Actually I dun really know what I wanna blog about tonight. Just feel like sitting in front of this computer and reflect for a while. Reflect on life, on friends, on what is happening around me......

As time passes, people move on either from the happiness or from the unhappiness. We all just move on. Recently there has been a phrase that is commonly use at my office - "Going through motion" This has become a very gray area for me. A lot of things that I have been doing seems to be "going through motion", there's no time to think, just do it... and get through it. Yet it's not the best thing. Not only work, even personal life sometimes feels like I'm just "going through motion". How many people can actually have the luxury of time and energy to seriously think thru each and every single thing that they wanna do before actually doing it? Maybe that's how life passes by so quickly.

I lament life. Lament how fast almost 25yrs of my life has passed.... Wtf have I done in this 24+ yrs. Have I had achievement? Anything that I am proud of? Anything tat satisfy my poor soul? What happens for the next 25yrs? What will I have done? What will I become? Lots of friends around me are all moving to the next stage of life, some going to be Mrs or have already become Mrs and some already mummy. Happy for them. =) I hope when tat day comes for me, I'll happy too that my decison is right. It does feel a bit scary transcending from one life to another. Nervous.... hehe! Confuse at the same time. Somehow I dun feel very secure cause work seems really uncertain. I can't decide exactly is this job what I wanna do. And if I decides to go on to do something else what do I want to do. Then it will be another transition period of trying to get everything settle and all. Sometimes I really wonder if I shld wait....

Haiz.... so many things to consider.... Dun wanna think le.... Go slp. Lolx!

After a Long While... ...

There was suppose to be a lot of things that I wanted to blog but haven't had the time for it. And now after a long lapse, I dun really feel like blogging the happenings in the past few days.... or was it weeks.... Can't remember.....

I know I went out with Cheryl, Lyn and CW for dinner last week at this restaurant at Wheelock Place call "Sun with Moon" or is it "Sun and Moon". It's a super duper nice place with amazing good food. I had taken quite a few pics of the interesting presentation of the food but had deleted from my hp. So now.... no more pics to show...... I know that night I was very very tired cause I had been working like 12hrs the day before. Luckily Cheryl persuaded me to go. If not I would have missed out on the yummy food and the great comapany. =) That irritating R**** R**** Meeting event really tired the hell out of me man.

Another thing that I must mention is the Friday that I went over to Sinta's place to be her free part time nanny. Lolx! I really love her chubby and wierd daughter of hers(of course is wierd. Ever heard of a 2mths old baby who watches MTV channel?). So cute lor like a doll like tat. Very big size for her age!!!! She'll grow to bully all the guys around her, I bet. Wahahhaha!

Haiz... Between work and planning for "the occasion" plus going out and relaxing on weekends, I dun really hv much time to blog lor. Not like last time where I really will take the time to pen down my thoughts and feelings. Sianz... Starting to feel rather confuse towards my work also. Not sure do I really like what I am doing. Somtimes I seems to enjoy but yet sometimes I really feel like shouting out loud, " I hate my job!" Can't decide what I really want to do either. Like that how? Tell me how?

Super duper sianz... Looking forward to end of the year...... Dec hurry come!

今天，我尝到了眼泪往肚子里吞的滋味。。。

做了这么多，尽然说不够好。努力。。。白费了。。。

自己躲起来，头往天花板看了很久。就是不肯让眼泪流下。好讨厌！好讨厌这样。

Another dream....

I dreams that Ed has got a baby.

WTF is wrong with me? What's with all this wierd and irritating dreams about?

I had a really wierd dream last night..... It's wierd and something more but I dun really know how to describe.

In the dream I was back in my old flat at Bishan and with me was this ex bf of mine, let's just name him SL. He was in my room and somehow my mum knows of him and seems to really like him a lot. In actual fact, my mum has never seen him before.

My mum was like saying something about have a good time together before she left the room. SL played a song thru his hp and it was this tune which was very soothing and sensual. But I dun think I have ever heard of it in real life before. After a while, a hp sounded in my room and I realise it's my mum's hp. I read the msg in there and it was my aunt saying she's coming up to my place now. When I saw my aunt in the dream, I recognise her to be how she was 10yrs ago and along with her was also my mum looking 10yrs ago. So in the house, there was actually 2 mums. One current and one is my mum from 10yrs ago. I remember in the dream I felt surprised but din say anything. Then my aunt saw SL and asked, "Eh? What happened your that bf who came by during CNY?"

