Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Thursday, October 26, 2006
I met a pair of fucking brainless couple yesterday. No wonder they are together cause both of them are dumb enough for each other....
So damn angry with them!
I dun wanna blog what happened. Too lazy for that. I jus wanna vent my anger here cause even after 24hrs I still feel very angry and bothered by their stupid act.
To the couple who owns that Black Getz:
So damn angry with them!
I dun wanna blog what happened. Too lazy for that. I jus wanna vent my anger here cause even after 24hrs I still feel very angry and bothered by their stupid act.
To the couple who owns that Black Getz:
FUCK YOU BRAINLESS IDIOTS!
From: The couple who just drives a van.
Monday, October 23, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Yesterday, I played my favourite game - mahjong. Hehe! This time round, we played at my place with Eug, Jas and Meow. Jas was the big loser. I won 10 bucks from him. haha! Poor him... Kanna tio bao by me... I oso lor, kanna tio bao my Meow, some more is he "self-touch" de leh.... Eug very lucky ah!!!!! He won 13 wonders..... Wah lau! When can I game something so spectacular de. Lolx!
After mahjong, we sent Meow back to get his car, while Jas, Eug and I went to but tickets for "The Departed" before we went for dinner. The show hor... is something I seriously dun wanna watch one lor but Jas insisted on watching cause it was the Boxoffice hit or something like that. Haha! Anyway, the show sucks lor. I so much prefer the Hong Kong version with Andy Lau and Tony Leung. It's jus very wierd lor and there is way too much cursing in the show. It sucks totally!
We went for dinner at another of my favourite place, the “剪刀饭” at Kitchener Road. I love the vege there and the curry. Simply delicious! As we had a lot of time left before the movie starts, we went Mac for desserts.....
After mahjong, we sent Meow back to get his car, while Jas, Eug and I went to but tickets for "The Departed" before we went for dinner. The show hor... is something I seriously dun wanna watch one lor but Jas insisted on watching cause it was the Boxoffice hit or something like that. Haha! Anyway, the show sucks lor. I so much prefer the Hong Kong version with Andy Lau and Tony Leung. It's jus very wierd lor and there is way too much cursing in the show. It sucks totally!
We went for dinner at another of my favourite place, the “剪刀饭” at Kitchener Road. I love the vege there and the curry. Simply delicious! As we had a lot of time left before the movie starts, we went Mac for desserts.....
Jas enjoying his favourite Mac dessert - Hot Fudge Sundae!
While they were smoking outside after all the food. I was playing around with my camera phone. Taking shots here and there.... Eug and Jas decides to be cheeky.... Hehe!
I was laughing so hard lah... then my hand shaking, so the pic came out blur. 
Then there's me and Jas.... =)
(Photos up later, Blogger got prob. Can't upload pic)
And then, I tried to make my face look small again..... =P Look how big Eug's face is. He warned me not to put this pic in friendster, so I didn't. I put it here. wahahahhahaa!
(Photos up later)
Oh.... by the way, after the movie, I saw Xiaxue. Could recognise her immediately. She look almost the same as her pics but shorter. I thought she's quite tall but no leh.... I think she's jus slightly taller than me. And oh... her face looks so fake. Probably cause of the layers of make-up ba.
Lastly, I took a pic of this 2 winnie that has been hung in Jas' van since Joei bought for me.... So cute rite? I always feel very happy looking at the 2 winnies.... =p
(photos up later)
That's it for my weekend... I'm working today by the way....zzzzzz.....
Friday, October 20, 2006
幸福芒果冰
For a long long time, I haven't felt this full before.
Gosh! With the amount of food I had today ah, I think I dun nd to eat for the next 2 days. I'm feeling so full till I can't sleep! Just imagine that.....
I went to Cavana at Marina Square for lunch with Cheryl, Max, Ling and Ray. I ate my favourite Sambal Cutlet Rice and after that, had a cup of Hokkaido Ice Cream. So sinful!
Tea break at 4pm, I had 白糖糕 and then all the way I was snacking and snacking lor... All from the reserves that Cheryl had. Lolx! I was suppose to go home for dinner, mum cooked my share but at 7.30pm, Max msned me to ask if Cheryl and me wanna go eat tao huay, yes at my fav stall. Cheryl suggested 芒果冰 at Bencoolen instead. I thought why not, eat dessert first after that then go back home for dinner lor....
