做了一个很可怕的梦。。。。

It's not the first time.... This is the 3rd time I dreamt of him dying. The 1st two times wasn't so bad. Cause it seems rather comical like the alien's killing him and the other time I dun remember.

But yesterday, I woke up in the middle of the night for the first time panicking...... I dun remember the exact detail of how he died. I remembered I heard the news that he's dead and I went to the funeral. I saw his mum and Julia there.... crying. I was comforting his mum and crying hard myself. But somehow I could feel I was dreaming! I could feel myself trying to get out of the dream. It feels terrible and wierd.

Suddenly, I woke up! I realise I was indeed crying. I felt scared... very very scared and very unease. I wanted to msg Kel to tell him but then it was in the middle of the night. I sat on my bed.... lost for a while.... wondering shld I call him to check if he is alright. But I think I was scaring myself. I went back to sleep but just couldn't sleep properly for the rest of the night. 莫名其妙

I sms Kel to tell him when I got up this morning. He said I'm silly and says he's sorry for scaring me. Siao... also not his fault! People always says that dreams is always the opposite. I really hope so......

I have never woke up in the middle of the night so scared before other than when I was young and thought I hear ghost.... I is going mad?!

Over the Weekend

Dunno why but I always feel that weekends passes especially fast. It's like I haven even relac enough and *poof*..... it's gone and it's back to work.... Sianz.... Super mega sianz....

So naturally it's Monday Blues.... Blue Blue Monday. Had headache half the day. Probably it's the freaking weather. 一下子热，一下子冷.....

Friday as usual was mahjong night, my ever favourite game. But ever since I game the 13 wonders, my luck has been unaturally bad. Maybe it's like what people say, "the curse of the 13 wonders"! duh.... But luckily this time din really lose badly. Sat again I played mj cause very 难得 Jac jio mj. Of course must play lah. This time luckily I manage to win $5. Hehe! At least din lost I very relief le. 牌也来得很美. =p

After the mj game, Jas came to pick me up to go fishing. We went to this place in Punggol lor... quite a lot of us. But throughout the whole night we only manage to catch 1 "thing"

Hmm.... let's check out, what they got

They are all hovering over it

What's that?! Its running away!

And finally.... Gotcha! Hehe!

And yes.... throughout the long nite of mosquito bites, we only got a crab. lolx! But better than nothing lah.

Jas & me posing for the camera when we got bored

Basically, that's it for the weekend lor. Nothing spectacular. Oh yes... I just called the solemniser today. It's actually Joanne's bro-in-law and so I got him confirmed. Another thing settled for the day. =p

Lastly, a nice picture to end of.....

There have been a whole shitloads of things happening recently. Other than work, work, work and more work, I have also been making preparations for "the day".

I went to check out a few bridal studios before Jas and I decided on Signoria. I love their special effect photos..... so fantasy and so fairy tale like. I hope the effect turns out the same leh. The lady oso ask me to try some gowns and evening gowns other than the cocktail dress. Service quite good and I is happy. =) Jas has oso choosen his suit. White.... Nice!

For now, I still lack heels, guest list and confirmation of the food menu. Other than that, everything pretty much settled. Cool.... Really looking forward to the day..... *sigh*

Updates!

Haven updated much recently.... Been rather lazy to.... Hehe!

A couple of things have happened lah just dun hv the urge and time to state it all out recently. Maybe I'll just do it as a random list lor.....

- I watched Transformers already. I like I like! Last time when I watch Transformer cartoon I was so young I dun really have any recollection of it. But when I see Optimus Prime I do remember the red and blue. Good show. I dun mind watchin again!

- I played mahjong and I game 十三幺! It's a big deal to me ok.... Cause it's my first time hor. hehe! I game with the "bird" that Eug throw. They say game 十三幺 very unlucky de. Not sure how true. =)

- I got my Phoenix Wright game for my DS lite le. Cannot stop playing ah... Lots of investigation to gather lots of clues. Fun!

- He added me back on Friendster. haha! Very random I know....

- I got bonus!!! So I rewarded myself with a Loewe bag. A nice casual one lah. Bought it at a good discounted price....

- I like this new nokia phone N76. Wanted to buy with my bonus de but I chose the bag over it. So maybe next month lor.... The red very nice leh. Got mirror at the front some more de.... *lust lust* hehe!

- Oh.... sad news.... One of our working partner passed away. He was a very nice guy.... He'll be missed....

I think pretty much that's all lor... Hope I'll update again soon.

如果我的人生可以像一个blog，不要了就delete再重写。那该多好。。。