I had a really wierd dream last night..... It's wierd and something more but I dun really know how to describe.

In the dream I was back in my old flat at Bishan and with me was this ex bf of mine, let's just name him SL. He was in my room and somehow my mum knows of him and seems to really like him a lot. In actual fact, my mum has never seen him before.

My mum was like saying something about have a good time together before she left the room. SL played a song thru his hp and it was this tune which was very soothing and sensual. But I dun think I have ever heard of it in real life before. After a while, a hp sounded in my room and I realise it's my mum's hp. I read the msg in there and it was my aunt saying she's coming up to my place now. When I saw my aunt in the dream, I recognise her to be how she was 10yrs ago and along with her was also my mum looking 10yrs ago. So in the house, there was actually 2 mums. One current and one is my mum from 10yrs ago. I remember in the dream I felt surprised but din say anything. Then my aunt saw SL and asked, "Eh? What happened your that bf who came by during CNY?"

At that moment I realise in my dream that I had broken up with Jas and SL was like looking at me as if asking if that is true. So I gathered that in that dream, me and SL was probably having some kind of a rendevous lor...... Then when my aunt went out of the room I closed my door and stayed in the room cause SL was like pressing me to say if it's true that I had broken up with Jas and also I felt wierd to see 2 of my mum outside. Then my dad got angry with me for not going out to entertain guest and was scolding me like mad. So it was like a whole lot of commotion going on. In the dream I was crying cause I realise my r/s with Jas has ended and I just can't stop the tears.

I suddenly woke up in my dark room and realise...... I was in fact crying..... I didn't know why also. It's all like some kinda mystery story.... It's so fucking wierd.... Thinking back it seems everything in the dream is like a 10yrs ago thingy. My aunt and my mum appeared in the dream in how they were 10yrs ago and 10yrs ago, I was with SL....

Maybe it's my illness..... That's why the funny funny dream.... I don't know.

Talking about me being sick. I was like really fucking sick since Monday. Doc says it's some gastric flu thingy. I was like vomitting and lao saing all the while and couldn't eat at all. And I felt tired all the time. Was on MC for 2 days....

The good part about it all is that, I lost 3kg! There is a certain benefit afterall.....