End up hor, one thing led to another and they dragged me to Far East Square to eat at 别府. Er.... not really dragged lah. All they did was persuaded me slightly more. And OMG! I had a bowl of noodle. There goes my diet plan.... Absolutely crashed..... Haiz....
When I got home there was my dinner in front of me. I almost puked looking at the food. I forced myself to eat a bit more then told mummy I'm done. She wasn't very happy lor. But no choice lah, I really can't eat anymore......
I'll wanna skip breakfast and lunch tml! Lolx!
By the way, I'm gonna name the 芒果冰 as "幸福芒果冰"~~ Haha! Cause it's really damn nice lor... The mango is so yummy and the sorbet ice-cream... wah.... heavenly. Eat already sure feel so 幸福 de. Lolx! Gotta bring Jas there one of these days.....
Gotta go try sleep now. If nt will be late for work again tml..... I dun wanna spend on cab fare anymore!
Gosh! With the amount of food I had today ah, I think I dun nd to eat for the next 2 days. I'm feeling so full till I can't sleep! Just imagine that.....
I went to Cavana at Marina Square for lunch with Cheryl, Max, Ling and Ray. I ate my favourite Sambal Cutlet Rice and after that, had a cup of Hokkaido Ice Cream. So sinful!
Tea break at 4pm, I had 白糖糕 and then all the way I was snacking and snacking lor... All from the reserves that Cheryl had. Lolx! I was suppose to go home for dinner, mum cooked my share but at 7.30pm, Max msned me to ask if Cheryl and me wanna go eat tao huay, yes at my fav stall. Cheryl suggested 芒果冰 at Bencoolen instead. I thought why not, eat dessert first after that then go back home for dinner lor....
End up hor, one thing led to another and they dragged me to Far East Square to eat at 别府. Er.... not really dragged lah. All they did was persuaded me slightly more. And OMG! I had a bowl of noodle. There goes my diet plan.... Absolutely crashed..... Haiz....
When I got home there was my dinner in front of me. I almost puked looking at the food. I forced myself to eat a bit more then told mummy I'm done. She wasn't very happy lor. But no choice lah, I really can't eat anymore......
I'll wanna skip breakfast and lunch tml! Lolx!
By the way, I'm gonna name the 芒果冰 as "幸福芒果冰"~~ Haha! Cause it's really damn nice lor... The mango is so yummy and the sorbet ice-cream... wah.... heavenly. Eat already sure feel so 幸福 de. Lolx! Gotta bring Jas there one of these days.....
Gotta go try sleep now. If nt will be late for work again tml..... I dun wanna spend on cab fare anymore!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
This pic was taken after I let down my hair after a whole day of being in a bun. I like the looks of the curls.... and damn... I'm starting to miss my curls which I had it just straighten out 2 months ago. Wah lau..... 人就是很犯贱 de hor... When you have it, you dun appreciate it. When it's gone le, then start to miss it. Haiz.... so typical human behaviour lor.... Erm.... I'm referring to my hair lah. But at the same time referring to generally oso. Haha!
These 2 days ah, work is so much of a "challenge". Many projects are going on at the same time and so Cheryl and me are trying to juggle so many things at one time. These 2 days I feel as if I'm not doing a good job. Whatever that I have submitted to my boss, I feel it's just not good enough. If only I have the luxury of time, I could have made it better. Maybe I'm still not used to the pace of working here ba.... Trying to catch up.... Slowly but surely....... Lolx!
Although I had lotsa work that had to be done, I decided I need to take a break and leave the office on the dot. Well... not exactly on the dot at 7.30pm but close enough. Cheryl, Max and I went for dinner together. To curb my craving for the day, we ate at the Teppanyaki stall at Wisma's Food Republic. Hmm.... Yummy... although a bit too salty today.... 随便 lah.... It was to curb my craving for it de mah.... Hehehe!
I seriously need to go on a diet man! Haven't been going for yoga much and I have been eating so much. I am so fat! Sianz~ Super sianz~
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Language Improvisation
Someone once told me.... Singapore dun really have the capability to invent. Japanese are the best at that. The greatest thing about Singapore is that, we are always able to take something old or traditional, improvise it, then we call it new and as our own. Lolx! This is wat we are best at.
I think that's the same for our "Singlish". English has been a long time around language. After being the 1st language used in Singapore, throughout the years, under the influence of various languages and dialects, it has been improvised and been turn to "our language", commonly known as Singlish.