At that moment I realise in my dream that I had broken up with Jas and SL was like looking at me as if asking if that is true. So I gathered that in that dream, me and SL was probably having some kind of a rendevous lor...... Then when my aunt went out of the room I closed my door and stayed in the room cause SL was like pressing me to say if it's true that I had broken up with Jas and also I felt wierd to see 2 of my mum outside. Then my dad got angry with me for not going out to entertain guest and was scolding me like mad. So it was like a whole lot of commotion going on. In the dream I was crying cause I realise my r/s with Jas has ended and I just can't stop the tears.

I suddenly woke up in my dark room and realise...... I was in fact crying..... I didn't know why also. It's all like some kinda mystery story.... It's so fucking wierd.... Thinking back it seems everything in the dream is like a 10yrs ago thingy. My aunt and my mum appeared in the dream in how they were 10yrs ago and 10yrs ago, I was with SL....

Maybe it's my illness..... That's why the funny funny dream.... I don't know.

Talking about me being sick. I was like really fucking sick since Monday. Doc says it's some gastric flu thingy. I was like vomitting and lao saing all the while and couldn't eat at all. And I felt tired all the time. Was on MC for 2 days....

The good part about it all is that, I lost 3kg! There is a certain benefit afterall.....

Late at night

Aiya... Couldn't get to sleep so might as well do some blogging lor. Lolx!

Went out with my colleagues, Cheryl, Nat, Ling, Lyn and her husband on Thursday after work. This week ah, due to the holiday season hor, is super no mood to work de. We were deciding to to watch movie or jus shop shop and in the end, we decided to go VivoCity and makan.

We went to this super cool restaurant at call 黑社会. Very nice decor and very classy but the price is reasonable. Food oso not bad. I had this La Mien with Crispy Duck and Sze Chuan Vege. Damn cool!

What I like is that they got a selection of hot tea serve in a teapot. Can share between a few person. The waitress told me their specialty is the Dragon Pearl Tea and so that was what I had lor. See the teapot and its little teacup. So cute!

Their table hor oso mega cool one leh.... Got a drawer attached for you to put either handphone or whatever you wan beside you de. So won't take up space on the table itself. Clever idea hor. But must remember to take lah! If not you will be donating it to the restaurant le. Or maybe this is the whole idea. Lolx! But whatever lah... I will go back there to eat de. Nice place.

Oh... I got a new toy today.... Hehe! It's this turtle soft toy that is selling at Mini Toons de. I saw the mini one long ago and have been wanting to get one. Just now, Jas got the super big one for me. So happy! He say he buy it cause the turtle looks as round as me.... TMD!

I is happy! So I took a lot of pictures with it. =p See See See!

That is my little 龟龟

Later in the evening, we went to Marina South for Steamboat. Haven eaten there for a long time le. I din eat much though... I was telling Kel lor, each time we come, we seems to eat lesser and lesser.... Maybe is an indication we are getting older and appetite not like last time le....

Haiz.... Is it?

新年快乐

大家恭喜发财! 万事如意! 祝你们天天开心，永远英俊或美丽！Hehe!

It's back to work today for me and it's super sianz ah..... Totally no mood to work at all de. I was practically jus waiting for the time to past the whole day in the office. I admit! I was utterly useless at work today. Other than reply some emails, that's about it. But oh well, it's CNY lah.

This CNY season hor, I seems to be having a bit of luck wor. Manage to win quite a bit at mahjong and blackjack. The best part is hor, when we play blackjack, we got a rule that if either players or banker gets 15points can opt out. So 3 times I got 15points, 3 times Adrian the banker got Double Ace. wahahahhaa! So I no need pay triple for 3 times.... Cheated Adrian of $18. Lolx! Mahjong luck oso not bad sia... Manage to 自摸一色pong pong hu. Hehehe! Super happy. But I think ah, the best must be Kel's gf already. See her draw cards like machiam watch TV lor. Wat she wans she gets and always hor, her cards damn "sui" one leh. Shiok ah!!! They say this is wat we call Beginner's Luck. =p

Of course not forgetting how 自恋 I am..... I took photossssss........

