
Sunday, December 30, 2007

Tuesday, December 11, 2007
最后一天的感言
我和她在同一天开始上班,踏入 Arts House 的战场,经历了许多开心与不开心,愤怒与快乐的日子。许多繁忙的工作,也就在她与 Ling Ling 他们的鼓励,帮助和欢笑中度过。每一个人,都不吝啬的在我需要帮忙的时候伸出援手。
有很多事,在我还没辞职之前,都不是很明显。只有在交了那辞呈后才发现,我与他们的认识,真的真的不是只有同事而已。我们几个,都有了无形的默契。知道彼此的喜欢与不喜欢,下一句对方想说的话。我也常常猜得到 Cheryl 的回应是什么。
我做过了好几分工,从来没有对公司的同事这么的依依不舍过。。。还没交上辞呈的时候,有那种破不期待的感觉,但是。。。 在我把那封辞呈正式的交给老板那一秒,我就开始有点后悔。因为我知道我们的“宴席”就要结束了。。。
我有很多很多“谢词”要一一的告诉 Cheryl, Ling, Nat 和 Lyn, 却因为太忙而还没那个机会。先在这里,向他们说声 “谢谢所有美好的回忆”
Cheryl - 你的无数四字真言,每一次都让我的脸上露出微笑。想尽所有能够跟你对上的字句。希望,我们还会有许多这样的机会。。。 你是我的 best "twin" 也是应该唯一的一个。=)
我祝大家永远快乐!
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Another weekend...
Hey.... Suntec got a new food court leh. I know I "mountain turtle" never eat there before. Only passed by once or twice. The decor of the place is super unique leh. Makes dining at the food court a better experience oso. Being "mountain turtle" of course I must take picture lah!
They even got like waitress in cheongsam like restaurants to clear tables leh! How innovative! Too bad I din get to take any pictures of them.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Call it coincidence or whatever......
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Stepping into the next phase of life
It was lots of waiting at the HDB. Send in application, filling up the forms, choosing the flat.... It's all the "adult" stuff. Everything feels so alien to me. I feel like a small kid running around and bumping my way through through the whole process. Lolx.
After that we went down to the hotel to confirm on our wedding banquet..... so it's fixed! We got the date! 28 Dec 08...... After our ROM it's gonna be another countdown to the wedding dinner.
OMG! I'm moving on.... sometimes it really scares me to me handling all these. Looks like it's no turning back... hmmmm....
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Oh.... did I mention that I went to try out my gown for "D" day and finally confirm on one. Really looking forward to the fitting. Got a pair of heels from taka to match it. Should be nice ba. Got take photos but decided not to put up the photos cause must be surprise mah. Lolx!
Went for a wedding show a marina mandarin on sun and I realise it's super good value to attend leh. We paid $28 for 2 person and we had lobster combi plate, crispy chicken, prawns in herbal soup, rice in lotus leaf and mango sago with ice cream. Worth rite? Hahhaa! Like some cheapos.... Must look for more wedding show to go ah... For the food only! =p
However we won't be considering marina mandarin leh. Too ex! Food is so so only... Just realise that I have to start booking hotels for the dinner next year. Like a bit late le. The dates Jas and I want a lot of them already taken. Din realise everyone so kiasu de. So I no choice lor... also gotta start making tentative bookings everywhere first. hahahahha!
After the wedding show, we went to Orchard to meet Kel, Julia and Angela to shop for other essentials like my heels, shirt and shoes for Jas oso...
While waiting for the rest to arrive, Jas got bored and he started playing my pink DS. I got bored so I started taking photos.......as usual....
Monday, October 01, 2007
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Sunshine after the Rain
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
As this carries on, I really wonder what it will lead to. Plans that were discussed for so long.... will it all be put into action or jus like before it will all *poof* disappear to nowhere.
Again, I sound as if I'm on repeat mode: "I'm tired...."
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Emotional Rollercoaster
Lacking of proper sleep seems to make the whole situation even worse. It's not that I haven been sleeping. I have! Just that I'll only manage to get to sleep really late... or should I say extremely early in the morning. What makes it worse are the really wierd dreams that I keep having.
Are all these due to stress?
I know it can't really be coming much from work stress cause these few weeks hadn't been much projects at all. Maybe is this pre-ROM jitters? Or is it that I am having second thoughts? Is all these normal? I know Joei was still doubting her decision 2 months ago when she was about to be officially a "Mrs". And I was still telling her that she thinks too much and shld jus relax..... Now I totally can understand it.
Maybe it is a form of fear..... Afterall, I am taking a very very big step into next stage of life. Plus the road ahead seems kinda fuzzy.... Then again, am I the only one who is getting jittery? I wonder if Jas is feeling the same way but doesn't tell me or show it.
Just now when I was playing mahjong, I started to have a lot of thoughts. And it all just seems to envelope around me and I was totally lost in those feelings. I feel damn isolated from the rest. I had the strong thought that no one in this world understands me. I have the extreme strong urge to talk to someone about myself, about how I feel but I dunno who to call.
Suddenly, I feel so alone. Like as if, I am the only person.
Maybe I'm just tired... Physically and mentally.... Frankly, I really feel super insecure. I'm losing confidence in a lot of things. I feel myself slipping away..... and slipping right into this "depression mode" of mine. I desperately wanna snap out of it.... But I dunno how.....
I hate it whenever I feel this way.... Things stays at its lousiest for a long time. *sianz*
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Queen for a Day
Saturday, August 18, 2007
I'm 25!!!
And that's like a quarter of a century... haiz... getting older. Jas too.... He turned 27 three days ago. I got a nice surprise on Thursday. Those mj kakis, sent me a bouquet of flowers with a cute stuffed toy dog which looks like Toffee to my office. So sweet of them. Of course I must take pic to show everyone lah. haha!
Saturday, August 04, 2007
莫一天的谈话
Friday, July 27, 2007
做了一个很可怕的梦。。。。
But yesterday, I woke up in the middle of the night for the first time panicking...... I dun remember the exact detail of how he died. I remembered I heard the news that he's dead and I went to the funeral. I saw his mum and Julia there.... crying. I was comforting his mum and crying hard myself. But somehow I could feel I was dreaming! I could feel myself trying to get out of the dream. It feels terrible and wierd.
Suddenly, I woke up! I realise I was indeed crying. I felt scared... very very scared and very unease. I wanted to msg Kel to tell him but then it was in the middle of the night. I sat on my bed.... lost for a while.... wondering shld I call him to check if he is alright. But I think I was scaring myself. I went back to sleep but just couldn't sleep properly for the rest of the night. 莫名其妙
I sms Kel to tell him when I got up this morning. He said I'm silly and says he's sorry for scaring me. Siao... also not his fault! People always says that dreams is always the opposite. I really hope so......
I have never woke up in the middle of the night so scared before other than when I was young and thought I hear ghost.... I is going mad?!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Over the Weekend