There has been criticsm about this before. People go like, "Why can't Singaporeans speak proper English?" My thought are, "Does it really really matters?"
There are some people, whom I.... won't say dislike but just feel, they have lost a certain character of themselves in doing such.... They try to slang and speak with an accent in English, thinking it makes them more professional and cool and high class. To me, it's all just fake lor... I ever had this colleague who speaks with an accent. Someone asked her how come she speaks with the accent and she replied that she studied abroad for quite a while hence the accent. However, it's not true lor. From what I know, she studied in S'pore all the way leh.... haiz.....
I am proud to be a frequent user of Singlish and seriously I love it, man. I feel it is part of us, and it is really a blend of our various cultures here in Singapore. So when we are talking to foreigners, do we have to skip Singlish altogether? Nah... I dun think so. Of course that doesn't mean ending all sentences with "lah", "leh", "lor". Too much of it also makes it sound really bad lah...
In business writing, certain professionalism has to be maintained, so effective writing in English is still necessary and that really means good English. The challenge of using Singlish beautifully lies in the balance of it all I guess....
So there, I declare myself, a fan of Singlish lor, for I am a true blue Singaporean leh. Hehe!
I think that's the same for our "Singlish". English has been a long time around language. After being the 1st language used in Singapore, throughout the years, under the influence of various languages and dialects, it has been improvised and been turn to "our language", commonly known as Singlish.
There has been criticsm about this before. People go like, "Why can't Singaporeans speak proper English?" My thought are, "Does it really really matters?"
There are some people, whom I.... won't say dislike but just feel, they have lost a certain character of themselves in doing such.... They try to slang and speak with an accent in English, thinking it makes them more professional and cool and high class. To me, it's all just fake lor... I ever had this colleague who speaks with an accent. Someone asked her how come she speaks with the accent and she replied that she studied abroad for quite a while hence the accent. However, it's not true lor. From what I know, she studied in S'pore all the way leh.... haiz.....
I am proud to be a frequent user of Singlish and seriously I love it, man. I feel it is part of us, and it is really a blend of our various cultures here in Singapore. So when we are talking to foreigners, do we have to skip Singlish altogether? Nah... I dun think so. Of course that doesn't mean ending all sentences with "lah", "leh", "lor". Too much of it also makes it sound really bad lah...
In business writing, certain professionalism has to be maintained, so effective writing in English is still necessary and that really means good English. The challenge of using Singlish beautifully lies in the balance of it all I guess....
So there, I declare myself, a fan of Singlish lor, for I am a true blue Singaporean leh. Hehe!
I condemn this Father
Today I heard some rather disturbing news.
My mum was doing her usual updating about my relative telling me how they are doing etc... when she told me about this cousin of mine, let's name her Mic.
Mic's parents are divorced since she was young, think when she was in nursery / kindergarten I think. For a while, after the divorce, her mum and her stayed with my family. Her dad is a very wierd person. I'm nt sure how much he loves Mic, as his daughter, but if he really loves her, I think he has a very serious problem of how he's showing it.
My aunt is granted custody of Mic so the daddy is only allowed to see her like once every 2 weeks on Sun. And everytime he sees her, he makes hell out of her life. He never brings her anywhere far, the for that few hrs that he spends with her, he only brings her to the nearest neighbourhood shopping centre and has fast food. This is still the same till now that she's almost 16.
I think Mic's dad is jus trying to make life difficult for everyone. My cousin comes back crying most of the time when she comes back. She says her dad's scolds her etc. It was so bad that sometimes on the Sunday that she is suppose to meet him, she'll cry and cry..... We tried to ask him to stop coming but he says "no" he still wants to come. There was a few times the quarrel got so bad that police had to intervene.
When Mic got older, she starts to retaliate a bit, however he somehow still gains the upper hand. I knew there was once she tried to leave but he wouldn't let her and they were like screaming at each other in public and he was like holding to her and not letting her go. She struggled, he pulled till even her glasses was like broken. Jus imagine what a scene he was creating for her.
Worse still, since they are at the neighbourhood shopping centre, Mic's friends would sometimes see the commotion. How embarrassing is that for a young girl.
Just last Sunday, apparently, they got into a quarrel again. Mic's friend saw and went over out of goodwill to see wat is wrong and is there anything that needs help with. Mic's father actually spew vulgarities at Mic's friend asking him/her to go away. That is really damn disgusting lor!!!! Embarssing her in front of her friends...... I dunno what kinda father he is man.... seriously. It totally sucks man.