Taken on Chu Xi. Went to The Cathay to watch Ghostrider. Entertaining to watch but not what exactly I would say a good show. But nonetheless, can watch lah.

My Sis and I. Preparing to go 拜年 at my grandma's place wearing our new clothes.


Hehe! Wanted to show off my new dress with my new LV bag. I love this dress..... Vintage!

We couldn't get a cab so Jas said he'll come fetch us. So I got bored while waiting for him to come over. He so slow de!

Finally he reached! Jas in his new shirt from Zara. I like I like! He looks good in this.... but er... why his face like not very happy ah..... hmmm.....

Haha! Cause I no take photo with him lor. So I did. =p

Our usual practice, my family goes for Tim Sum on Chu Er before we head over to the Chun Dao He Pan. But it was raining when we reach City Hall. So we changed plans and ate at the 鼎太锋 at Raffles City lor. Everything was nice except for the Fai Cai Yu Sheng. Not very good leh.

I got bored again waiting for them to finish their food so acting cute again. I realise hor, I cannot wink properly leh. Haha!

After we eat, we din go Chun Dao He Pan cause it was still raining. My sis went on to meet her friend while I went over to Sinta's house to collect ang bao! haha! Went there to check out how Yoori's doing oso. That baby girl is fine lah. Still eating a lot and getting fatter. Getting cuter by the day oso. She's gonna keep Sinta busy for a long long time. Lolx!

K lah... My hair is almose dry le. Can go sleep liao.... *yawnz*

A bit of Drama

I guess I'm still nt over the Valentine's Day mood yet.......

Was talking to Cheryl and Nat today about romantic stuff that guys should know how to do and I think all the ideas came from watching too much movies and drama. Haha! Then I thought, "Hmm... I had my fair share of romance also mah...."

The first romantic thing that I encountered was from my 1st serious relationship.... The one which I mentioned in this blog before. The one whom we knew each other thru an egg. Haha! So hor, on one of the special days, he gave me a box of stars with and egg in the middle with the words "Fate brought us together through this egg". *schweet*

Another incident which left a very deep impression on my mind was another of this ex-bf. We had broken up and somehow he couldn't get over it. I think he was like trying his best to get me to be with him again. I use to stay at Bishan and in front of my room window was this long long canel which flows through the 2 Bishan Park. So during the Mooncake Festival, this guy folded paper boats and put candles on each of them and let them flow from the other park down to where my flat was hoping I could see them. He even use candles and arrange them into a "I LOVE U". Haiz.... It was very sweet but done at the wrong timing le. We had broken up then and whatever he did, I didn't change my decision.

My last bf before Jas was also one of my longest r/s. And of course, there were times when he really was romantic. Like, he brought me to Sentosa to watch the Musical Fountain show. We watched it at the top of the Merlion back then and it was so beautiful. The strong wind, the beautiful lights. Haiz... Like out of a drama leh.

On one of my bdays, he surprised me with a bouquet of blue roses. Nothing special lah. But his friend told me he went to quite a few florists around Singapore, jus to find the nicest blue roses. That's a sweet gesture! He was also the one who gave me 512 bus tickets folded into hearts. I think it was for our anniversary. He ah... is a very SNAG lor. But too bad.... a moment of folly is a lifetime of regrets.

Jas leh... he also very nice. Got once he made me angry I think on my bday? He sent some flowers to my hse. It especially sweet cause he's the kind who never give flowers. Morever as a surprise, plus it's a first time he gave a bouquet of flowers. =)

So there... I had a bit of drama in my life. Hehe!

Oh.. yesterday I went over to Sinta's hse to visit her and her baby Yoori. Aiyo... that goldilocks is getting chubby and it's very chubby. She eats so much lor. Definitely inherited the mother ah. So cute so cute! Hehe! Can just sit and stare at her the whole day lor. Sinta also very jia lat lah... Gotta keep changing diapers and feed and feed. =P Lesson learnt: Never eat too much during pregnancy!

Lolx!

Valentine's Day 2007

I didn't know Jumbo Seafood is also so popular among couples. We decided to stay away from the conventional restaurant and flowers celebration, so we went to East Coast to feast on seafood. End up hor.... WAH!!!!

