He Will Be Gone Soon

I thought I was totally unaffected by the news that he would be gone anytime.... But the fact was that I am bothered by it... slightly...

When I saw him at the hospice, he was a far far cry from how I remember him to be. He used to be loud, energetic especially at cursing and swearing others. Yet now, his voice barely audible. I felt a tinge of sadness for him. And a bit of guilt for saying those things before and feeling the way I did before. I guess, that is only human.

I probably would feel the same way seeing any other old man/woman sick with a terminal diesease, on the verge of dying. God bless him.....