I was asking my mum why wouldn't my cousin simple refuse to see him, she say she also not sure y. Probably afraid the dad might make trouble for her in sch cause he ever threaten her with that before. A few times, my cousin called home crying, but her mum didn't go help her for she knew the character of that damn guy that he would create an even uglier scene.
Damn.... my heart really pains for my cousin. Throughout all these years, she had to bear those insults and anger from her dad and yet it seems like there is nothing she can do. I have a decent mind to go by that neighbourhood shopping one of these days when that damn guy is with my cousin and if they really get into a squabble to jus bring my cousin and leave. He can curse and swear for all he wants, I won't give a damn. I knew he'll drag away my cousin by all means, but if as long as I'm there, I'll make sure I bring her away from there. I believe I can do so. Unless he hits me lah, which I doubt he'll dare..... If he hits me all the more better, cause I can officially lodge a police report against him..... This guy is one mad man... Hate him!
However, my mum was saying they'll probably take action against him once my cousin finishes her 'O' Level exams. They dun wan him to give her a hard time during this period. I certainly hope they do or else it's really hard on my cousin. I dun suppose that guy has got any fatherly love in him. Like I say, he jus wants to make hell for people. Damn....
My mum was doing her usual updating about my relative telling me how they are doing etc... when she told me about this cousin of mine, let's name her Mic.
Mic's parents are divorced since she was young, think when she was in nursery / kindergarten I think. For a while, after the divorce, her mum and her stayed with my family. Her dad is a very wierd person. I'm nt sure how much he loves Mic, as his daughter, but if he really loves her, I think he has a very serious problem of how he's showing it.
My aunt is granted custody of Mic so the daddy is only allowed to see her like once every 2 weeks on Sun. And everytime he sees her, he makes hell out of her life. He never brings her anywhere far, the for that few hrs that he spends with her, he only brings her to the nearest neighbourhood shopping centre and has fast food. This is still the same till now that she's almost 16.
I think Mic's dad is jus trying to make life difficult for everyone. My cousin comes back crying most of the time when she comes back. She says her dad's scolds her etc. It was so bad that sometimes on the Sunday that she is suppose to meet him, she'll cry and cry..... We tried to ask him to stop coming but he says "no" he still wants to come. There was a few times the quarrel got so bad that police had to intervene.
When Mic got older, she starts to retaliate a bit, however he somehow still gains the upper hand. I knew there was once she tried to leave but he wouldn't let her and they were like screaming at each other in public and he was like holding to her and not letting her go. She struggled, he pulled till even her glasses was like broken. Jus imagine what a scene he was creating for her.
Worse still, since they are at the neighbourhood shopping centre, Mic's friends would sometimes see the commotion. How embarrassing is that for a young girl.
Just last Sunday, apparently, they got into a quarrel again. Mic's friend saw and went over out of goodwill to see wat is wrong and is there anything that needs help with. Mic's father actually spew vulgarities at Mic's friend asking him/her to go away. That is really damn disgusting lor!!!! Embarssing her in front of her friends...... I dunno what kinda father he is man.... seriously. It totally sucks man.
I was asking my mum why wouldn't my cousin simple refuse to see him, she say she also not sure y. Probably afraid the dad might make trouble for her in sch cause he ever threaten her with that before. A few times, my cousin called home crying, but her mum didn't go help her for she knew the character of that damn guy that he would create an even uglier scene.
Damn.... my heart really pains for my cousin. Throughout all these years, she had to bear those insults and anger from her dad and yet it seems like there is nothing she can do. I have a decent mind to go by that neighbourhood shopping one of these days when that damn guy is with my cousin and if they really get into a squabble to jus bring my cousin and leave. He can curse and swear for all he wants, I won't give a damn. I knew he'll drag away my cousin by all means, but if as long as I'm there, I'll make sure I bring her away from there. I believe I can do so. Unless he hits me lah, which I doubt he'll dare..... If he hits me all the more better, cause I can officially lodge a police report against him..... This guy is one mad man... Hate him!
However, my mum was saying they'll probably take action against him once my cousin finishes her 'O' Level exams. They dun wan him to give her a hard time during this period. I certainly hope they do or else it's really hard on my cousin. I dun suppose that guy has got any fatherly love in him. Like I say, he jus wants to make hell for people. Damn....