Saturday, July 21, 2007
I went to check out a few bridal studios before Jas and I decided on Signoria. I love their special effect photos..... so fantasy and so fairy tale like. I hope the effect turns out the same leh. The lady oso ask me to try some gowns and evening gowns other than the cocktail dress. Service quite good and I is happy. =) Jas has oso choosen his suit. White.... Nice!
For now, I still lack heels, guest list and confirmation of the food menu. Other than that, everything pretty much settled. Cool.... Really looking forward to the day..... *sigh*
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Updates!
A couple of things have happened lah just dun hv the urge and time to state it all out recently. Maybe I'll just do it as a random list lor.....
- I watched Transformers already. I like I like! Last time when I watch Transformer cartoon I was so young I dun really have any recollection of it. But when I see Optimus Prime I do remember the red and blue. Good show. I dun mind watchin again!
- I played mahjong and I game 十三幺! It's a big deal to me ok.... Cause it's my first time hor. hehe! I game with the "bird" that Eug throw. They say game 十三幺 very unlucky de. Not sure how true. =)
- I got my Phoenix Wright game for my DS lite le. Cannot stop playing ah... Lots of investigation to gather lots of clues. Fun!
- He added me back on Friendster. haha! Very random I know....
- I got bonus!!! So I rewarded myself with a Loewe bag. A nice casual one lah. Bought it at a good discounted price....
- I like this new nokia phone N76. Wanted to buy with my bonus de but I chose the bag over it. So maybe next month lor.... The red very nice leh. Got mirror at the front some more de.... *lust lust* hehe!
- Oh.... sad news.... One of our working partner passed away. He was a very nice guy.... He'll be missed....
I think pretty much that's all lor... Hope I'll update again soon.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
After a couple of hours, I received a sms from WX asking if I want to meet for dinner since he is having an exhibition from Suntec. I thought, "Y not? Since we haven't met for so long." So he ask me what time I would reach etc etc and if I dun mind can I go up to Hall 4 first to meet him there and again I said ok...
While I was strolling over to Suntec after work, a thought suddenly dawn on me.... Why so wierd ah? If meet for dinner, y dun just meet downstairs? Y must ask me go up to Hall 4 where his booth is to meet him? I started to fantasize thinking, "Maybe he now got gf le. And the gf saw the forwarded sms I sent him earlier and she jealous. So she want to find out who am I. Hence she use his hp and ask me to meet for dinner etc etc and meet him at the Hall. Like that hor, if really the case won't it be an ugly sight? Like out of drama?"
Haha! I think I is mad!
Of course the above is all my own imagination lah. Nothing like tat happen. We just went for dinner and after that he brought me to see the new optical fibre fountain at Suntec. Super nice! Hehe! Feels a bit like dating leh... Maybe cause I have been with Jas for so long and not done done anything like tat so haha, feel a bit like 小鹿乱撞。 But really lah... WX is a nice guy. Must intro him to Cheryl. They should get a long quite well...
This morning... woke up to a bad news..... friend's dad pass away..... feel bad for her..... Most likely will be going to the wake this evening. Meow is right.... "life is so vunerable"
Friday, June 15, 2007
TGIF
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Lunch Time Shopping
Lucky the mummy left a toy for her to play. So she wasn't crying.... lolx!
Mummy Found!
"Mummy, please do not forget me while you are shopping again.... Please!!!!"
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
This morning, or rather Sat morning.... I got up earlier than my usual Saturdays to meet Sinta and the little Yoo-ri. So excited to see them. Hehe! Actually more excited to see Yoo-ri cause I haven seen her for quite some time... so hor... very eager to see her smiles and see how responsive she is now. Wah lau! She is so super cute leh.... Cannot stand ah.....
See? That's little Yoo-ri. Sinta probably feels shy being not cuter than Yoo-ri, so gotta cover her face. ha!