Super crowded! Long queue ah! In fact all the seafood restuarants at East Coast all packed de even though I reached at 9plus. Still got people waiting ah. Maybe now all smart le. Dun wan spend money on those expensive Valentine's Set Dinner which are normally not nice oso de. Haha!

Maybe cause it's so pack, their chef was like nt up to standard leh. The food not nice de and this morn had to run toilet so many times. So... it's a night of supposedly romance but a morning of misery..... Haha!

Tomorrow, my GM declared that we can officially go off at 3pm. Haha! So nice..... got some time to shop. I most likely will go for yoga class. Long time no go le. Been wasting so much money. Haiz..... And then, it would be CNY!!! Time for MJ MJ and more MJ. Hehehe!

Rambles of Life

Seems like it's been a long time since I have last blogged in here. Lots of things have happened and to jot it all down.... I dunno where to start at all.

Sometimes I feel it's really useless to pen down what has already happened. Especially if they are unhappy memories. I rather remember the good ones than the bad ones. So what for?

Regrets.... there are bound to be in life. But wat's the point of regretting? It helps nothing. It jus makes you feel worse doesn't it? Yet we all can't avoid it. Then like tat how? I oso dunno...

Sometimes in the middle of the night, random thoughts will jus flow into my mind. Jus like how the waves comes crashing on shore and it's endless. And it doesn't stops till the tide has gone low and slowly becomes more peaceful.... At that point of time, for a while, I'll feel lost. I gain my composure and carry on with life.

I always ask myself, "Am I Happy?" Each time, I throw back a question, "How do you define happy?" I feel sometimes I jus have the superb ability to feel happy and sad at the same time. Wat does this mean? I guess, I dun even know who I am.....

I dunno why I am jus rambling on here.... it can jus go on and on.... I jus feel like voicing out all this ridiculous thinking... Tat's all. Oh watever! 明天会更好! ^^

Time passes so quickly that I dun even know how much or how little I have done. In the office, work is piling up day by day as I feel the days are getting shorter and shorter. I dun really seems to have too much of a life outside work these days. This is like super sianz! Not that I dun like my work but somehow, it just feels too much at a point of time. But lukily, I had some fantastic colleagues so it makes things much easier.

Just went KTV with them on Fri and I was laughing all the way man. My god, Nat and Soon Kin sure can sing and dance ah. Some more they will imitate or make funny sounds when they sing. It is mega hilarious lor. Lots of old school songs we sang. Got Barbie Girl lah, Britney's Baby One More Time, Fame, Flashback etc etc.... Whatever it is, it's laugh all the way lah.

Went over to Sinta's place on Sat for mj and also to check out that cool daughter of hers. That baby is one active kid man. Oh well, like mother like daughter mah. When Sinta was pregnant with Yoori, she oso never stop moving and skipping de. So now Yoori oso very active and responsive. Her hair is still as brown as ever... Hopefully it stays this way. I call Yoori, the Ah Lian daughter... The natural born Lian. wahahahhaha! See lah. Hoon likes Ah Lian so much rite? Now got a Ah Lian daughter le. See how he's gonna keep the Ah Bengs away from her. Lolx!

During the week I was very pissed at someone. This so called friend wasn't friend enough to help when there's trouble. He just adds on to the worsen the matter. Whatever lah... At least now I know how things are like. Just as well..... I dun need such people in my life I guess.... There are friends and then there are true friends.

I haven been sleeping well recently leh. Not very sure why.... Is it stress or is it the caffeine in me. I've been waking up at night very often if not, can't sleep till the wee wee hours.... Sianz sianz sianz... Like now, I can't sleep again. But I feel VERY TIRED leh! Like that how??? Tell me!!! Haiz....

Nvm... Go put some face mask, relax a bit. See if it helps..... haiz......

Haven been blogging much lately...

A lot of things are happening at the same time. Some good... some bad... But I can cope. In fact everyday there are so much to do both at work and for personal that by the time I get back home, I dun have much time left to do anything. I jus bathe, relax a while, watch a bit of tv and then to sleep.

Mon to Fri is like that.

Sat is either working or out the whole day then back home to sleep.

Come Sunday, I'll sleep thru half the day. Wake up. Dinner. Home. TV. Sleep.....

And the routine starts all over again.