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Anyway, on another note, I was thinking about "her" again...... I think the only way we know how each other is doing is thru blogging. That's like our only way of connecting. Nobody knows what happens in the future. Maybe... jus maybe, one day, things might jus get better. Fate might jus work things out again..... Meanwhile..... jus pray.... =)
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Today I cried again....
Oh well... I always cry at weddings. Weddings always get me emotional, especially solemnisation weddings. Whenever I listen to the JP reading out the vows and the couple commiting to it, my eyes starts to tear. I find it the most beautiful part of life, and it moves my heart. At the same time, weddings always seems to remind me that this is an event that I would not be able to hold easily.
However, when the day comes for me to don that wedding gown and have him by my side, I know I will feel as if I'm the happiest girl in this world. I'll wait patiently for that day to come.....
Oh... how many people actually remembers the vows they made during their wedding? To quote this from a friend, "Getting married is easy, to stay married is the hard part....."
Oh well... I always cry at weddings. Weddings always get me emotional, especially solemnisation weddings. Whenever I listen to the JP reading out the vows and the couple commiting to it, my eyes starts to tear. I find it the most beautiful part of life, and it moves my heart. At the same time, weddings always seems to remind me that this is an event that I would not be able to hold easily.
However, when the day comes for me to don that wedding gown and have him by my side, I know I will feel as if I'm the happiest girl in this world. I'll wait patiently for that day to come.....
Oh... how many people actually remembers the vows they made during their wedding? To quote this from a friend, "Getting married is easy, to stay married is the hard part....."
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Chilling Out on a Friday Nite
Weekend's here again. Been looking forward to a break this entire week. Met up with a long time no see friend yesterday. Had a good chilling out session.... I always love the feeling of catching up with friends whom i've known since long long ago.
Actually, the chilling out was unintended lah... Yenling was shopping alone, cause she was waiting for me to finish work lor.... then when i'm done, we went to Orchard for dinner and did a bit more of shopping. When we were done, the night was still young, so I decided to give ZY a call to see if he wants to meet up for coffee, and surprisingly, he was free. So he drove us down to East Coast Mac. I was the one who suggested that place lah and ZY wasn't sure of how to go. That mountain turtle, went up the wrong expressway. Lolx! But in the end, we did get to our destination.
I also quite mountain turtle lah. Cause yesterday was my first time chilling out at East Coast McCafe, but it's seriously quite cool lor. I was in my crazy mood and started snapping photos.
ZY is now so much more matured. When I knew him back in sec sch, he was still a little boy carrying a "Carbonex" badminton racket. Now.... he's grown into a young man who also feels burden by affairs of the heart. It's hard to let go I know, but I hope one day, he gets to release all that he shouldn't be holding on to. Jia You ba!
All in all, I love yesterday night!
Actually, the chilling out was unintended lah... Yenling was shopping alone, cause she was waiting for me to finish work lor.... then when i'm done, we went to Orchard for dinner and did a bit more of shopping. When we were done, the night was still young, so I decided to give ZY a call to see if he wants to meet up for coffee, and surprisingly, he was free. So he drove us down to East Coast Mac. I was the one who suggested that place lah and ZY wasn't sure of how to go. That mountain turtle, went up the wrong expressway. Lolx! But in the end, we did get to our destination.
I also quite mountain turtle lah. Cause yesterday was my first time chilling out at East Coast McCafe, but it's seriously quite cool lor. I was in my crazy mood and started snapping photos.
ZY and Yenling
ZY and Me! He's really like a brother to me. =)
And of course, there's Yenling and me
I decided that the above shot taken by ZY wasn't good enough, so I re-took myself. See? Pciture Perfect! hahaha!
ZY also got into the mood of photos. So he started to take pic of Yenling's purple hair.
Lastly, a shot of pretty me! *pukes*
ZY is now so much more matured. When I knew him back in sec sch, he was still a little boy carrying a "Carbonex" badminton racket. Now.... he's grown into a young man who also feels burden by affairs of the heart. It's hard to let go I know, but I hope one day, he gets to release all that he shouldn't be holding on to. Jia You ba!
All in all, I love yesterday night!
Friday, October 13, 2006
I worked late today!!!!! Finished my work only at 9plus.... Hmm... It's been a long long time since I had to stay in office to work late. Kinda like the feeling though.....
When no one's in the office, everything is at peace.... I seems to be able to think better. I am more efficient also. But that makes me super tired oso. I did quite a lot of work today. I am enjoying myself at work. Though everything's not easy and I really find it quite a bit of a challenge, I still like what I am doing. My only fears is not to meet expectations at work.... Hmm... I gotta manage that quite a bit....
