also not his fault! People always says that dreams is always the opposite. I really hope so......

I have never woke up in the middle of the night so scared before other than when I was young and thought I hear ghost.... I is going mad?!

Over the Weekend

Dunno why but I always feel that weekends passes especially fast. It's like I haven even relac enough and *poof*..... it's gone and it's back to work.... Sianz.... Super mega sianz....

So naturally it's Monday Blues.... Blue Blue Monday. Had headache half the day. Probably it's the freaking weather. 一下子热，一下子冷.....

Friday as usual was mahjong night, my ever favourite game. But ever since I game the 13 wonders, my luck has been unaturally bad. Maybe it's like what people say, "the curse of the 13 wonders"! duh.... But luckily this time din really lose badly. Sat again I played mj cause very 难得 Jac jio mj. Of course must play lah. This time luckily I manage to win $5. Hehe! At least din lost I very relief le. 牌也来得很美. =p

After the mj game, Jas came to pick me up to go fishing. We went to this place in Punggol lor... quite a lot of us. But throughout the whole night we only manage to catch 1 "thing"

Hmm.... let's check out, what they got

They are all hovering over it

What's that?! Its running away!

And finally.... Gotcha! Hehe!

And yes.... throughout the long nite of mosquito bites, we only got a crab. lolx! But better than nothing lah.

Jas & me posing for the camera when we got bored

Basically, that's it for the weekend lor. Nothing spectacular. Oh yes... I just called the solemniser today. It's actually Joanne's bro-in-law and so I got him confirmed. Another thing settled for the day. =p

Lastly, a nice picture to end of.....

There have been a whole shitloads of things happening recently. Other than work, work, work and more work, I have also been making preparations for "the day".

I went to check out a few bridal studios before Jas and I decided on Signoria. I love their special effect photos..... so fantasy and so fairy tale like. I hope the effect turns out the same leh. The lady oso ask me to try some gowns and evening gowns other than the cocktail dress. Service quite good and I is happy. =) Jas has oso choosen his suit. White.... Nice!

For now, I still lack heels, guest list and confirmation of the food menu. Other than that, everything pretty much settled. Cool.... Really looking forward to the day..... *sigh*

Updates!

Haven updated much recently.... Been rather lazy to.... Hehe!

A couple of things have happened lah just dun hv the urge and time to state it all out recently. Maybe I'll just do it as a random list lor.....

- I watched Transformers already. I like I like! Last time when I watch Transformer cartoon I was so young I dun really have any recollection of it. But when I see Optimus Prime I do remember the red and blue. Good show. I dun mind watchin again!

- I played mahjong and I game 十三幺! It's a big deal to me ok.... Cause it's my first time hor. hehe! I game with the "bird" that Eug throw. They say game 十三幺 very unlucky de. Not sure how true. =)

- I got my Phoenix Wright game for my DS lite le. Cannot stop playing ah... Lots of investigation to gather lots of clues. Fun!

- He added me back on Friendster. haha! Very random I know....

- I got bonus!!! So I rewarded myself with a Loewe bag. A nice casual one lah. Bought it at a good discounted price....

- I like this new nokia phone N76. Wanted to buy with my bonus de but I chose the bag over it. So maybe next month lor.... The red very nice leh. Got mirror at the front some more de.... *lust lust* hehe!

- Oh.... sad news.... One of our working partner passed away. He was a very nice guy.... He'll be missed....

I think pretty much that's all lor... Hope I'll update again soon.

如果我的人生可以像一个blog，不要了就delete再重写。那该多好。。。

Yesterday afternoon feeling bored, I sent out a cute forwarded msg to a couple of my friends of which one of them was eh... let's just call him WX.

After a couple of hours, I received a sms from WX asking if I want to meet for dinner since he is having an exhibition from Suntec. I thought, "Y not? Since we haven't met for so long." So he ask me what time I would reach etc etc and if I dun mind can I go up to Hall 4 first to meet him there and again I said ok...