Boring as it sounds, I'm happy! =)

Oh, btw.... Yoori's finally out! She's so lovable and cute and.... er... fragile. All babies are fragile lah. hehe! But she's really adorable. ^^
Like her mummy, I think she eats a lot. Haha! Probably trained by her mum when she was still in her stomach. lolx!
The next thing we know, she might be able to play mj at the age of 3. Hehehehe! Rite Sinta? =p

Start of the Year

It's only the start of the new year..... and something big has occurred. I can't really judge is this good or bad. I guess I will have to leave it to fate....

I have to consider my options now. I have to decide....

It's one BIG decision I have to make with no time to lose.....

The wedding was everything that it shouldn't have been....

Haiz... everything was jus a mess.

Stepping into the New Year

First of all.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Ya lah... A bit late since it's already the 3rd day of the new year le, but 迟到好过没到 mah. Rite? Lolx!

I must say I really enjoyed this period of holiday and it's all thanks to Jas. He really put in the effort to make everything nice for me. So schweeet! =)

We had our New Year countdown at the Yishun Dam. We gathered a few people and had a BBQ there. That place was super pack lor. Lots of families went there to BBQ. The uncle selling ice-cream there that night sure earn big bucks ah. There were so many people buying from him each time he stop some where. I shld have brought ice-cream there to sell oso ah. Lolx!

The things we prepared for the BBQ

Zhihao setting up the fire so start it off. While they were preparing, someone was slacking somewhere. Hehe!

And then they got busy cooking Other than Zhihao, our chef for the day is Oh and Han. ><

And while they were busy with the cooking and I got bored waiting.... Here's what I know how to do best. =p

And of course group photos.....

Jas and Me on the first day of 2007

I didn't get to see fireworks last countdown, so Jas acutally promised to bring me see fireworks for this year. He wanted to drive down to Esplanade at 11pm so that I can see but I didn't want to go cause I find it too ma fan. End up hor, 吴打吴撞 we managed to see fireworks at the Yishun Dam. We saw the fireworks in Malaysia even. Haha! So he said, "See? Afterall IU did fulfilled my promise hor." Lolx! Like tat oso counted de meh? Anything lah.... As long as I see, I happy.

I went KTV with Eug and Steve the next morning. We all woke up super early to go for the K-lunch package. Cheap leh. $8+++ still got set-lunch and 1 drink. Surprisingly, when we finished and I call Jas (I was expecting him to be still sleeping) he already woke up and finish bathing le cause according to him, he wants to come fetch me from AMK. Haha! So unexpected man but nvm, I happy. Lolx! So being in a very good mood, I accompany him go fishing at night lor at Changi. Go there feed mosquitoes ah. TMD! But again, nvm, I happy. Hahhahaha!

So after a whole lot of activities the past few days, I decided to rest at home yesterday. I slept half the day and jus basically stay home to watch TV. And today.... Am back at work le....

Sianz.... When will the long holidays come again. hmm.....

Today is the 4th Year Anniversary of Jas and me. Phew... It's a long long time man. Throughout this period, both of us hv went thru lots. It wasn't exactly easy through the years.

The 2 of us doesn't really do much couple stuff while dating like shopping, dining and watching movie jus the 2 of us. We normally spend a lot of time with friends when we're outside if not is spend time at home, cause I love crowds. So this time for our anniversary, we decided to go on a date jus like how other couples date.

He picked me up and we drove down to town shopping and just walk walk around lor. We went to check out GUCCI and LV cause I'm suppose to get him a card holder. After choosing a bit, he decided to go for the LV one which I had seen with Sinta the day before. I knew he'll choose the Monogram instead of the Damier one. Damn.... I prefer Damier leh. He says, "Ah Beng of course use Monogram lah." *roll eye* * faint* Whatever lah, as long he's happy. =)

You know people always have like "Anniversary Dinner" at posh places but the 2 of us are jus wierd lor. We had a "Anniversary Brunch". Haha! Cause we both super hungry at bout 4plus lor so we started hunting for food. After some deliberating, we decided to try the chicken rice at Chatterbox. Wah lau! The 2 of us super mountain turtle one, no eat at Chatterbox before so to us hor, it's like "posh" lor. Hahaha! We want to try for ourselves what is so special about the chicken rice there that makes it so expensive. It cost a freaking $23 for it leh.