Anyway, I was lucky there was a nice "gentleman", who also had to work late or maybe he really so nice hor, stayed to wait for me to walk to mrt together lah. Makes my life not so boring at the end of the day.... haha! I got reward this nice "gentleman" ok... I gave him "wang wang" biscuits and accompany him for dinner. Lolx! See? I'm such a nice lady...... =P
Tml's gonna be more work and I've got much more deadline coming up. Really gotta buck up. Stress will be kicking in very soon...... Gotta go get some beauty sleep, if not no 美美 le.... =p
When no one's in the office, everything is at peace.... I seems to be able to think better. I am more efficient also. But that makes me super tired oso. I did quite a lot of work today. I am enjoying myself at work. Though everything's not easy and I really find it quite a bit of a challenge, I still like what I am doing. My only fears is not to meet expectations at work.... Hmm... I gotta manage that quite a bit....
Anyway, I was lucky there was a nice "gentleman", who also had to work late or maybe he really so nice hor, stayed to wait for me to walk to mrt together lah. Makes my life not so boring at the end of the day.... haha! I got reward this nice "gentleman" ok... I gave him "wang wang" biscuits and accompany him for dinner. Lolx! See? I'm such a nice lady...... =P
Tml's gonna be more work and I've got much more deadline coming up. Really gotta buck up. Stress will be kicking in very soon...... Gotta go get some beauty sleep, if not no 美美 le.... =p
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I had wanted to blog about the Belated Mooncake Festival Celebration on Sat, but I've lost all mood now.... Probably another time when I'm feeling better, I'll get all the photos up here. Anyway, it was good. Everyone had fun including myself.....
I just came back from a wedding dinner not long ago. A wedding dinner that I had hesitated going ever since I got the invitation. No... it's not because of the wedding couple. The couple are absolutely fantastic people whom I personally feel is like a 绝配. They are so totally into each other..... It's more the mood when I go there..... and damn... I was right.
The wedding dinner in fact is so far the most perfect one that I have ever went to so far. The bridegroom is good looking and the bride is pretty. The best thing? They are super in love with each other. They are like a fairy tale come true in real life. At the start of the dinner, there was a sword ceremony and the groom actually has 3 obstacles to go thru before getting to the stage. First was to say "I love you" in 4 different languages, second to sing a song for her and lastly, kiss her on the lips till the applause stops. The whole thing is simply so sweet. I couldn't help but secretly shed a tear......
The speeches and scripts that the emcee was reading made the whole wedding dinner complete. The words, both english and mandarin was absolutely perfectly scripted to suit the entire atmosphere. I always knew she'll be able to word out everything fantastically. She always have the flair for it. Somehow, I feel a bit of envy that the script isn't use for my wedding...... =) I saw her tear seeing how sweet the entire wedding was, it was her effort which made everything beautiful.
I knew she drank and I think she drank a lot..... Somehow I could sense that she's upset even though she was trying to keep conversations and her smile going. I felt pretty uneasy throughout dinner. In a way, I felt isolated, or probably, I isolated myself..... Watever....
At almost the end of the dinner, I knew she had too much drink and is in the toilet. I was a bit worried for her, so I made the excuse to go to the ladies as well. When she saw me, she said, "Why do you have to be at the toilet?" At that point of time, I started to realise that she probably felt the same way as I do throughout the dinner...... She kept looking at me with accusing eyes, like I was suppose to do something or say something but I didn't know what I can say or do. As much as I want to make things ok, I didn't know how..... I left unable to hold my tears.
I think I scared Kel who thought I had a quarrel with Jas....
Haiz.... probaby I shouldn't have went to the dinner at all. End up I seem to have spoilt the mood....
Many things were left unspoken and left there hanging. I thought it could be left as that. It's a 遗憾 lor... We both had spend many happy times together and that bond we have was undeniable.... To have things turn out like it is now, is not easy for me as well. Afterall, she had been like a sister to me all this while......
I really feel damn sian now..... haiz....
I just came back from a wedding dinner not long ago. A wedding dinner that I had hesitated going ever since I got the invitation. No... it's not because of the wedding couple. The couple are absolutely fantastic people whom I personally feel is like a 绝配. They are so totally into each other..... It's more the mood when I go there..... and damn... I was right.