While I was strolling over to Suntec after work, a thought suddenly dawn on me.... Why so wierd ah? If meet for dinner, y dun just meet downstairs? Y must ask me go up to Hall 4 where his booth is to meet him? I started to fantasize thinking, "Maybe he now got gf le. And the gf saw the forwarded sms I sent him earlier and she jealous. So she want to find out who am I. Hence she use his hp and ask me to meet for dinner etc etc and meet him at the Hall. Like that hor, if really the case won't it be an ugly sight? Like out of drama?"

Haha! I think I is mad!

Of course the above is all my own imagination lah. Nothing like tat happen. We just went for dinner and after that he brought me to see the new optical fibre fountain at Suntec. Super nice! Hehe! Feels a bit like dating leh... Maybe cause I have been with Jas for so long and not done done anything like tat so haha, feel a bit like 小鹿乱撞。 But really lah... WX is a nice guy. Must intro him to Cheryl. They should get a long quite well...

This morning... woke up to a bad news..... friend's dad pass away..... feel bad for her..... Most likely will be going to the wake this evening. Meow is right.... "life is so vunerable"

TGIF

Today's lunch was a planned ahead of time.... It was a lunch which my boss owed Daniel and us previously. So we made it a department affair.

Venue: Tony Roma's @ Orchard Hotel

Yes.... the same Tony Roma's where I had spent a couple of years working in enjoyment. =) A place where great friends were made, where lovers were found, where memories can only be reminisced now.....

Knowing that I would be going there today, I had a wierd dream last night. Couldn't recall what it was all about but I know there was "him" in it. Nothing much really....

Everything in there is still the same... I guess nothing changes there... It's the people that have changed. I saw Adrian the manager and Derrick the Kitchen manager. Din call them cause din really feel like talking. Wanted to look for Anscy, but she wasn't there.

Suddenly.... I heard this familiar song, this heart wrenching familiar music and lyrics.... the song that brings the many memories that comes tagged with it.... Mariah Carey's "When you Believe"

I had always fondly called it "our song" and it remains "our song".... at least to me, it is so.

But well, guess what? Thought these thoughts did come across my mind, it didn't feel as bad as how I use to feel whenever I thought of these. It is a good sign isn't it? =) Letting go... Letting go... I did it? =)

Anyway, food was great.... still like before.... and then it was back to work.

On a more light hearted note, I saw rainbow! A very nice rainbow....

For all of you....

Lunch Time Shopping

See what I got at lunch time shopping? Hehe! I haven worn shoes so high for a long time.

Can't really see the height of the shoes in the pic leh... But anyway, I like lah.... Hehe!

At tea time.... I took a stroll to Central, wanting to get some snacks for tea break. But alas... Guess what? I found a lost baby!!!!! And had to spend time helping that lost kid find her mummy.... The baby cute wor... Here's the baby....

Lucky the mummy left a toy for her to play. So she wasn't crying.... lolx!

The mummy left her in her pram and lost her while she's shopping. Bad mummy!

Mummy Found!

"Mummy, please do not forget me while you are shopping again.... Please!!!!"

After helping the baby found her mummy, the mummy abducted me. She refuse to let me go and insists I shop with her. I had no choice but to oblige lor. Haiz... I so hard life leh. So scared later boss cannot find me and fire me. Then hor, I'll make sure the mummy supports me ah by paying me to go shopping with her. Hehehe! Right Mummy? =p

Alrighty... enough of the adventures for the day.... =)

在来临的星期五，我将会回到一个充满着许多回忆的地方。一个让我经历了很多开心与幸福日子的地方。

回味过去。。。

Finally I won money in mj again. Hehe! For a while, I was on the losing streak and the cards that I get are so bad. But on Friday, I won $32 and just now again I won.... $22. Hehe! And boy.... the cards I got was really good. It may not have started nice, but each time I draw the tiles, it was something good one lah. hehe!

Friday was a pretty relaxing day at work. Probably, weekend coming, so no mood lor... Just wasting time away. As usual.... to waste time, we take photo. Not a lot lah this time. Only me and Lyn, the usual one. We try to cover each other's arm in the photo so that it doesn't look fat. Hahaha!