Hehe! Dear posing with his new LV card holder. I'm gonna make him buy me a bag in return someday. =P

Me at Chatterbox. First time there of course must take pic lah. hahahaha!

Haiz... But hor, now I know expensive doesn't mean nice. I dun like the chicken rice leh. The chicken meat a bit the hard. Nothing really special mah. I prefer my 925 chicken rice at Yishun leh. This meal costed a bomb sia.... *faint* But at least know I no longer mountain turtle le. I tried it le. =p

After the meal we went to Great World to watch Death Note 2. Haha! Jas and me have been waiting for the part 2 to be release leh. Nice nice! The ending rather unexpected, but overall it's good. Evertime we go Great World, we definitely pay the hamsters at the pet shop a visit. I like to see them running around in their wheels and squeezing each other while they sleeping. So adorable. Jas wanted to buy me one to bring home. I was tempted to get it but didn't. I scared I'll be lazy to clean them up so dun wan lor. I'm happy just to see them each time I go there.

We went to Bottle Tree Park for dinner. It's this newly open park near Khatib where people can go fishing and prawning in the ponds. They imported this tree call Bottle Tree from Aussie to put there hence the name.

The Bottle Trees. It's nt hard to see how the trees got their names.

I quite like the ambience there cause it's alfresco and quiet. We order too much food ah, so we couldn't finish. Very wasted.

A photo of us on our 4th Year Anniversary. Hopefully many more to come. =)

Let me backtrack a little on the previous few days....

On Wed, my company had our post X'mas party. It's a tradition that all new staff has to be the organizer of the year end X'mas party. This time we have 6 additions to the comapany so there's a lot of people to help. Our theme this year was a pyjamas party so we named it "Zzzz'mas". Everone was to turn up in PJ and they were all very sporting. Most of them came dressed. We also had a very "hot" Belly Dancing performance, courtesy of Angelina who was one of our contract staff. When she's dressed up for performance, she looks totally different. Woah!!! There was lots of lucky draw prizes to be won and I got a $50 Topshop voucher. Hehe! Means more shopping! yeah man! Lolx! I think all of us had a good time.... Next yr, I'll be there just to enjoy the party, no nd plan le... Anyway, some photos taken....

The decorations that we did ourselves.

Lyn and me acting cute in our PJ

Cheryl and Me!

The 3 Sleeping Beauties?!

Everyone's sporting to don on PJ. Even the photographer who's Cheryl's friend. Hehe!
One nice photo before I finish this post. Me and the super hot belly dancer. She's like the star for the night lor. Everyone wants to take photo with her. Check out her costume. SEXY!

Happy Holidays to All!!!!

THE HOLIDAY SEASON!!!

It's my favourite time of the year again!

I feel the mood of the Christmas much more this year than the previous cause I had been working especially hard the past 2 mths and have been really looking forward to the long stretch of holidays. And plus, of course, I got lots and lots of presents this year. =P I must thank Joei for my GUCCI handphone strap, that's one thing I have been lusting for all year man. She's so sweet!!! Another surprise I got is from Sinta. I have been wanted to buy Anna Sui's mascara for quite a while but haven gotten round to doing it. I think Sinta got telepathy with me ah, she actually bought it for me lor. I put on the mascara today and it's so pretty. I like I like!!!! Hehehe!

Also, my electronic keyboard is also a gift from Jas. I have been practising late on it everyday hoping that I can be a pianist one day. Ya right! I still nd to go for classes before I can declare myself a pianist. But whatever it is, I like I like. Hehe!

So what did I do during the last few days of the holidays? I went Dragonfly on Sat night with a whole bunch of peeps like Eug, Kel, Jas, Tan, Adrian, Yenling, Jac, Angela and Meow. Steven couldn't make it cause he had to work..... Haiz... Too bad. After hearing so much comments (good and bad) about the place, finally I've seen it for myself. A lot of people say that place very Canto-pop so got a lot of bengs and lians so they dun like but for me I like leh. Ya ya..... people's gonna start saying cause I "Ah Lian" mah. Whatever lah. I like the whole set-up of the place and the live band. Although they can be quite tacky and erm.... dunno lah but it's a refreshing clubbing scene. The dancers was changing clothes like almost every songs and their outfit is fabulous lor. Got those feather feather Broadway style one some more leh.