The wedding dinner in fact is so far the most perfect one that I have ever went to so far. The bridegroom is good looking and the bride is pretty. The best thing? They are super in love with each other. They are like a fairy tale come true in real life. At the start of the dinner, there was a sword ceremony and the groom actually has 3 obstacles to go thru before getting to the stage. First was to say "I love you" in 4 different languages, second to sing a song for her and lastly, kiss her on the lips till the applause stops. The whole thing is simply so sweet. I couldn't help but secretly shed a tear......
The speeches and scripts that the emcee was reading made the whole wedding dinner complete. The words, both english and mandarin was absolutely perfectly scripted to suit the entire atmosphere. I always knew she'll be able to word out everything fantastically. She always have the flair for it. Somehow, I feel a bit of envy that the script isn't use for my wedding...... =) I saw her tear seeing how sweet the entire wedding was, it was her effort which made everything beautiful.
I knew she drank and I think she drank a lot..... Somehow I could sense that she's upset even though she was trying to keep conversations and her smile going. I felt pretty uneasy throughout dinner. In a way, I felt isolated, or probably, I isolated myself..... Watever....
At almost the end of the dinner, I knew she had too much drink and is in the toilet. I was a bit worried for her, so I made the excuse to go to the ladies as well. When she saw me, she said, "Why do you have to be at the toilet?" At that point of time, I started to realise that she probably felt the same way as I do throughout the dinner...... She kept looking at me with accusing eyes, like I was suppose to do something or say something but I didn't know what I can say or do. As much as I want to make things ok, I didn't know how..... I left unable to hold my tears.
I think I scared Kel who thought I had a quarrel with Jas....
Haiz.... probaby I shouldn't have went to the dinner at all. End up I seem to have spoilt the mood....
Many things were left unspoken and left there hanging. I thought it could be left as that. It's a 遗憾 lor... We both had spend many happy times together and that bond we have was undeniable.... To have things turn out like it is now, is not easy for me as well. Afterall, she had been like a sister to me all this while......
I really feel damn sian now..... haiz....
Friday, October 06, 2006
中秋节快乐
It's the Mid-Autumn Festival... er... actually I prefer to call it Mooncake Festival reason being
1.) There isn't really any Autumn here in Singapore
2.) Focus is really on the mooncakes here judging from all the various flavours that have sprung out over the years.
My favourite among all the kinds is still the traditional kind. Oh well, not really that traditional lah. I like the snow skin type without the egg yolk. Among the more innovative ones, I've tried durian, cempedak, raspberry with cheese, chocolate with cheese and green tea. The raspberry one sounds yucky but hor... it's seriously quite nice. I've got one at home dunno from where de.
Everyone's out carrying lantern today. Nobody on msn to chat with me de. Nvm. Tml I oso got latern party. Haha! A belated one with the Hoon family, Joy, Joei and Marcus. We're having a "Best Looking Lantern Competition" tml. I've got mine already... Haha! See who's gonna win. Remember ah, loser's lantern mus be thrown down the river de ah. LOLx!
Actually I'm feelin super tired. Been waking up at 5.30am for the past few mornings all because of one damn irritating event lah. Seriously hor, this is the 1st time I've done an event which is so super ma fan one leh. And worse still, had to be treated like ma chiam their personal assistant lor. TMD! Whoever said my job is so glam de huh, Joei? Haiz.... I'm very chiam de. Haha!
But oh well... it's over le. The next event will be better..... =)
1.) There isn't really any Autumn here in Singapore
2.) Focus is really on the mooncakes here judging from all the various flavours that have sprung out over the years.
My favourite among all the kinds is still the traditional kind. Oh well, not really that traditional lah. I like the snow skin type without the egg yolk. Among the more innovative ones, I've tried durian, cempedak, raspberry with cheese, chocolate with cheese and green tea. The raspberry one sounds yucky but hor... it's seriously quite nice. I've got one at home dunno from where de.
Everyone's out carrying lantern today. Nobody on msn to chat with me de. Nvm. Tml I oso got latern party. Haha! A belated one with the Hoon family, Joy, Joei and Marcus. We're having a "Best Looking Lantern Competition" tml. I've got mine already... Haha! See who's gonna win. Remember ah, loser's lantern mus be thrown down the river de ah. LOLx!