We look colour co-ordinated huh....

This morning, or rather Sat morning.... I got up earlier than my usual Saturdays to meet Sinta and the little Yoo-ri. So excited to see them. Hehe! Actually more excited to see Yoo-ri cause I haven seen her for quite some time... so hor... very eager to see her smiles and see how responsive she is now. Wah lau! She is so super cute leh.... Cannot stand ah.....

See? That's little Yoo-ri. Sinta probably feels shy being not cuter than Yoo-ri, so gotta cover her face. ha!

How to not like a kid like that? See the sly look? Haha! Super Cute!!!!!
Of course, must make her take picture with me also...... Yoo-ri very nice to carry de. Cause a lot of meat. Hehe!

We were shopping around Orchard today. I managed to get some clothes. Been running out of things to wear recently. So immediately getting paid, I have to update my wardrobe. Hehe! Happy with my purchases. New clothes to wear to work next week.

After lunch at Angus House, courtesy of Hoon (by the way, the restaurant serves very nice pasta. I like I like), I went to meet Meiye, Peter and Jenny to sing our hearts out. Actually not really lah. Me still recovering from my illness so hor, sing song still got the flu sound de. No standard. Haha! Then it was back to meet Jas lor....

Oh... btw, I saw something cute at the end of the day also. It's a puppy... See!!!! Her name is Lucky... Ya ya... sounds very er.... erm... but then, it's a dog mah, so no matter still cute de... Some people... get all the luck. =)

What happens when bosses are not around in the office?

We start getting bored.... restless.....

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So we start taking pictures!

Congratulations!

Dear Mr and Mrs Goh....

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!

Our dear Joei is officially Mrs Goh now. Hehe! Now that you are in the hands of Marcus.... hahahha! He can bully you le. See lah? See what you will get for always bullying him last time. wahahhahaha!

By the way, Sinta... see my flowers? Nicer than yours hor. Rite Joei rite Joei? =p More romantic looking mah... and without any "far east flora" logo on it.

Sinta hor... now also wanna buy Nintendo DS lite. She got time to play meh? Her Yoo-ri will not give her time to play de lah. Lolx! But anyway, the blue I mention to you is below... Quite nice de... Hmm... I considering wat colour now.....

I wan I wan!

Guess what.... hehehehe!

I saw a girl playing with her pink Nintendo DS lite on MRT last week. So pretty!

I heard that Civil Servants are getting 0.5 x bonus + $220. So nice!


What's the link between the 2? Haha! Of course is I wanna buy the Nintendo DS lite lor with my bonus. =p And the one I wan must be pink. I give up on the PSP le. Cause hor, the shade of pink for Nintendo DS lite is prettier. Haha! Baby pink.... sweet leh... Some more got touch screen game leh. Just now Kel was telling me got the "Photohunt" game, my fav ah. How can dun buy like tat?

See? So chio rite? *wee o wee* I like! I like!

Got the Nintendo DS lite go leh. Can motivate me to take train instead of cab. Cause sit train can play mah. No need scared take train bored. Then hor, sometimes go over Jas place while he slp I bo liao oso can play. No nd play his PS2. Or you see huh, when he play his PS2 I can play my Nintendo lor.... Hahaha! So good rite? *nod nod*

Must start to go and source le. See got wat games nice to play..... I surely will buy Mario de. Hehe! My fav childhood game leh.... hahahaha! Kel call his PSP "Xiao Hei" I must also start thinking of a name for mine le..... wahahahahhaha

Exciting!

Nothing much to blog about recently. Been sick the whole damn week.... and it's certainly no fun. Sianz.....

Hey.... If bored, entertain yourself with the blog of Yoori Kim lor... Quite cute. See link at the side....

Cheers~

Our Rings...

Jas and I got our wedding bands already.... Now it seems all our planning is getting somewhere and feels more real.

Had a big fight over the ring before we decided to get it. Haha! Because of budget lah.... But anyway, now we both love the rings....