There was also this former famous singer call "William Scorpion" who's very popular with the aunties. Lots of them was like taking the front seats while he's singing and whistling and hooting away ah. I must say he really got very good stage presence, a bit sexy.... haha! For his age lah. I think my mummy will like him. Hehe!

Christmas eve as usual was spent as Jas' place. It's like a yearly gathering. Lots of them turned up as well. Drinks was plenty and there's lots of laughter. Jas' Uncle Raymond like every year will make all of them drink till drunk. Lots of them was like lying flat on the floor past midnight. Cool! Jas' dad got both me and Jas presents this year..... First time I receive a present from him for Christmas. =)

Christmas day itself was house visiting day. Food and more food! Hehe!

Last but not least, some pics taken during the last few days.....

Taken at Dragonfly

Yenling and Me while waiting for the rest to come. Btw, am happy for her to have a new beau now. Lolx!

Mao Mao saying "Merry Christmas!"

All my Christmas pressies. Some are not there e.g: Jas' dad's gift and Sinta's mascara

GUCCI Handphone strap, courtesy of Joei. Thanks babe!

That's it! Ta Ta!

It's been a cold cold day.... For the entire day, rain has been falling on and off. Hmm.... very nice weather.

I can finally take a breather this week. After the last concert of Tables Turned on Sat, all major events for this year is done. The concert went very well.... Superb dance cheography, dancers and good combi of the film and music. Although a bit avant-garde but tastefully done. Heard rather good comments of the show. It's wierd how Singaporeans are not willing to pay for a local performance but when given free tickets, they are curious enough to check it out. Oh well.... there are more improvements required among audiences contact with the arts.

I went to watch "Eragon" with Jas after the concert. Just the 2 of us..... We have been waiting for that show to start ever since we saw the shots. It was good! It's quite worth the money. Now I'm anticipating for the part 2. I'm very sure there's gonna be a sequel. Although the actors/actresses aren't very big names but they suit the characters they play. Not bad!

After the show, we were both tired le.... So we went back home straight... Haiz.... Poor Jas. I've been so busy recently that we hardly has much time to spent together. But luckily, he's so nice about it, he din grumble and even fetches me from work whenever I work late. I've taken leave on the 29th so I can have a long holiday to spend some quality time together. Really looking forward to the break plus it's our anniversary. =)

Upon Von's recommendation, she has influenced a few of us in the company to buy an electronic keyboard. It seems the original price was $200 and we managed to get it at $150. Ooo.... I love it. Hehe! I spent my entire Sunday playing it. And now I am determined to get some piano lessons..... Hehe! Gotta start finding out the courses and the cost now. I think there's a Christophori at Funan so maybe I can try there. See how ba.... Maybe I can excel in this area.... Haha!

My Moment

Sitting here.... Enjoying the feeling of satisfaction and success! I am glad I have managed to pull everything off.

Feeling happy for myself.

Cool!

Some People are just so Fake

I can’t believe what I saw today man. I knew he’s bad and is like the public enemy in the office but hor, what he did today totally puts me off. We are all aware that he like to “por” boss and whatever the bosses says, he’ll treat it like imperial edict and today I saw the extent that he would go.

I was talking to Lyn, her husband and my GM outside the main building today at about 7plus. I still hadn’t gone home cause I’ve got the concert rehearsal still going on…. They were all sitted in one row while I was standing in front of them chit-chatting away. I saw Dan came down from the office with his bag so I knew he is gonna go off. He was walking in our direction halfway thru when I saw him took a u-turn and went back to the office. I thought probably he forgot something so he went back to get it or wat. But hor, about 5 mins later, I saw him came out of office empty handed and walk past us and got into the building like machiam he still working. That’s when I realize he went back office to leave his bag lor….. TMD!!! I think he saw my GM there so he decided to pretend to be hardworking lor. This is really the ultimate leh! Damn fake man! Aiyo…..

Haiz…. I really feel 丢脸 to be in the same dept as him leh….. *faint* Super jia lat leh. I was so shock to see him do such a thing. I thought he would have more integrity than that and now it’s so apparent that he doesn’t have. Oh well… Just my luck to have such a colleague. I know my GM is a smart guy, he’ll soon see thru wat a faker he is…. =p