Of course, must make her take picture with me also...... Yoo-ri very nice to carry de. Cause a lot of meat. Hehe!

Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Congratulations!


Monday, June 04, 2007
I wan I wan!
I saw a girl playing with her pink Nintendo DS lite on MRT last week. So pretty!
I heard that Civil Servants are getting 0.5 x bonus + $220. So nice!
What's the link between the 2? Haha! Of course is I wanna buy the Nintendo DS lite lor with my bonus. =p And the one I wan must be pink. I give up on the PSP le. Cause hor, the shade of pink for Nintendo DS lite is prettier. Haha! Baby pink.... sweet leh... Some more got touch screen game leh. Just now Kel was telling me got the "Photohunt" game, my fav ah. How can dun buy like tat?

Got the Nintendo DS lite go leh. Can motivate me to take train instead of cab. Cause sit train can play mah. No need scared take train bored. Then hor, sometimes go over Jas place while he slp I bo liao oso can play. No nd play his PS2. Or you see huh, when he play his PS2 I can play my Nintendo lor.... Hahaha! So good rite? *nod nod*
Must start to go and source le. See got wat games nice to play..... I surely will buy Mario de. Hehe! My fav childhood game leh.... hahahaha! Kel call his PSP "Xiao Hei" I must also start thinking of a name for mine le..... wahahahahhaha
Exciting!
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Friday, May 18, 2007
Our Rings...
Had a big fight over the ring before we decided to get it. Haha! Because of budget lah.... But anyway, now we both love the rings....
It comes with a "scope" so that you can see the "hearts and arrows" on a "perfect diamond". *roll eyes* the gimmicks of marketing....
Gotta keep it till Dec... when we can both finally put it on our fingers..... but before that... more planning ahead.... (hopefully less quarrels)
Sunday, May 13, 2007
梦里的柔情
我不想醒来。
因为。。。醒来后,我只会发现一切都不是真的。一切也不可能会发生。让那柔情,永远留在梦里吧。。。
Friday, May 11, 2007
Monday, May 07, 2007
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
香港 ~ Hong Kong
And yes.... back at work.... =( I reached back Singapore on Monday night, went back home put my luggage and then straight for a mahjong session and only got back home at like 5am on Tues morning. So I haven't got enough sleep. Feeling rather zombie.....
So what about Hong Kong? All I can say is I love it! When I reached there to me it feels really exciting, cause I'm seeing all the sights that I've always seen on TV, in those HK drama and not to forget my favourite movie serial, 古惑仔。
Jas fetched me to the airport on Fri morning. He was on MC actually. So we had breakfast before I checked in. I just walked around alone till it's time to board the plane. Quite fast actually and I had Kel's PSP to keep me company. Flight there alone wasn't too bad either except for the 2 inconsiderate China woman sitting on my either side. I watched the movie tat I missed, "Night at the Mueseum" - so funny!
Then I reached......