Actually I'm feelin super tired. Been waking up at 5.30am for the past few mornings all because of one damn irritating event lah. Seriously hor, this is the 1st time I've done an event which is so super ma fan one leh. And worse still, had to be treated like ma chiam their personal assistant lor. TMD! Whoever said my job is so glam de huh, Joei? Haiz.... I'm very chiam de. Haha!
But oh well... it's over le. The next event will be better..... =)
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I had a very nice but tiring weekend.... Lolx...
I went back to office on Sat cause we rented one of the rooms to a group of people whom is wanted to have a special lunch there...... One of the guests was Dr Toh Chin Chye. The first deputy minister of Singapore. He's now so old already but still rather well... Although he walks very slow, he is still very clear headed. When we brought him to the former Parliament Chamber where his seat was, he said, "I'll seat here just 1 more time...." and he was really smiling so happily. It's always feels so nice to relieve the good old days. =)
After I'm done with the event there, I went to attend Jas' aunt's 60th Bday Celebration. This is one interesteing bday celebration. This first of its kind tat I attended. It was held at the void deck at their block downstairs. They catered for buffet and stuff like tat. They even brought down a karaoke system together with the TV. So cool. 60s and 70s music was blasting thru the sound system. One of his aunt was also dancing there. I guess, it's their kinda culture to enjoy like tat. It's quite interesting and fun though.... I like the desserts. It's all homemade. Yummy. Those who came brought a certain desserts that they made so there were many different kinds. Nice....
We went to pick Yenling, Kel and Eug after tat. Wanted to catch the movie, "Staying Alive" at The Cathay. But when we reached at 9plus the tickets for the 11plus show was already sold out..... So we went to eat at my fav Tao Huay place instead...... It still taste so good. =p
Then hor... we went to play lan game lor.... waited till 3am before we manage to get comps ah. Ok lah... we all sit and joke lor... Also quite fun de. We finish playing at about 5plus am then we went for Mac's breakfast. I haven had it for a long time. Cause I'm not a morning person. So the only time i get to eat their breakfast is like this time lor... no sleep then can eat. Haha!
So it was back to work today.... I did something interesting though. TCS came filming for a variety show and they needed someone to explain the various rooms that we have. And somehow, it got push to me to do it. I was so super nervous lor.... After all it might be shown on tv de leh.... scary.... Still ok lah.... I had fun doing it. Yvonne Lim and Jeff Wang was rather nice. They keep smiling at me and talk to me..... Lolx. So here's a pic I took with them....
Tata! =)
I went back to office on Sat cause we rented one of the rooms to a group of people whom is wanted to have a special lunch there...... One of the guests was Dr Toh Chin Chye. The first deputy minister of Singapore. He's now so old already but still rather well... Although he walks very slow, he is still very clear headed. When we brought him to the former Parliament Chamber where his seat was, he said, "I'll seat here just 1 more time...." and he was really smiling so happily. It's always feels so nice to relieve the good old days. =)
After I'm done with the event there, I went to attend Jas' aunt's 60th Bday Celebration. This is one interesteing bday celebration. This first of its kind tat I attended. It was held at the void deck at their block downstairs. They catered for buffet and stuff like tat. They even brought down a karaoke system together with the TV. So cool. 60s and 70s music was blasting thru the sound system. One of his aunt was also dancing there. I guess, it's their kinda culture to enjoy like tat. It's quite interesting and fun though.... I like the desserts. It's all homemade. Yummy. Those who came brought a certain desserts that they made so there were many different kinds. Nice....
We went to pick Yenling, Kel and Eug after tat. Wanted to catch the movie, "Staying Alive" at The Cathay. But when we reached at 9plus the tickets for the 11plus show was already sold out..... So we went to eat at my fav Tao Huay place instead...... It still taste so good. =p
Then hor... we went to play lan game lor.... waited till 3am before we manage to get comps ah. Ok lah... we all sit and joke lor... Also quite fun de. We finish playing at about 5plus am then we went for Mac's breakfast. I haven had it for a long time. Cause I'm not a morning person. So the only time i get to eat their breakfast is like this time lor... no sleep then can eat. Haha!
So it was back to work today.... I did something interesting though. TCS came filming for a variety show and they needed someone to explain the various rooms that we have. And somehow, it got push to me to do it. I was so super nervous lor.... After all it might be shown on tv de leh.... scary.... Still ok lah.... I had fun doing it. Yvonne Lim and Jeff Wang was rather nice. They keep smiling at me and talk to me..... Lolx. So here's a pic I took with them....
Tata! =)
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