Got a pair of Destinee.... Hehe!

It comes with a "scope" so that you can see the "hearts and arrows" on a "perfect diamond". *roll eyes* the gimmicks of marketing....

Gotta keep it till Dec... when we can both finally put it on our fingers..... but before that... more planning ahead.... (hopefully less quarrels)

梦里的柔情

在梦里，我感觉到他的温柔。牵着他的手，躺在他怀里。。。 很久没有的感觉。。。一种无法形容得开心。

我不想醒来。

因为。。。醒来后，我只会发现一切都不是真的。一切也不可能会发生。让那柔情，永远留在梦里吧。。。

Extremely tired..... Hate the fucking event

Haiz....

I had the worst mahjong game ever. Not because the kakis are bad... not because I'm not getting good cards.... not because I lose money.....

It's because of my own 不小心。我。。。炸胡。。。 And altogther adds up... I mega 损失 $40.

Haiz.... morale down.... 希望，它们不会不要来了。 心痛。。。 心痛。。。 好痛。。。

香港 ~ Hong Kong

I'M BACK!!!!!

And yes.... back at work.... =( I reached back Singapore on Monday night, went back home put my luggage and then straight for a mahjong session and only got back home at like 5am on Tues morning. So I haven't got enough sleep. Feeling rather zombie.....

So what about Hong Kong? All I can say is I love it! When I reached there to me it feels really exciting, cause I'm seeing all the sights that I've always seen on TV, in those HK drama and not to forget my favourite movie serial, 古惑仔。

Jas fetched me to the airport on Fri morning. He was on MC actually. So we had breakfast before I checked in. I just walked around alone till it's time to board the plane. Quite fast actually and I had Kel's PSP to keep me company. Flight there alone wasn't too bad either except for the 2 inconsiderate China woman sitting on my either side. I watched the movie tat I missed, "Night at the Mueseum" - so funny!

Then I reached......

At the Hong Kong Airport

As I walked out... I keep thinking... I saw this in 冲上云霄。Haha! Then as the coach take me from airport to the hotel... I was really fascinated to seeing HK for myself.

Once I reached and after I leave my luggage, we headed to our 1st work destination to meet this lady who has a cafe call "Le Rideau". She wants us to bring some performers over. We took the MTR from Jordan (Oh... i'm staying near Nathan Street near to Temple Street) to Central and then the show, "情陷夜中环" came into my mind. Hehe! By the way, this place is just like "Lucky Plaza" in Singapore on Sunday where all the maids gather.

After finishing with business, we went to search for a place for dinner and then off we went to 庙街 for shopping! It's basically like a pasar malam selling all the cheap cheap stuff lor. Din really buy much. Only bought T-shirts for Jas.... And oh yes... I saw this sales assistant in a shop who looks like Jay Chou. See picture.... The other guy they say look like JJ but I dun find it so leh.... Hehe!

I took pictures of the scenes in HK too..... Love the neon signboards. Something we dun see in Singapore. And there's also a big LV bag display above a LV shop. Haha! I was so excited to see it!

I still got lots of photos and things to tell lah actually.... but i lazy type le... so.... next time when i more in the mood ba. if not, just look out for the photos on friendster..... =p

A few more hours later, I would have to get ready and get to the airport. I'll be leaving for Hong Kong on the 10am flight. Will be back on Mon. This was a last min arrangement for work.... Due to some rather unfortunate incident, I'll be replacing one of my colleague on the trip.

I only knew I'll be going on Mon so these few days is really rushing like hell to finish up all the accumulated work. Been leaving office at like 9plus every day. Being so tired everything, I din really get into the mood of being excited about the HK trip till today. Yes! I'm getting excited. Afterall it's my first time to HK and my first overseas business trip.

What's more interesting is that I'll be travelling there alone, as in taking plane alone. Cause mine is a last min arrangement, they couldn't get tickets for me to travel with my other 3 colleagues. Hehe! Who knows I who I'll meet on plane. You know like how movies always show. Lolx!

Hope to be able to shop there and not just work! Cheers~ =)