Monday, March 31, 2008

Wedding Preparations

Went for my first gown selection appointment at Signoria today. It was so tiring but of course it's fun. Tried on so many gowns that by the end of it, I'm exhausted. I brought some magazines cut out to show them what kind of designs I like and also those of theirs featured in the mags that I like too.

Today only mange to choose the wedding gowns and KIV an evening gown. Still need to go back another time to select a gown for outdoor photoshoot. So I think there's gonna be another round of tiring selection. Lolx!

But hor... thinking back for the gowns I choose hor, not much colours in it leh.... Cause base on the choices i took today, I would have 1 ivory, 3 white gowns and 1 red gown. Like a bit too white on everything leh..... So maybe I should consider changing one of the white gowns to evening gown oso or something else with more colour. Need to call them to discuss tomorrow....

After the gown selection, we went to airport to send Angela off and also to check out the new Terminal 3. Had dinner at the Crystal Jade there where Jas saw that they serve char siew pau and ordered lots of it. Wah lau! I think in total we had like 4 or 5 servings of it. Each serving with 2 paus each. He say wanna go eat again when Angela comes back and we go fetch her. Char Siew Pau siao! hahahhaa!

Hmm.... probably the next thing that I nd to do now is to start sorting out the guest list, the jie meis whom I wanna use and prepare for the photoshoot which is most likely in end June. Exciting exciting! =)

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Have got some photos that I haven had the chance to put up. Pictures of the night before my ROM. I probably mentioned it before. The night before "D Day", I was out with some very important people in my life. Friends whom I feel I have known them all my life. A friend whom were once close to my heart and who always will I guess..... A friend whom has taken a part of my heart with him. =)

From left to right: Samuel and his gf, Alex (Gen's husband to be), Gen, Me (looking rather red) and Eddy

Congrats to Gen, whom her bf proposed on the same day too. Now she's busy preparing to get married. She faster than me. Will be having her dinner in Sept. Congrats babe! So happy for you!

Gen and me at Balcony Bar. Fan blowing so hard at me while taking the pic hence the messy hair. Gen.....a friend like no others. =)

I is Happy.


Caught eating chickee wing. Haha! Gotta eat as I drink if nt i will get drunk de.


A nice picture taken, for fond memories......
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Question: How do you feel seeing your ex bf the night before you are married? How do you feel seeing your ex gf the day before she's married.
Answer: Wierd.... Happy.... Glad that all is ok now. We felt the bond.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

SHE

Sometimes I find that she and me has a wierd relationship / friendship.....
Sometimes I feel that I can really connect with her and that we have build a close friendship, yet....
Sometimes I feel so far away from her. It seems as though she has her own world that I can't go into. A barrier seems to fall heavily between us.

Despite all the above "wierd" notions, whenever I think about her, or when I talk about her, my heart goes out to her.....

I feel her loneliness, her emptiness and at the same time her longing for love that she somehow cannot achieve. I wonder has she lost faith in love or just that the "one" for her is lost somewhere? Or maybe the love she lusts for, does not exist in this realistic, cruel world at all......

I really want her to feel happy if she can feel that at all. To be happy for herself, not only for others. I want her to be able to get out of a trap.... one that she has trapped herself in. I want her to be able to pursue her dreams, her wants and live out her zest for life which somehow I feel she can if she just want to. I know she has that energy and love in her that is waiting to burst out except that she doesn't know who, what or where it can go out to.

Perhaps.... taking that first step to step out is always the most difficult. But I hope she does....

Hey sister, I hope you know I wish the best for you. I wish you find happiness, I wish everything good for you! =)

Monday, March 17, 2008

Random Updates

Have been at my new job for slightly more than a month. Things are relatively easy to handle with not much probs. Getting use to life there. Not much places to go during lunch. Quite a number of times, it's tabao back by one of the warehouse staff so it gets a bit boring. On the positve side, I dun spend much as the food is cheap. And because I dun go anywhere for lunch, I spend lesser on unecessary things. Lol! Hope this helps in my plan for saving then.

I miss my days at TAH. Everyone there are so much more fun and atmosphere is more lively. Here, everyone just does their own stuff and I dun really communicate much with them. Perhaps I'm still new.... See how it goes ba.

Jas is thinking of switching to doing sales. He has got a offer actually. Most likely I think he will go for it. I feel it's better too cause seems more prospects. Benefits are better too. Hope he will be able to cope with it. For the first few months, things might be a bit tough cause his basic pay is a bit low. But in the long run, we have to bear with it ba..... Really wish all would be ok. =)

End of the month I will be going to Signoria to choose my gowns and take the first steps for the wedding preparations. Have seen a few designs I like in those wedding mags i bought and I cut them out as reference. So if I dun see anything I like off the rack I can custom make. Everything is rather troublesome and I just want to get everything over and done with soon and the next thing to look forward to will be the flat.

Oh.... had a crab feast at Sinta's yesterday. We had 5 gigantic crabs and couldn't finish it. It was really yummy but it was really too much! Lolx! Tried the Black Pepper Crab from the AMK stall for the first time and it's good. I like the spicy taste of the pepper cause it's spicy enough. Shiok shiok! We will be having tulang feast the next time round. Hahaha! All the high cholesterol food. I dun eat tulang but like to dip bread in the sauce.

Saw Yoori oso.... She can walk le! So cute! And she's one smart baby always knowing how to get the things she wants. Learning the ropes from her mum ah. This is called 有其母必有其女。hahahahhahaa!

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改变。。。 不知道是会比较好,还是不好。